In the next few years, Xiu's fourth sister Yin would come over to help her eldest sister Xiu do some farm work every time she was in the busy farming season, and she was still dressed neatly when she was a girl, and she would stay for a week every time she came. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 During the years when she and her sister and their father went to Yunnan, Xiu's third sister still honed her own character to maturity, the death of their mother, the marriage of the eldest sister and the second sister, and her only brother who was only willing to wander outside and toil, rather than return to the few meaningless acres of thin fields at home. In this world, only a woman can feel at home where she is, and his position in the family and the absence of her sister and brother above her have forced her to the position of the protagonist in the family, she has to show that she is already a grown up and a girl who stays in the boudoir to be married, and at the same time she also needs to take care of her mother who has passed away before, and then her two sisters who have not yet married should bear the things, only after their mother died, First of all, her eldest sister Xiulai took care of all these things in the family, and then his eldest sister got married, and many things could only fall to his second sister, and then her second sister also got married, and her brother was obsessed with cars since he was a child, and he suddenly told his father after he was in the fifth grade that he didn't want to study anymore. His father didn't say a word when he heard him say that. Neither negative nor pro. But later, he didn't know why he couldn't stop the idea of needing to study, and he didn't dare to think that his father would reach out for money again, so he could only go to his second uncle's house and borrow the money himself and go to register. As a result, he didn't dare to tell his father about this matter in person, so he thought of asking his eldest sister Xiu to intercede in front of her father, and after Xiu heard his request, he went to tell his father about it in person, and after saying it, his father also said lightly, if you want to read it, read it! Later, his father returned the money he borrowed to sign up. After arriving at the school, before a few days of class, Mu let go of his middle school learning path, but turned around and wandered into the society, single-mindedly learning to drive and then trying to do a few good jobs, and then he learned to drive with his own efforts. But from the moment he left school, he felt a sense of guilt for his eldest sister, Xiu, who finally told him such a love in front of his father, and as a result, he was disappointed by such a small decision. For a long time after that, he didn't dare to look at his sister squarely, and his heart, which had not yet experienced the world, was afraid that his sister would ******be bloody like this, so he always avoided his eldest sister. Xiu also suddenly saw from the eyes of his only brother that there was a place for the troops, she thought that she told his father that he was going back to school that made him angry, but after seeing his brother's different eyes, she didn't dare to go up to communicate with him about what happened, and their sisters and brothers held each other for a long time because they had their own hearts in their hearts. It wasn't until Xiu, who had already married and had a child of her own, that she and her husband had conceived together with her husband, who was only the eldest son of the country in infancy, who returned to her parents' house, and saw that they were grinding, she wanted to go up and help, but it was inconvenient to carry Bin on her back, so she untied Bin from her back, and then lay Bin flat on the bed and let him lie on his back on the bed and play with his little arms and legs, while Xiu himself went to help them grind. Bin, who was lying on his back on the bed by his mother, was playing on the bed by kicking his own little arms and legs, and he was playing with his own mouth open. The cuteness of his self-amusing expression, which was still a baby under a year old, caught the eye of his maternal uncle, who was at odds with his mother, and he couldn't help but sneak over to play with his little nephew, who had just been out of the womb for a few months, while his eldest sister was grinding. Although Bin's mother Xiu was pushing the grind, he didn't dare to dare to put a child like hers who was only a few months old on the bed like this. So even though her hand was still pushing the grinder, swaying with the shaking of the grinding hook, her heart still had to tell her that she needed to keep a look, so he would turn his head from time to time to observe whether Bin, who was lying flat on the bed and dancing with his hands, turned over on his own and accidentally fell off the bed. When she turned her head to see if Bin had turned over on his own, she found that her younger brother Mu, who had not spoken to him for a long time, had come to her child Bin's bed without him noticing, and was teasing him. Xiu suddenly smiled as she looked at her brother, who had already risen to her for a long time, and he was having fun with her lovely son. This time it was she who took the initiative to speak to her brother, and the elegance of the girl, which she still could not take off, happily described to him the other lovelier manifestations of this son of hers in her life, and only then did Wood dare to turn back to face his eldest sister's smiling face, which had become a flower, and he found that at that moment his eldest sister did not mean to blame him. The relationship between the sister and brother was also released at that moment, and their hearts that had been closed to each other for a long time were open to each other at that moment, and the relationship between the sister and brother also began to be harmonious at that moment.

Later, Xiu's third brother Mu finally learned to drive, and the three brothers of Wu Yuan, who was still in his infancy, never understood how their only maternal uncle transferred to Yunnan temporarily, the first thing I heard was that he went to Yunnan to work, and then I heard that he ran a wooden factory making furniture in Yunnan, Wu Yuan's grandfather Yu's fifth brother's eldest son Heng heard that their maternal uncle made money in Yunnan. He gave up his studies and rushed over in the hope of being able to get his first pot of gold on the road to the sky, but when he came back, he told his parents that he had actually made money there, but his cousin Mu had not paid him a salary, and their family was very happy to see that their eldest son and their eldest brother had earned money for the first time, and they believed everything he said, after all, they were all a family when they went out. They naturally have no doubt that Heng can make money when he goes out, and he has no doubt about everything that comes out of the horizontal mouth, and naturally he has no doubt that Mu has made money outside, and finally he is convinced that Mu still owes Heng's salary, and Heng has preached it more times in front of his parents and sisters, and the family believes in this matter, and after a long time, Heng's mother has spread this matter as the news of the family. Soon, the matter of Mu still owing his cousin began to spread throughout the village, and the people of the entire village never questioned the whole process of this incident, and they never had any doubts about Mu, Heng and their Yijiang Ziye. It wasn't until Mu returned to the village that people asked him if something similar had happened, and Mu didn't know anything about it. When others asked him about this matter, he didn't have time to wake up and think more deeply, and he replied that he had paid all his wages every month in the process of his work, and he knew that he had figured out the ins and outs of the matter for a long time, and he didn't say a word about it. But his relationship with his cousin Heng about economic dealings also broke down at that time, and finally Mu's lumber business in Yunnan could not be operated, and he quickly became professional from the carpentry business to the management of land, growing some vegetables and the like, and then selling them. It was during that time that Mu brought his father and two little sisters to Yunnan to run his own rented land with him, but his land never became a business. Xiu's father and her two youngest sisters moved to Yunnan for several years, but they were unable to manage the land together. A few years later, her father and her two youngest fathers returned to the old house where they once lived, and came back to run their own land from the countryside to the households, and they brought from Yunnan to vegetable varieties that even Wu Yuan's mother Xiu had never seen, and the most impressive thing for Wu Yuan and them was the pumpkins with petals and the beans with purple red patterns on their bodies. Xiu was also curious about the freshness of the vegetables he had never seen before, and he also took some seeds from his father. The golden petal pumpkin aroused the curiosity of other people, but the golden pumpkin will also change its own shape due to the change of the geographical ring gold, and the first year it was planted with golden petals, which are very small, but slightly larger than the mouth after the beating. After the second year, the size of the pumpkin grew to the size of a bucket, and the petals on the body changed from deep to shallow, but there was only a faint trace of it proving that it was once a star golden pumpkin that the locals had never seen before, but its shape was very different from its original appearance before, until the third year of the harvest season, people could no longer tell that the melon vine was once the petal-shaped golden pumpkin they looked at the strange shape, only to see that all the melons growing on the melon vine were the same, It is no longer possible to distinguish one from the other. After two years, the colorful patterns that grew on the capital disappeared by themselves, and the body that was twice as big as the local beans was gone, and finally became ordinary beans that were not much different from the local beans, and the taste was not much different from the local beans.

During that time, Wu Yuan's eldest brother Bin, who had already gone to school, was completely different from him before, except for his home and the village, which seemed to be extremely lively, but since he went to school, he was completely out of step with the world outside the village. Since then, his naturally introverted personality has been vividly played and manifested in him. For the first time, his father led him to sign up. When he arrived at school, his fear of the world was all revealed in him from that moment, and the mathematical foundation that he could count from one to a hundred at home naturally lost all his abilities after that moment. The teacher who signed up went to a picture book of a painter duck or a chicken and put it in front of him, and then he casually turned a page and thought that Bin was familiar with it, and Bin didn't dare to step forward at that moment. Knowing that the female teacher whom she later heard everyone called her Donald Duck had tried all means, her father promised him that he would buy him candy as long as he told him how many ducks there were. With the encouragement of a person, Bin finally mustered up the courage to regain his mathematical talents, and in one fell swoop lost all the number of chickens, ducks and geese that Mr. Tang had flipped through in her book, a simple single number, which could not stump Bin who was only six years old at the time, and when he had lost all the numbers, he passed the teacher's first test, which may have been the first test in his life. After passing the test, Mr. Tang also signed up for him, and his father did not break his promise. The person who lived in the school and ran the commissary business originally walked out of the village, and the person known as Teacher Han by the school quickly grabbed a full handful of peanut candy wrapped in blue on a white background from his big hand in the commissary. All the tests and the hurdles set by Mr. Tang for them passed, and Bin began his first school journey, and from that moment on, despite the countless twists and turns, Bin stayed in school for nineteen years. He was twenty-five years old when he came out of college, and a few years later he used the money from his job to buy his first house of his own.

But from the first day of school, Bin, who was originally regarded as smart and clever by his father at home, has undergone a 180-degree change in personality, and since then, Bin has begun to have his seemingly smart appearance to become introverted and clumsy, and when he arrives at school, Bin has always been full of his fear of the outside world and shyness about all outsiders. After only two months of schooling in the first semester, his effective mind could no longer bear the strong fear and pressure from the outside world in his inner world, and then he was forced back from school by all the fear and pressure from his own inner world. During that time, the introverted personality that did not dare to show in front of outsiders almost forced him to live a life that was completely unable to take care of himself, his mother was able to smell the smell of feces and urine in his pants from his body after he came back from school every day, and then patiently cleaned him, but since then he has fallen into a disease, he is almost forced by the fear and pressure of the outside world to dare not get up when he urinates at night, and the next day he can get up from afar to fill the house with a stinky smell, The bed where Bin slept at night was soaked with urine almost all the year round, and this continued until the second year of school, when he was sent back to another school until the third grade, and finally the matter was slowly brought under control and ended in his upbringing. But it was well known in the village and on the side of his grandfather's house, where he had wet his grandfather's bed with all his fruits, and ended up incontinent. During that time, I thought there was something wrong with her body, and grabbed several pairs of Chinese medicine for him, but those medicines were probably some medicines for the treatment of the stomach and intestines, and then Bin's stomach and intestines were not good, probably caused by eating the Chinese medicine they configured during that time.

Xiu's fourth sister received a letter from his second sister when Bin was still in the second grade, that is, during that time he promised to go to Jiangsu, and before she left, she was very attached to her eldest sister in addition to the source of the lost Bin and Xian. Before leaving, she happened to meet the Friday holiday of Bin School, so she carried Wu Yuan's third brother Xian on her back and took Bin to live at home with her for a few days. After they walked the catwalk, Xiu was always worried about the problems that had been wrapped around Bin, and he followed him in the evening. As she expected, that night Bin really pulled the stool to the neat and clean bed laid by the shade, Xiu stretched out his powerful right hand and quickly woke Bin from his sleep, and the next morning he got up early the next morning to re-wash the sheets, and the next day Bin was taken back by Xiu from his grandfather's house, but Hyun was left behind.

A few days later, Xiu's father personally sent her fourth sister to Jiangsu, which was also the third time he experienced the process of sending his daughter out of the door. Only after his father, Xiu's grandfather, had been in this place for nineteen years and died, as he grew older, he did not stop to live a good day, in his teens and twenties, he needed to take care of his mother and five younger siblings, and when he knew that he was almost thirty years old, he began to get married, and soon after getting married, he had his own children, that is, Xiu's six sisters, and then until his last little daughter was sent out, the only one under his knees also married. Until that moment, he was almost seventy years old, and he was still groping around in the fields all day to grow some vegetables, raise some chickens on their backs, and sell them even if they were to exchange some rice and salt money.

After he sent his fourth daughter out, he came back alone, and after he came back, he didn't mention anything to any family members about it. It wasn't until two years later that Xiu's third sister also had a child she was about to learn to walk, and Xiu's second sister returned to their mother's house with her current husband and her fourth sister with the child, they first went to Xiu's father to meet all the relatives and friends who should have been seen, and then came to Xiu's house to live for a few days, Bin's only interaction with his second uncle was that set of chess in the Han culture area, Bin had just learned to walk at that time, and he didn't have much ability and level. Every time you go, you lose. Yin put her little daughter on the flat ground, and then let herself slowly learn to walk on the ground step by step, and then Xiu heard her second sister describe the story of the journey after fleeing from Sichuan, and then after Bin went to school, Fei and Yin left in the process and lived in their father's house again, and the relatives and friends they wanted to see were basically finished, and the last stop was spent in Xiu's second uncle's house. The thing about living in it was originally to go to relatives, and everyone could walk in with each other and please each other. As a result, when they were about to part, they broke up unhappily, and Xiu's second aunt suddenly went to look for her gold earrings on the morning of their departure, but when they were looking for it, they suddenly found that the gold earrings it had placed in that place were missing, and their second mother thought of asking them if they saw it, but the result was that the questioner was unintentional and the listener had a heart. This made it unpleasant, until Fei and Yin had been gone for half a year, and their second mother suddenly found their gold earrings in another place. After finding it, she personally wrote a letter to apologize to their two nieces, and the matter was alleviated in the process. In the years that followed, Xiu continued to communicate with her two younger sisters in a comfortable way, until Xiu's side began to slowly become richer in life, and she began to buy a landline at home, and they cut off correspondence with each other in favor of simple telephone conversations, and from then on they were able to know more exactly how they lived with each other, and as a result, she learned that his second sister's health was getting worse and worse. The blood that flowed through her brain would easily break through the tiny veins in her brain, which were only one-twentieth of a hair's length, and eventually her brain would bleed several times.

When she had come out of the hospital for the first time and had largely recovered, she suddenly thought of her old father, who was still alive, and she had a hunch that his life might not be long gone, and then she suddenly decided that she would go back to see her old father once anyway. Soon after she made up her mind this time, she drove back to Guizhou with his fourth sister and revisited his old father, who had been around for more than four years, and when she saw that her old father was still alive and healthy in the world, she suddenly felt satisfied with her such an encounter. He remembered the only time her father had taught her almost yesterday's boyhood, and she saw that the house she had lived in as a teenager and the place where she had been mischievous was still there, and he remembered all the footprints he had taken when he had lived in this house. The only change was that the only brother in the family was no longer as naughty as he was among their sisters, and his face, which had been childish and cute in his memory, had lost the smoothness of his youth, and had been replaced by a more mature temperament. He found that her father's age was still the same face she had been familiar with, and that the temperament of her father, which had been familiar to him for decades, had not changed for decades, and that had fully fulfilled the purpose of his trip, and that the unchanging countenance on her father's face had made him suddenly find everything he had in his childhood, and at the same time gave his soul a sudden place where it belonged. When she saw that their brother's face had been occupied by a mature temperament, she suddenly recalled all the bumps in life he had experienced and the easy loss of time, and she was glad that except for the youngest fifth sister who had married far away to Chongqing because she had to bring her own children, she could get together again, and then they walked through all the memories they had walked in their youth, and the fourth brother of Xiu drove, Then he took his three sisters back to most of the places they had traveled in their youth that were deeply buried in their memories. Three generations of sisters, including their father and his children, could almost get together again for a reunion meal at the same table.

Xiu's fourth sister has been following them all the way, she has always kept rarely saying a word, and the lively appearance of the girl in her knee-length skirt that she used to cheerfully describe is no longer there, but responds back to everything that has happened and witnessed to her in a tacit way. Her name is destined to be with her second sister for life, and in all the years after she got married, she has become a shadow that only belongs to his second sister who is silent, knowing that after they went back once, Fei's condition has worsened to a certain extent, until finally he even feels vague difficulties when he speaks, his youngest children are still being picked up, and someone is sent to school, in the time of long-term illness, Fei has no energy to do these things that are sent every day, The fourth sister of her, Yin, who was entitled to her, acted as a mother's responsibility. The sun in North China had already shone a little chubby shade on his face, and Bin had seen them once when they had been in college since they had come back and finally returned, and after the cut they had a casual meal they had and then left in a hurry, never seen each other again. There are not too many parting words, and there are not too many afterwords. They just gave Bin a total of 200 yuan who was still in college at the time by virtue of the reputation of the two of them, but it was equivalent to a month's living expenses for Bin at that time. Bin, who has always been frugal in life, spent his last two months in college with two hundred yuan and the one thousand yuan his mother once had in his bank card. After Bin got the money, he always budgeted in advance how long he could spend the money he had already gotten according to his current standard of living, and then he used the money he had in his hand to make a plan for his life in advance that was the most comprehensive in his opinion, whenever he had money in his hand, the first thing he thought about was how he would need to spend the cost of eating every day during this period of time, and how much money he needed to budget, until this was planned out than the money

He would have considered other expenses, and he had stipulated that his own living expenses would never exceed five hundred dollars a month, and if he did, he would have to make the most compact deduction for the next month's living expenses, but he would rather have to deduct himself than to have any extra living expenses that his father could give her within his budget. In the era of high prices, while he made the most meticulous budget for his life, he reduced his living expenses compared to the rest of his classmates, but he also faced the hardest life in school. It's just that he has never had a reluctant voice for his life, he believes that all this is the grinding of life on her, and in the era of his reading and study, he must experience such a life to grind him, which also makes Bin develop a habit in his life, he has always been very frugal in his own life, as long as he is lukewarm in clothing, as long as he is not in a hurry or hungry in food, he has been satisfied in his material life, in the time when his living expenses are limited, When there is no money, it promotes him to be more calm and read his own books, and then he can't come out of the library where he is immersed all day, he gets up every morning, takes a quick mouth with cold water, washes his face, takes the book he wants to read to the cafeteria for breakfast, and goes directly to the library to read a book or write a whole day's words, after many years, Bin has always developed the habit of going out without a penny, sometimes he doesn't spend a penny even if he has money, and sometimes he doesn't even know how much money he has. His prosperity is a life that does not need money at all, in his life force only needs to keep working and creating, only keep reading and thinking about problems, Ran Shu continues to write and create, he can even go without eating for a few days The hunger tempers and tortures his life, there is no hunger in his eyes, only a strong will to keep walking until he completes everything in his hands. Later, Bin thought about his life in college, she thought of ginseng without insurmountable hurdles, that is a kind of tempering of himself in his inner world, he himself felt that a person's life can only release color and brilliance after experiencing a certain amount of darkness and pain, and only after experiencing the tempering can life become more mature, he told him that he should never live in the so-called rich society where memory is appreciated by people. All the abundant life of man is finally obtained after creation, and if a person stops what he should create, it means that he may lose everything that he should have in life. Therefore, he predestined that whatever the final outcome of his life would be, he would always reduce his life to a state of poverty, so that in such a way that he could guarantee the creative power that he himself felt he should have, and that during the twenty-nine days of the month when there was no money, Bin would be able to spend more than ten hours a day in the library, but during that time he also had a different fear of the social relationships that others loved, He refused almost all social activities that overwhelmed his life, and then his life began to become more and more monotonous, and he devoted almost all his time to his life of studying, and the whole person just hovered on the line between the dormitory, the cafeteria, the library, and the classroom. During that time, Wu Yuan listened to his eldest brother Bin's description of his own life as follows: the first thing was to sleep: the second thing was to read, the third thing was to go to the classroom to listen to the teacher's lectures, and the last thing was to lie down in the library of the classroom every day to practice writing. Later, he got a chance to work part-time outside of school, and since then he has embarked on a life of studying outside and working at the same time. Not only did he no longer need to let his parents, Guo, and Xiu pay for him, but the frugal habits he had cultivated over the years and the fact that he had always maintained a state of poverty in order not to stop his spiritual and material creations had caused him to fear or be in a state of life with money, so he had always maintained the same state of living on the financial support of his parents when he was in Dali, and sometimes he would even compress his monthly expenses to less than a hundred yuan. The difference between him and others is that almost 99% of the people in this world are trying to make them able to live a more prosperous life materially, but in Wu Yuan's eyes, his eldest brother Bin is completely different from these 99% people, but he has always maintained his material poverty to ensure that he will not lose his creative ability in his own life, and material scarcity can make him always maintain a positive creative state. Even after the world of money in his name became extraordinary, he was still able to maintain a state of life that freed himself from these things that could easily destroy his will to live. Later, when Bin had a heart-to-heart relationship with his second brother Wu Yuan, he said that he could lose his job, he could lose the business he had built up for many years, and he could only lose all the money he had in his name, but he must not lose his ability to create his life. Later, when he was able to have more time to go out and study part-time at the same time, his own life became a description of himself as follows: the first thing he did was to maintain the eight hours of sleep he needed every day, so that he could have enough energy for the next day's work hours; The second thing is to go to work to ensure that he does not lose his source of life; The third thing is reading, he spends a lot of his free time in class and outside of class to study, so that he can concentrate some of his fragmentary time in his daily life to do something that can produce greater value to him; The fourth thing is to buy more time to practice writing. Until his senior year, his writing level has made unprecedented progress, he was able to create 40,000 words of content in one day, including the reading notes he copied in the course of his usual reading during the entire college period, that is, Wu Yuan's eldest brother himself said that he created about 3 million words of content, but in the end he was not able to have more concentrated time for his own creation, most of the time was written in the fragmentary time he had, Short articles, as well as the requirements of work, write some government professional materials, and other creations are almost rare.

During that time, after Bin accepted gifts from his two aunts and put them on the train, it was not until Xiu's second sister's daughter got married to her daughter on the Jiangsu side that Xiu was able to go to her second and third sister's house for the first time accompanied by Bin to be a guest, and it was also the first time she had traveled far away to see his two sisters in such a long time since she got married, but when she met her second sister again, When she saw his second sister for the first time, she felt that she didn't know when she kneaded into an invisible sand in her eyes, so that he always couldn't help but shed tears, he saw that the second sister in his eyes was very different from the appearance in his memory, years of illness had worn it out of shape, its original petite body was deformed to the point where even a gust of wind could blow it to that step, he was placed in the wheelchair that she had been for many years for a long time, described as haggard and thin. Xiu could feel that it was the years of injury and illness that tortured her into such a shape, she was crying for her second sister who had endured the torture of illness for such a long time, and Fei and Yin were also happy and moved to see their eldest sister being able to come over to visit them from such a long distance. Especially when Fei saw their eldest sister in tears when she saw him, at that moment, she suddenly felt his unprecedented spiritual comfort, she felt that it was still able to pick up the last side of his street after so many years of illness and torture, it had endured so many years of pain and was still able to survive in the end, although the suffering he had experienced in this process was self-evident, and he had many thoughts of dying when he was critically ill, But being able to persevere until now is happy for him in every way, and then she recalls all the pain he has endured in this life and makes him feel the happiness of living in this world. In the face of everything in front of her, she faced it with a joy that was only in her memory when he was still a teenager, and in the process of their eldest sister Xiu's residence in those days, she always faced all the care and love that their eldest sister gave her every day with a full and contented attitude. It wasn't until their eldest sister Xiu lived there for several days, and finally it was everything at home on her side that she had to come back to deal with and had to leave the second and third sisters who had to leave his side for a long time and reunited, and then the sisters did a mutual retention and parting, Xiu left together accompanied by his eldest son Bin, Xiu's second sister suddenly fell ill that night, and this time the illness was even more serious than all the previous episodes, and her daughter and son hurriedly sent him to the hospital for rescueIn the end, she finally got her life back, and the already fragile blood vessels in her brain began to rupture in a larger area, and after being rescued, she had lost the function of speech. Fei, who had to lie in bed and wheelchair all day, became more haggard, and her fourth sister Yin came to see him almost every week. Fei lay in bed like this for three years, and then passed away in her sleep.

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