Chapter 413: Life is Bittersweet

After sitting down, looking at the moonlight, I was a little speechless, and I couldn't say anything. Xiao Lu broke the silence, "Why, don't you speak?" Silently, if you don't say it now, you may not have a chance in the future, I'll give you one night, you can do whatever you want. ”

When I heard her say this, I grabbed her hand, "Lulu, can you tell me the cause and effect of this incident?" Can you tell me everything, I want to know, why do you have to be separated from me, why can't I be with you, why do you want to be with Jiang Hua, why is this? ”

"And besides, why do you have to go?"

Xiao Lu smiled bitterly, "Silently, you have so many questions, which one should I answer first." "I said, whatever. I grabbed her hand, it probably hurt, but she didn't break free of me, and I told her to come closer to me. I hugged her tightly, leaning against the bench, and in the small garden of the community park around me, I could hear the sound of each other's breathing.

I hugged her tightly, and she didn't resist, just coughed and said, "Silently, you let me go a little, okay, I'm a little out of breath." ”

I don't listen. Desperately inhale the smell of her body, this fragrance. Is the taste that belongs to me going to leave me, thinking about it, I feel uncomfortable. wiped snot and tears on her, and didn't bother to care whether she wanted to or not.

"Silently, in fact, the day you had an accident, I was very anxious, I wanted to go to you, Xiaopang They guarded the moat for a day and a night, looking for you everywhere, and they called the police, but they still couldn't find anyone, and the next day they went to look for it, and they still couldn't find anyone, and they all looked for it downstream."

"I also want to go, my mother won't let me go out so late, it was already more than one o'clock in the morning, I heard about you, I was so anxious, I wanted to call Xiaopang to pick me up with me, my dad was angry that day, and he was angry at night, saying that I was disobedient or something, but I still went out."

"It's because I went out and hurt my dad. Xiao Lu's face was suddenly full of tears, he, he fell to the ground as soon as he was angry, unconscious, sent to the hospital, rescued in time, saved his life, but he has been delirious, may become a vegetative person, until now, he has not woken up. ”

"The doctor said that it was probably because he had been in the detention center for a few days, and when he came out, he drank heavily and seemed to have been beaten outside. Also, my father's position is not high, but there are many people who have offended, so when he was beaten, my mother and I didn't know that the person my father offended was a person whose family couldn't afford to offend even if he died, not a person, but a group, all of whom were officials, and I didn't understand the things in politics, and then my mother and I found out that my dad deliberately wanted to divorce me, because he knew that he had offended the big guys, and my uncle, along with him, his family was also affected. ()”

"The seizure of my family's economy is similar to the kind of suspension investigation, that is, my father is still in the hospital, otherwise at this time, he will definitely squat in prison and sit for ten or twenty years, it is not a problem. Even if Zhuo Xiaoyu can help at home, it is very little. ”

"And this qiē, the Jiang family can solve this problem for me. My family doesn't have the money to pay for my dad's high vegetative treatment now, and my dad may or may not wake up, but as long as he has hope to wake up, my mom and I won't give up, because he is the greatest father in the world, and in order to protect our mother, he actually thought of deliberately wanting to divorce us and separate, so as not to involve us. ”

"You say, 'Such a father, can I give him up?' I'll tell you honestly, that yard, my family has gone out of the classic, my family has no money, what I use, what I eat and spend is the Jiang family's money, and what I live in now is the Jiang family's vacated house. ”

"Soon, I will leave here, go to the provincial capital, go there to study, and be with Jiang Hua, just like that, as long as I can keep my father's innocence, so that he will not become a vegetative person and be tarnished by others, I will also protect my uncle and aunt and their lives and careers, and I can only sacrifice me, an insignificant person."

"And my dad was the way he was because of me and because of you. I heard my mom say that my dad knew that he was rescued by you, and he felt that he was useless, in fact, this matter is just an opportunity, you and my dad's matter, just an opportunity, the people above took advantage of it, and they wanted my dad to squat in the cell, but because you don't play cards according to common sense, let the plan of the people above fail, so there will be such a thing, do you understand? ”

"But my dad felt uncomfortable, he almost hurt you, but you saved him, he didn't recognize you as a son-in-law, but you saved him with virtue, he felt very uncomfortable, and he was not worth my daughter, so that night you fell into the water and couldn't find your whereabouts, I went out to find you, he was angry like thunder, so, he will have such an end, he can't talk or eat in the hospital, he can only be like a fool, can't laugh or speak, can only breathe, is it because of my unfilial daughter?"

"Silently, you say, can I be sorry for my dad again?"

Speaking of this, Xiao Lu couldn't cry anymore, and I, who had long been speechless, were stunned.

It turned out that I couldn't see my uncle's side, and such a thing happened, maybe, this is fate. Those who want to deal with their uncle, those who want to let their uncle fall off the horse, have been waiting for the opportunity for a long time, and they will kill their uncle just by waiting for an opportunity.

And I, but I gave them this opportunity, if it was usual, would my uncle go out alone and drink all night and never return, if it was usual, would such a strict person do ridiculous things to cut me, so, I am a bridge, and Xiao Lu and I are a bridge that harmed my uncle.

I smiled bitterly, laughed and laughed, and cried, Xiao Lu cried loudly, cried loudly, in this small garden, under the illumination of the moonlight, our faces were more terrifying and desolate than the ghosts crying.

I understand that I no longer blame my uncle, nor Lulu, nor my aunt, but I only blame the fate of this dog day, it is fate that makes us so miserable.

"Okay, silently, don't cry, I came out with you, not to cry with you."

Xiao Lu wiped away her tears, smiled, then grabbed my wrist and said, "Let's go, let's go out to play, tonight, you can play as long as you want, you can play as much as you want, you can play as much as you want, I will accompany you until dawn." ”

I nodded, gritted my teeth, and squeezed out a good word from between my teeth.

"Momo, if I really never see you again, if I break up with you, will you blame me."

I didn't speak, just laughed and said, "I'm not going to talk about this tonight, okay?" ”

She said okay, and then we went to play, played an hour of electricity, played an hour of computer games together, and also had a face-to-face video chat, obviously I was sitting across from her, and she asked me who I was, pretending that we were a pair of netizens who didn't know each other, playing like this, in fact, it was quite fun, we haven't tried it yet.

Killed people, K powdered, and kissed indirectly on the road. We hadn't kissed each other in the middle of the road yet, so I pulled her past and kissed her cherry red lips at the intersection of the traffic lights in the huge square.

If you want to say how long this kiss is, I don't know anyway, about ten minutes, about twenty minutes, anyway, we just kept that position, for a long time, and I don't know if there was a candid shot, anyway, I think, it's enough.

Her waist hurt a little, I found that her tears flowed into my mouth, I licked them, salty, I laughed, and thought to myself, Is it possible that there are tears that are sweet? Hugh Hong bird talent.

After we finished kissing, two or three people on the bus, and some people in the taxi, shouted at us, "I'm sick, kissing and grass in the middle of the road, why don't you go home and do it." Guns, what are you doing here? ”

I thought about it, too, I haven't done that yet, can I have enough money tonight? I looked at Xiao Lu, Xiao Lu seemed to understand what I meant, gritted her teeth, and said, "Go, silently, today, if you want to a few times, you just break my waist, and I will accompany you to the end." ”

I looked at her, speechless with emotion, and said, "Okay, I will accompany you to the end today."

I turned my head so that she wouldn't see the tears I was secretly shedding from laughing.

But when we arrived at the door of the first hotel in the county, we found that we had no money, at least not that much money.

I rubbed my nose and said, "Why don't I borrow them from Chubby?" ”

I called Xiaopang and found that they didn't answer the phone, they were probably drunk, and Zhuo Xiaoyu or something, he didn't answer my phone directly, who should I go to, I couldn't call Xu Yan and say, Mom, send me the money to open the house, Xiao Lu and I are going to shoot.

The two of us, counted the money together, found a very cheap one nearby, guess how much, thirty yuan a night, no toilet, no bathroom, bedding and everything looked very dirty, the ground was too, and there were no slippers, which meant nothing.

After entering, it was simple, but it was clean and not dirty.

I threw away the futon, put my clothes underneath, and dried. I soaked my short sleeves in water and wiped the bed inside and out, and it was clean.

Then Xiao Lu lay down on it and said, "Husband, come on." ”

I smiled and hugged her, as if at this moment she and I were eternity, she and I would always be together, and simply said like this, "Husband, come on." ”

But we all know in our hearts that this is impossible.

Life is unsatisfactory nine times out of ten, if everything in life is satisfactory, then what is it called life, life is so bitter and sweet, we take sweetness in bitterness, this is the joy of life.

However, the last question came, I looked at Lulu who had been wiped clean and was lying on it, and I asked, "Lulu, what's that, didn't you buy a little raincoat?" ”

She suddenly snorted and laughed, but immediately frowned, clenched her silver teeth, opened her arms, and said to me, "Come, no matter, even if I conceive you again, I will admit it!" ”