69. Zhou Ruixuan's monologue (5)
Once Li Jiale called Gu Chengwei, and afterwards he joked to me, your girlfriend's voice is so good. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info I said she was my sister. After the words were spoken, I was stunned for a moment, maybe subconsciously, Li Jiale is my sister.
I started introducing the boys around me to her, and she ignored them. Later, I was forced to be anxious and beat me, and I had no choice but to give up.
Soon, I graduated and returned to China to inherit my family's business. Although I have a diploma from a prestigious university, I still have a lot to learn and do as soon as I enter practice. At that time, I was really busy, but as long as I was free, I couldn't stop thinking about her, and once I couldn't stand it anymore, so I bought a plane ticket and flew for more than ten hours just to see her. It's ridiculous, but I can't help it. I started to be very strict with myself at work, and I arranged a lot of things for myself to do, so that I couldn't breathe, because whenever there was a gap I would miss her, very, very much.
A year passed quickly, and Li Jiale also graduated and returned to China. I was so happy that I threw a grand reception banquet for her. A lot of friends came, and a few buddies who grew up together teased during the banquet: "You have a small career now, and Jiale is also returning from school, shouldn't we drink happy wine?" "A joke made me stunned at the moment, in fact, the elders have also talked to me about this recently, the Zhou family and the Rong family can be regarded as a good match, and we are childhood sweethearts, in their eyes, the two of us may be a very good match.
We all drank a lot that day. At the end, Li Jiale was already drunk and asleep, I carried her into the bedroom, she was getting more and more beautiful, a lot more mature, watching the bulge on her chest with her breathing, my heart also beat faster and faster because of excitement.
I leaned against her half-lying, thinking about my buddy's words all the time, and the two of us were a perfect match, and in every way, except for the pimple in my heart, basically nothing could stop our relationship. And what have I been struggling with for so long? Maybe I should get a psychiatrist.
Her sudden rise startled me, and I thought she was awake, but she quickly collapsed and continued to sleep, hugging me tightly at the same time. Unlike when I was a child, her bumpy figure stuck to me and gave me a physiological reaction. In an instant, I suddenly figured it out. Kissed her pink lips. I kissed earnestly for a while, and she began to respond to me, and her response was like an electric current rushing into my limbs. I'm not a hairy kid who doesn't have a deep understanding of the world, and I've done some things for men and women, but none of them excite me so much today. I started to help her undress, her clothes were not difficult to take off, only one button, but for some reason I just couldn't undo it, the more anxious I was, the more I couldn't untie it. When we finally took off our clothes and were honest with each other, for some reason, I was a little disgusted, disgusted with myself, to do such a beastly thing, I felt like I was doing *** even though I knew we weren't related by blood. This nausea was psychological, but also physical, and I vomited with a sour stomach. My little brother also leaked. Subsequently, I tried a few more times, but it didn't work. I began to wonder myself, could it be that in addition to my psyche, something was wrong with me?
Li Jiale did not know what happened that night. As the days passed, I became thinner and thinner, more and more emaciated. I started hanging out all night, constantly changing bed partners, not, I just wanted to prove that there was nothing wrong with my body. It turns out that I can't do it, but I can't face her. I'm going crazy, really crazy.
The elders in the family talked to me and wanted me to marry Li Jiale. The Rong family also has this meaning, Old Man Rong has liked me since he was a child, how could I not know. Li Jiale doesn't seem to have any opinion on this matter, I don't know if I should be happy, now I love and fear her, I can't even see her, it's not that I don't want to, but as soon as I see her, my heart is uncomfortable, and my heart hurts like it's going to crack.
I didn't give up, I thought it was just an accident that night, probably because I had drunk too much. Finally I got my chance, she got drunk at Xuanyi's birthday party, I brought her to my house, this time I was well prepared, but the result made me very upset.
I was depressed, depressed and wanted to die, I drove aimlessly down the street, and a few times when I turned, I really wanted to hit the accelerator and die. Heart, it's too tormented. I drove on the street for a long time until the car ran out of gas and didn't stop.
Looking around, it's already on the edge of the city. It was already the beginning of the lights, I walked aimlessly, the flickering neon lights attracted my attention, I came to the door of a bar, this bar looks very good, it is rare to have a bar of this level in this place, I thought about going in and having a drink.
This bar is not small, I came early when I came, and there were not many people inside. I found a corner spot in front of the bar and drank alone. There was a sound of high heels in my ears, "Sir, can you please have a drink?" "This kind of accosting is often seen in bars, but why is this sound so strange, I looked up and almost didn't spit out the wine in my mouth. I saw a man with long hair and a shawl, wearing a miniskirt, fishnet stockings, and high heels standing next to me, pinching his voice and talking to me.
I had hair standing on end, goosebumps on my arms, and I bit my back molars and spat out only one word, "Get out." ”
The other party was very angry when he heard this, made a coquettish appearance, stomped the ground with the seven-centimeter high heels, turned his head angrily and left, the high heels stepped on the floor and clanged, and the ground shook.
I ignored it and continued to drink. A fresh scent of cologne wafted into my nostrils, and I knew that this perfume was quite expensive. I turned my head to see a man standing next to me. I laughed in my heart, this guy is dressed more formally than I am in the boardroom, is this still out to play?
He pointed to the seat next to me and said, "Can I sit here?" I thought to myself that you don't sit in such a big bar and so many seats, why do you sit here. Whatever, Lao Tzu is in a bad mood today, just sit if you like. I nodded and didn't speak, and continued to drink.
He sat down happily, but as soon as he sat down, he was very enthusiastic about finding topics to talk to me. I didn't talk to him for a while, but soon I found out how such a big and three thick young man could talk like such a girl. Not only did he talk a little girly, but he put his hand on my lap as he spoke, and kept touching it.
I was furious, probably after drinking a bar, and knocked him to the ground, and he took the bottles on the table to the ground. When I heard the fighting, everyone in the bar looked over to me, and I realized something strange about this bar. I saw that the bar was full of men, and women were also men. It turns out that this is the legendary G. I couldn't stand this scene a little, and turned around to leave, but at this moment the person I hit to the ground stood up, and there were several people standing behind him, all of whom looked bad.
"Call me!" Their fists rained down on me, I dodged left and right, a vertical slash out of a way, I ran out quickly, when I was about to run to the gate, I didn't expect to be chased by them, a few people dragged me back and beat me hard, the sissy fist is quite strong, but I also practiced in the compound, I used all my strength to fight with them, when I was about to gain the upper hand, I only felt a numbness in the back of my head, I touched the back of my head wet, my hands were full of blood. The other party who came slowly rushed towards me again, my head was dizzy, and I had no power to fight back at this time, just when I thought I would die here, I suddenly saw a figure, I hadn't seen him for many years, how familiar and embarrassing it was to meet again, at this moment I was hit hard in the face, and my eyes were dark, and I was unconscious.