68. Zhou Ruixuan's monologue (4)

That day, when I went to my grandfather's house, I saw a group of people around her from a distance, led by the Chen brothers, who were leading their little Tibetan mastiff there to scare her, only to see her little face flushed, and her eyes were full of panic. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info I was furious all of a sudden, asked the driver to stop, ran over like crazy, and flipped the Chen brothers to the ground.

Li Jiale looked scared and kept wiping her tears, and I coaxed her while dealing with the group of people, and finally persuaded her to go first. When she was gone, I turned around and mingled with them.

One man was no match for four, and they were outnumbered, and soon I was pressed to the ground and beaten by them. These grandsons, their hands are so black, and soon I feel that I can't do it, I think I may be here today, but I think it's for her, and I think it's worth it.

When I was about to pass out, Li Jiale brought his second brother and them to save me. That was the first time I met Xu Rongyuan. At that time, he picked me up and said to me with a concerned face, "Are you alright?" I shook my head, looked past him at Li Jiale, and gave her a bright smile back, and her whole mouth was covered with blood. How embarrassing it would be, how embarrassing it would be.

Xu Rongyuan is close to Li Jiale. He is a cousin on the second brother's mother's side, except for the fact that the two are somewhat similar in appearance, they are not the same in temperament and personality, but among these brothers, the two have the best relationship. It turned out that he came today to say goodbye to his second brother, he was going to study abroad, and the second brother was also going to share the family task and go to the army. That year, when I was a freshman in high school, my eldest brother Rong Boyao worked the road of family heir, the second brother Zhonghan went to the army, the third brother returned to the UK, and the fourth brother Ji Yang and the younger fifth son Kai went abroad to study one after another. The lively family is the only one left with me and Li Jiale.

In order to facilitate our study, my parents bought another house near the school, and we also moved out of the old house. The two of us became more inseparable, and there was a feeling of dependence on each other. I also inherited the tradition of my brothers and doted on her very much. As the days passed, my love for her increased day by day, and later, in addition to pets, there was more love.

Yes, I'm in love with her. As I get older, the answer to this question becomes clearer. And her affection for me seems to be more than liking. We love each other, but none of us know how to confess when we first fall in love.

My love for her makes me feel very entangled. All along, I have always regarded her as my sister and my own relative. When I found out I liked her, I felt a strong sense of guilt in my heart. I loved her, but I also felt that it was very wrong, and it was very painful to be entangled in my heart. Although I regard her as a sister, it is also true that we are not related by blood. However, it is not difficult to sublimate from love to family affection, but it is difficult to accept the transformation from family affection to love.

So I began to shy away, to avoid her, and to avoid her love. I began to distance myself from her, but I couldn't stop wanting to see her. I started to have girlfriends, and I kept changing girlfriends, and with my family background and appearance, there were a lot of women who threw themselves on me without much effort, and it was not difficult to spin around in the pile of women.

Actually, I didn't really want to study in the United States, but I didn't complain when I thought that it would be a relief for me to leave her. At first, I thought she was going crazy, and the loneliness of being alone in a foreign land hit me again, and it was worse than before.

I'm sick again, so sick I want to die. She called me every week, and when I was desperate, when I heard her voice, it was like a ray of sunshine shining into my heart and supporting me.

I applied to the school for a new dormitory, and my new roommate was Gu Chengwei, who was Chinese. He speaks Chinese very well, which makes me happy, but with the deepening of communication, he grew up abroad since he was a child, where is he still Chinese. Gu Chengwei has so many advantages, and soon we became friends who talk about everything, I don't know why I always feel that there is a shadow of her between his eyebrows and eyes when he speaks, maybe I miss her too much.

A year later, Li Jiale will also come to the United States to go to school. I was finally going to see her, but I was a little afraid to see her. Fortunately, the school she applied to was not here, not too far away from me. I often wanted to see her, but told myself not to be too often. Sometimes I couldn't help it, so I drove to her overnight, looked at her from a distance and came back, secretly not letting her find out.