113. The distressed man 3
That afternoon, when he finally returned home, his wife saw him and talked to him about old topics that he didn't know how many times. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info is nothing more than who made a fortune by processing and selling pepper? Who got rich by processing and selling hawthorn? You don't have to be busy with the affairs of the village every day, and you can do some business yourself, which village secretary doesn't find a way to get rich by himself first? Is there anyone like you who is so stupid every day that he only knows about the affairs of the village and does not care about his own affairs? If you don't seek happiness for your wife and children, are you still an old man?
He couldn't help but shoot back: "Why don't I seek happiness for my wife and children?" Isn't there a lot of pepper, hawthorn and jujube on the slope ridge? Are you missing food or clothing? ”
His wife immediately shouted: "People's wives wear silk and satin, but I, the wife of the secretary of the brigade, wear coarse clothes and rotten clothes; Other people's wives eat meat every day, but I, the wife of the secretary of the brigade, drink porridge every day. You are a dignified team secretary, you can't let your wife live a life of a superior person, don't you feel ashamed? What do you mean by being the secretary of this brigade? Those honors you get are neither worthy of eating nor drinking, is there a fart? ”
He was furious, "I, the secretary of the brigade, am here to work for the benefit of the whole village, not for you alone." I led the whole village to make a fortune and become well-off together, and the whole village will be grateful to me, and I am worthy of the old and young masters of the whole village. What happened to the wife of your brigade secretary? Should the wife of the brigade secretary be superior? ”
His wife was even angrier than him, "The wife of the brigade secretary has to be superior, and the wife of the brigade secretary in my mother's village not only wears gold and silver every day, but also has a car." Which secretary of the brigade did not seek the interests of his own family first? As long as you can, you still work for the benefit of the whole village, I have never seen a stupid bird like you. ”
He turned and left, he was afraid that if he slowed down for a while, he couldn't help but move his hands. He is the secretary of the village party branch, and he gives moral education classes to others every day, but he beats his wife when he comes home, which is a little unreasonable.
His wife was even more angry when she saw that he had just entered the door and then turned around and walked away, and immediately scolded behind him: "I know you don't like to listen, but as long as you come back, I will say." If you don't like to listen, you will get out, and if you have the ability, you will never come back! I'm so blind, how could I marry a fool like you. ”
He almost trotted out of the house, and he was afraid that if he walked slower, he would turn back and kick her a few times.
walked around the village and met Huo Jingui, deputy secretary of the branch.
Seeing that his face was ugly, he looked annoyed. Huo Jingui guessed that he was fighting with his wife again, so he stopped him and said, "I was about to call you, and I happened to bump into you." Today your nephew has a hare from the slope, and your sister-in-law has packed it up and will come to my place for a drink in the evening. ”
He didn't shirk it, and followed Huo Jingui directly to his home. Everyone touches the spoon in a pot every day, and they can't be cooked with each other, so they don't need to be polite.
Because his heart is not happy, he does not temper himself when he drinks. He didn't know exactly how much he drank, but it was quite a lot anyway. He drank a lot and didn't care.
After leaving Hawking's house, he didn't want to go back to the home that had no warmth and only gunsmoke, so he went directly to the office. Now that the office had become his second home, he was used to sleeping alone in that small bed.
When he arrived at the office, he felt the alcohol rush up, his head was dizzy, and he reclined down on the bed. In a daze, he felt someone come in and began to help him take off his shoes, and he opened his eyes vigorously, it was a mountain peach. He couldn't hold back his emotions any longer, and reached out and hugged her in his arms......
Once the pent-up emotions erupt, they are like a flood that bursts the embankment.
Holding Shan Tao, he told her for the first time about his family's troubles and the unhappiness of his marriage. As he spoke, he couldn't help but wet his cheeks with tears as he spoke.
Shan Tao listened to him quietly while gently helping him wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes. Later, he took off her clothes, and she didn't resist. That night, she didn't go home either, but meekly let him hug him all night.
After all, the paper couldn't contain the fire, and their affairs were finally noticed by his wife. So she intensified her trouble, and even went to the town to report to the leaders.
Just make trouble, he's used to it anyway. And he was determined to divorce her, just looking for a suitable opportunity, and she couldn't make trouble a few times.
But he never thought that she would choose to make trouble on such an important occasion as the scene. Is this just a personal disgrace to him? This is a disgrace to the face of the whole village and the face of the whole town!
As soon as the visitors left, he found her and beat her severely, and then explicitly told her about the divorce.
What she did this time was something he couldn't forgive in any way, and no sane person would choose to do it. With this kind of irrational shrew, he can't live a day.
It's good that she's doing this, and it's made him lose confidence in her completely. It's been delaying for so long, and it's time to break it.
Knowing that choosing to divorce under the current circumstances would have a very bad effect under the circumstances of his position, he submitted a letter of resignation to the town party committee. Even if he doesn't do this secretary, he doesn't want to hold himself back anymore. He is also a citizen, and he has the right to pursue his own happiness.
Lin Yuan, deputy secretary of the town party committee in charge of the work of the party and the masses, brought the propaganda committee members to the village to talk to him in person about this matter, which he did not expect. This on-site meeting has lost face and smeared the town, and he blames himself very much, and has been waiting for the town party committee to call him to the town and reprimand him severely. But not only did the town party committee not call him to the town, but the deputy secretary of the party committee also came to the village in person, which made him very moved. But he has already made up his mind to take this opportunity to make a complete decision, and he wants to change his life. A man in his 40s has been aggrieved for nearly 20 years, and he doesn't want to be aggrieved for the rest of his life.
Therefore, he unmistakably expressed his thoughts to Lin Yuan.
Since he became the secretary of the village branch, he did not dare to say that he had done his best for the cause of the village, but he really used most of his energy in the work of the village. Let him give up this career halfway, he is really reluctant.
However, if he was asked to choose between his career and Yamamo, he would definitely not hesitate to choose Yamamo. For the sake of Shan Tao, he was willing to give up this career. Because, Yama Peach is now a part of his life, and he can't live without Yama Peach in the future. He can not want this so-called career, he can not want those honors, but he can't do without Shan Tao, he wants to live with Shan Tao in the future. He believes that with his ability, even if he is not a village cadre, he can still be prosperous in Xiashan Village, and he has the ability to make Shan Tao live a happy life. Shan Tao, this poor woman, has suffered for so many years, and now it is time to have a new life.
Secretary Lin said that about him, and he didn't blame him. He had just come to work in the town, and he didn't know much about the situation in Xiashan Village, about him and Shan Tao. And he is still relatively young, and he has not yet understood the true meaning of life very thoroughly, and the two are more than ten years apart in age, and their understanding of what is life and what is career will definitely be very different. When he said that, he was doing it for his own good. But because the two have different understandings of life and career, their concepts must also be different, and I believe he will understand himself in the future.
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