Chapter 119: Don't Let Me Lose You
Maybe selfish people are happier. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
None of us are selfish people, so how did we live our previous lives when we had to suffer from these heart-digging lungs? Probably the same as now, even if they love each other deeply, they don't spend too much time together, most of the time they are working hard to be together, and then when they are together, they are when each other's lives are coming to an end, so we are so nostalgic for each other, and we are so committed every time we love each other.
Are we all too persistent, unhesitating to love each other, become the most important person in each other's hearts, cherish the little happiness between us, and become the biggest pillar in each other's hearts, even if we don't know that the other party is the person they have liked for several lifetimes, after knowing each other, they will be like two magnets that attract each other, slowly approaching, and then irrepressibly put all their feelings into each other, so once separated, they will be uncomfortable and want to die immediately.
Feelings have become the only reliance in the body, Xiaoxi's warm face, with warm tears, wet my chest a little bit, I really want to cry, why let me suffer this kind of pain that I have to be separated, God has to live with me? I just want to live a good life and experience the ordinary days of growing old, even if the old ones are about to walk and can't move, they still support each other to watch the sunset, but why is it so difficult!
"Don't think too much about it, let's take advantage of this time!" Xiao Xi said softly, her words made my restless sadness be shallowly suppressed, I know that she is the Shura God Emperor, the nobility of the bloodline is several times that of mine, and the strength is stronger than mine, but we are just sad dust in the face of unknown fate, and it will disappear at will, even if we are working hard, most of the happy days come from each other's thoughts, and we can only seize this little time to experience this rare warm embrace.
There was the sound of dripping rain outside, and in the dilapidated room, Xiaoxi and I were the only ones quietly listening to each other's breathing, enjoying the hugs of the next world.
Xiao Xi was probably concentrating on savoring the happiness that had been won after years of hard work, but my heart was not calm at all, because I felt that the energy in my body that controlled me was about to move, and I wanted to break through Xiao Xi's shackles and rush out, I gritted my teeth and secretly made up my mind that no matter what, I would reverse this tragic fate, even if I lost my life, let alone just destroy my insignificant eyes.
The rumbling thunder traveled thousands of miles from far and near, and in just a moment, it reached the ears, and the sound of the tremendous power of the explosion of thunder sounded overhead.
I want to raise my hand and hug Xiaoxi, this is the time she is most afraid of, the Shura God Emperor who has the strongest power in the entire Shura clan, even the underworld in the world, who knows that she is a girl who is afraid of thunder and rain, no matter how powerful she is, she is just a girl who needs care.
My hands and body were getting more agitated, and the feeling of being out of control was getting stronger.
Xiao Xi raised her head and looked at me with bright eyes, holding my hand, a warm and powerful energy poured into my body, and the restlessness gradually subsided, but her face turned a little paler.
"Don't be like this, I can stand it!" I know that she will undoubtedly cause more damage to her body like this, Zhou Zhou's domain seems to be easily broken by her, but at that time she was injured, and she had just awakened, in order to lift weights lightly, I don't know how much energy was expended, and if she continued like this, she would definitely not last long.
"Don't say stupid things, I want to hug you for a while!" With a sweet smile, she hugged me to the couch, and she sat down for me to half-lie on the couch, hugging me with a satisfied smile.
"Even if it's just for a while, it's a short time, I'm very satisfied, after all, no one bothered us this time!" Xiaoxi's words revealed a little satisfaction, but also a little regret.
My heart throbbed tightly, I could barely breathe, and when would it be the end of our insistence, no matter how much we persisted, this little hug was a rare happiness.
We don't lack the courage to stand up to God, but we don't have the strength to control our fate, and any effort is just an empty joke? My thoughts raced uncontrollably like torrents.
"Amo, in fact, it's all my fault, otherwise we wouldn't be so difficult!" Xiao Xi kissed my forehead, and the warm energy suppressed the black energy that was about to control me, but this time it was far less powerful than the first time, she was about to use up her energy, and my tears flowed out, Xiao Xi was very beautiful at this time, but her strength was probably not even a B-level Grim Reaper.
Seeing me crying, Xiaoxi smiled and said, "Fool, don't cry, we still have a little time!" ”
I saw the reluctance and farewell in Xiaoxi's eyes, it was a look of determination in a moment, I knew her temperament very well, and her determination would not change.
The kind of farewell to save my life even if I sacrifice my own life, it is clearly written on her face, I am sad and speechless, I can only cry uselessly, I can't protect my own woman, let her make the decision that she has to sacrifice her life, am I a man?
Xiaoxi hugged my head tightly in his arms: "In the future, you have to be good, don't be a grim reaper if you can't do it, that job is dangerous and not fun, in fact, it doesn't matter if you do it or not, remember to take care of yourself, don't let yourself be wronged!" ”
"Xiao Xi...... What would I do without you, how would I live! I asked, choking up, sadness filling my nostrils and causing my sour tears to fall.
"Yiyi is a good girl, she likes you so much, she must be better than me to take care of you, you will definitely live happily!" Xiao Xi said as tears fell.
My mind suddenly paused, Yiyi is very good, but that's not what I want, I know that she is very good, loves me very much, and can give her life for me, but that's not what I want, I just want Xiaoxi, even if she doesn't have any ability, Xiaoxi who can be by my side.
"Live well, life is still long without me!" Speaking of this, Xiao Xi's clear tears fell into my mouth, a slight bitterness fell into my mouth, and there was a deep sadness, and my heart seemed to be hit by the most powerful fist, shattered into powder, unable to be put together.
"There must be a solution, trust me!" I looked at Xiaoxi's sad tears, and my heart was deeply stabbed.
I began to consciously gather energy, I was going to destroy my eyes before Xiaoxi did something stupid, I wanted to regain my mobility, and my energy gathering of obedience and non-resistance was stronger and more difficult to restrain than just now.
Xiao Xi was just about to inject energy this time, and the black energy that gushed out like a tide suddenly broke the restraints she injected into my body, making a crisp "collapse" sound, and Xiao Xi's eyes showed a panicked light.
"Xiaoxi, look at me!" I shouted, the breath on my body burst out, Xiao Xi was shocked out, this is the result of my only consciousness and the black energy in my body as a fighting array, I want to use this fleeting opportunity and the energy battle that has intertwined the evil fate of 2,300 years, it depends on me whether I win or lose!
I suddenly spurted out a mouthful of blood, and this reversal of the general impact made Xiaoxi's weak body temporarily blocked from moving, just like the restraints she flowed in my body, all of which restricted action, and I was afraid that Xiaoxi would do stupid things regardless of the crazy state she saw.
At the same time, Xiaoxi, who can't move, can't withstand my punches, I forced myself into a corner, and I have to control my body no matter what, otherwise it will be an irreparable regret for ten lifetimes.
As soon as my body was able to move, a crazy energy in my subconscious led me to throw a fierce punch and smash it towards Xiaoxi with a scream.
"Don't!" I let out a loud shout, my heart beating so fast, and then the moment it stopped, I used great perseverance to turn my fist like Nozomi, and slammed into myself with an incomparably heavy punch.
The fist was sharp, and the amazing force acted on my jaw, and the overwhelming force hit my jaw with a "click", and the upper and lower teeth clashed together to make a painful wail, and the residual strength mercilessly shook my dizziness and eyes.
"I made it!" I laughed, caught the next punch that rushed at Nozomi, and slammed back and pounded my lower abdomen wildly, the stunned fist that almost threw me out.
I staggered back a few steps and struggled with the chaotic energy in my head, I didn't let my fists attack Nozomi, and he didn't want me to destroy my eyes, and I walked on both sides to resist beyond the norm.
"Don't!! Amo, you don't want this! Xiao Xi, who was temporarily incapacitated, howled and cried: "I'm so scared, don't be like this!" ”
Xiao Xi's panicked and sad voice sounded in her ears, this is the arrogant empress who indifferently rejected Zhou Zhou, she is clearly the timid girl I always like to hug in my arms and am afraid of thunder and rain Okay.
"If you want to hurt her, get past me first!" I yelled and slammed my head into the smooth marble floor, my head pierced by the sharp protrusions of the slate, but I also stopped my body from trying to hurt Nozomi.
But when I said it, my head was even more dizzy.
As soon as I slackened my efforts, my body shook uncontrollably and stood up, trying to do something that made me sad.
"Don't think!" My feet suddenly froze, and my two fists opened the bow left and right, constantly smashing violently at the left and right faces, and the amazing willpower kept making choices between left and right, and I didn't have time to pay attention to Xiao Xi.
When that force gained the upper hand slightly, I jumped to my feet, and slammed my head and feet down, hitting my head on the ground.
I think my head was probably going to smoke, and there was a chaotic sound of Ding Guangguang inside, and someone next to the slap was violently banging the gong.