Chapter 118: Selfish People Are Happier
"Isn't my appearance scary!" Xiao Xi, who had her head down, sobbed under her breath and refused to turn her head. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
Although my body can't call the shots, I can still speak and fully express my feelings at the moment.
"What are you thinking about! No matter what you become, you are the person I want the most, whether it is Shura or a human being, it is the one I love the most, some things will not change if you are determined, you have suffered so much for me, why do you say such things, no matter what you look like in my heart, you are my favorite Xiaoxi, once upon a time, now and in the future, nothing can change! "I firmly said that some things will not change for 10,000 years, whether I am the Hades King or not, Xiaoxi is not the Shura God Emperor or not, they cannot be changed or stopped.
"Are you telling the truth?" Xiaoxi's voice became cheerful, turned his head, and looked at me with misty eyes, but with a slight glance, I didn't have to see clearly, I could feel the tenderness and sweetness in my eyes, just like when we were the happiest together, as long as we could be with Xiaoxi, any time was the happiest time.
Every second counts!
"That's the best!" Xiao Xi walked up to me, held my trembling hand, and caressed my face with the other hand, "Fortunately, we all woke up, I will regret dying if I miss it!" ā
"As long as I live, I will be with you!" I say without hesitation.
I looked at Xiao Xi's eyes, excessive longing made her spirit not very good, probably and the damage caused by my punch just now, which made her look a little sluggish, or had to kill the opponent to cause the impact of the bottom of her heart, Xiao Xi is a kind girl, no matter how many murderous memories she has in her memory, but in this life she is the stupid girl in my heart who is afraid of hearing thunder and rain, at this time he killed a person with his own hands, although he can't see anything on the surface, but he must be very afraid in his heart.
I kind of hated myself! I couldn't reach out and hug Xiaoxi in my arms, kiss her kissing, and tell her that I had always loved her the most.
But now there's a way!
As soon as I thought of this, Xiao Xi spurted out a mouthful of blood, and her spirit was even more depressed.
I was taken aback: "Xiaoxi, what's wrong with you, are you okay!" ā
Seeing my anxious voice, Xiao Xi shook his head and said, "It's okay, don't worry, I'm the Shura God Emperor, this injury is nothing, no matter how soon it will heal, but what should you do, I can't keep tying you like this, but if you don't contact mind control, you will always attack me!" ā
I couldn't think of a better way after thinking about it for a long time, but any ability has a time limit, and the stupidest and most effective way is probably to wait for time to flow slowly, and after weakening this ability, it will be lifted naturally, and time is an ability that no one can resist.
"Wait! Only this way, after a long time, will slowly be solved, whether it is a year or ten years I can endure it! I insisted.
"You don't know!" Xiao Xi shook his head and said: "Zhou Zhou's level, the ability to use his life lasts for a very long time, far from ten years can be solved, his lifespan is two thousand three hundred years, you will probably be controlled by this ability for two thousand three hundred years, this is my biggest headache, because I don't have a better way to solve it now!" ā
"Two thousand three hundred years?" I cried out in a lost voice, there is no end to this special thing, I probably won't live that long, doesn't that mean that I will be a stick in the future, I can't do anything, I can only stay like this for the rest of my life until I die of old age.
"Moreover, I was injured just now, and I forcibly killed Zhou Zhou with the energy in my body, although it is not fatal, but I can't use the ability in the short term, so I can't restrain you for much time!" She pressed her warm face against my chest and said softly, her tone full of regret and reluctance, and I had an ominous premonition.
"Isn't there any other way?" I sweated out, Xiaoxi's heart is by no means as weak as her appearance, under her beautiful and lovely appearance, the persistence in her heart is the most violent volcano, and the insistence on feelings can be seen, definitely not the kind of person who says let go.
"Yes, two ways!" Xiao Xi said.
"There are so many of them, so what's there to worry about!" I forced a laugh, I knew that these two methods were not easy, otherwise Xiaoxi would not be so embarrassed, but I could only use a relaxed tone to make her less nervous and sad.
I shouted desperately, it must not be a way that can't be done, otherwise I can't forgive myself in my life, Xiaoxi and I finally got together, I finally remembered my memory, but God is doing it right with me? Xiao Xi and I must keep wandering between the dilemma.
"Both methods are not good, one is to gouge out your eyes, and if you can't see me, you won't attack me, and the second is that I die, and the mind control will be automatically lifted, which one do you want to choose!" Xiao Xi raised her face to look at me, we were so close, we could smell each other's breath when we were close, and when I saw her clear and bright eyes, my heart was like being gently stirred by the warmest palm.
What is there to hesitate about, I immediately replied: "Gouge out my eyes, I can remember your appearance, I won't lose you anyway, besides, you forgot that I have a hundred Eyes of Hades, these eyes are superfluous to me, as long as you don't think I'm ugly, it's okay, I'll always wear sunglasses, then I can't see it, I look a little cold, right!" ā
I gushed to myself, the method I chose is definitely the best choice, I can destroy a pair of eyes without affecting my vision, this is my best strength, so that Xiaoxi will not be harmed, we can also be together, wouldn't we all be happy, and I think Xiaoxi will not dislike me who is blind.
Xiao Xi's eyes quickly overflowed with tears, and he looked at me stupidly: "Amo, why are you so good to me?" What do I have to deserve you like this, your eyes are so beautiful, I am not willing to destroy them, let you become blind, it is better to let me die! ā
"Don't be like Xiaoxi, you know, it doesn't matter if I don't have my eyes, you are so good to me, wait for me, I'm just doing it for you once, just decide, okay?" I urged urgently.
"Amo, you really have a bad memory!" Xiaoxi hugged me like this, I could feel that she hugged me so tightly, as if she wanted to imprint me into her body, like she wanted to hug me for enough time in this life, we hadn't hugged for too long, and the love and warmth between two people hadn't been felt for a long time.
"What do you say?" My tone became gentle unconsciously, enjoying the rare warmth at this time, and simply throwing the difficult choices aside.
"You can't remember the things of the previous lives, in fact, it can't be regarded as your bad memory, because your reincarnation is my ability to help you reincarnate, so the effect is worse than my own, I remember the things of the previous lives very clearly, you have always been the one who accompanied me to the end, no matter what the situation, how bad the situation, you will stand by my side, no matter when you are my strongest fortress, every time you live and die with me, with you and I live a very happy life every life!" A sweet smile appeared at the corner of Xiaoxi's mouth, with overflowing happiness, and her face rubbed gently against my chest.
"But, you fool, you die in front of me every time, so you don't have time to tell you, in fact, I am willing to die for you!" As she spoke, she gently stroked my face and said, "Why are you so stupid, I'm much better than you!" But every time you stand in front of me, in the face of so many people, you never retreat in the slightest, do you know how moved I am, how heartache? How can I live if you die, you tell me every time that 'I must live', but do you know how lonely and tasteless my life is without you? ā
Xiao Xi looked at me seriously, I believe that there are many, many memories in her eyes at this moment, I can't remember the memories of my previous life, the memories that have been cut off by life and life, they can't appear in my mind at all, but Xiao Xi remembers it clearly.
"Xiaoxi, listen to me, things haven't been bad to that extent, I think you can recover for a while, and your ability will definitely reach the best state, and you must have a way to help me remove my mind control when the time comes, right?" I asked eagerly, Xiaoxi's words were full of memories and reluctance, I knew what she was thinking in her head, rather than let me lose my important eyes, it was better for her to die, and return my emotions for several lifetimes, she didn't want me to die in front of her.
"Listen to me, okay?" I said in a deep voice.
"Listen to you, Xiaoxi likes Ah Mo the most, then let's wait slowly, maybe there will be a miracle, we have suffered so much, maybe God will pity us and give us a chance!" Xiao Xi wiped away her tears and hugged me tightly.
I couldn't hug her, but she was deeply engraved in my heart, and I kept looking at her, trying to remember what she looked like, maybe after a while my eyes won't be able to see the most beautiful Xiaoxi, and the rest of what I can see with the eyes of Hades is black and white.
We are all too serious, too concerned about each other, so we live a very hard life, some people say that selfish people live happier, but our unhappiness is more direct and indelible than the happiness of most people.
No matter what kind of determination she has in her heart, this time I must not let her die, no matter how many lifetimes I have lived in my previous life, I don't want Xiaoxi in this life to die with regret after waiting for my disappointment, we want to eat a popsicle together, raise the naughtiest dog together, live a peaceful life together, and depict our memories and the happiest things together.
Xiaoxi, I must not let you down this time.