Chapter 124 The Taste of Approaching Death
I don't know how I was found by my brother, but he strode up to me and picked me up. www.biquge.info He said to me, "Xiaoxi, my brother is here." ”
I remember being very upset, and when a policeman's sister with a ponytail asked me about it, I threw up.
Later, we were sent to a welfare home.
The person who drove us was Sun Heyang.
My brother has been holding me all the way, never letting go, I passed out a few times, woke up a few times, he was there. I was terrified, really frightened, I cried all the time, it was so hard that I felt like I was going to die.
My brother told me, Xiaoxi, my brother will always be with you, don't be afraid.
I really don't remember those days in the orphanage. I vaguely knew that I was very weak at the time, and the doctor at the welfare home examined my body and confirmed that I was not injured when I was covered in blood. And I had a fever all the time, I kept throwing up, I remember Sophie, I remember that it was the same as she said, there were always police officers coming to me, trying to get something out of my mouth. But I was so sick that I was in pain...... They hid my brother, and they said they would never let me see my brother if I didn't tell what was going on.
I cried, but I couldn't speak. Since then, Sun Heyang has always been by my brother and me, appearing from time to time, he seems to be eyeing our brother and sister, and has never given up on finding the real reason for the accident in my family.
Later, we only lived in the orphanage for a short time before we were adopted. The people who adopted me and my brother were our later adoptive parents, and they said that it was my father's former student who knew that our parents were sad and that we had no other relatives, so they adopted us and hoped to take care of us.
Later, I heard from my adoptive mother about her and my adoptive father, they were high school classmates, they were together in high school, and then they entered college together, became my father's students together, graduated together, and became professors together. My adoptive father, like my father, is a professor in the Department of Psychology, and his name is Cen Song; Her adoptive mother is a professor at medical school, and her name is Wen Qi.
That's right, Wen Qi is Qi Qi.
It was my dad who cheated on her in marriage, and their story also happened during the time she was dating my dad. In other words, my dad and Wen Qi both betrayed their original other half, if what my dad said at that time was true, Wen Qi would help him take care of me, then I'm afraid Wen Qi has already made up her mind to be with her dad. Father's death made Wen Qi have to return to Cen Song's side.
In front of Wen Qi, Cen Song was very good to us, but when Wen Qi was not there, Cen Song was very fierce and strict with us, and he would even beat and scold us, and then when Wen Qi came back, he pretended that nothing had happened and was very good to us.
I remembered, everything, I remembered.
……
"Wake up."
As soon as I opened my eyes, Shen Jian noticed it. He sat on the edge of the bed, looking like he hadn't rested all night, and he said in a deep and hoarse voice, "Lie down again, and I'll let Xiao Jue come and see again." ”
I grabbed him. "It's fine."
"You fainted in the courtyard, and it was Qili who sent you back." Shen Yu said, then sat back on the edge of the bed, "Huo Xi, what's wrong with you?" Why did you pass out? I heard Gaotao say, have you met a murderer? ”
I struggled to sit up, but Shen Ji lifted me up so that I could lean comfortably on the edge of the bed. I nodded, "Yes, but the murderer is very strange, she didn't mean to hurt me, but she said a lot of inexplicable things to me to disrupt my thinking." ”
"What did she say?" Shen Ji was worried.
"Those don't matter." It was all unconfirmed, and now it's more important, "I remember." ”
"Huh?" Shen Ji's originally godless eyes became a little surprised, and he looked at me steadily.
"My business...... Things about when I was a kid. I said, and I was still a little weak, and it was already a bit laborious to say this.
Shen Yu was stunned for a moment, then he stretched out his hands and wiped his face vigorously, reconcentrating, "What do you remember?" ”
"My parents died, I ...... The death of my own parents. "I was a little sad, it turned out that the truth of their accident, I always remembered, but at that time I inhaled the gas, which caused the brain to be affected, and then suffered from those questions and illnesses for a long time, so I forgot, when I said this, my voice was shaking, because the truth made it difficult for me to accept.
"Huo Xi......" Shen Ji stretched out his hand to hold my hand, "It's okay, it's all over." ”
"My dad, it was my mother who killed ......" As soon as the words came out, tears fell from the eyes, my voice had changed tone, my shoulders were shaking, I sniffed, calmed down and continued, "I remember, my parents were arguing at that time...... They were going to get a divorce, and my mom was mentally ill, so my dad wouldn't give me to my mom. My dad has a third person, and that's ...... It was my later adoptive mother, and my mother's mental problems seemed to be hereditary, and she mentioned that my grandmother also had this disease...... She probably, was unwilling to lose me, so she ...... She ......"
I still couldn't hold back my tears, maybe it was like the flood that poured out in Jizhou that year......
Shen Ji couldn't help me, holding his hand and crying all the time, and raised his hand from time to time to help me wipe it.
It turned out that there were so many misfortunes hidden in the forgotten memory. After crying for a long time, he was relieved a little, and choked up and said, "My mother gave me a glass of water to drink." The water must have been drugged, and I fell asleep after drinking it, and then I was woken up to see my parents fighting, and the room smelled of gas. My dad ...... My dad pushed my mom aside and then carried me to leave, and my mom killed my dad with a knife...... Blood splattered all over me, and then my mom threw me out the door...... Later, later...... My house blew up. ”
"It's okay, Huo Xi, it's over." Shen Ji approached and took me in his arms, so that I could cry unscrupulously. "Huo Xi, don't be afraid, it's okay, I will always be with you."
Xiaoxi, I will always be with you......
Brother...... My fingers, gripping his clothes tightly, the pain that engulfed my throat, the real despair, everything that was at that time......
I miss him, I miss him......
Usually when I'm alone, I don't dare to say, I miss him, I'm afraid I can't bear it, and I collapse all at once. In later memory, my brother took up the vast majority of my life.
How can I not be sad.
I imprinted his name into my body, and I was just like when he was there.
I longed for him to pop up and tell me he was back.
I want him to give him such a hug and tell me, Xiaoxi......
How could those people kill him, how could they take him! I only have him anymore, why should they take it away?!
Huo Zhun, don't you want a sister......
It's been seven years, and for seven years, I have refused to believe that the only loved one in my life has left me like this. I endured all my longing, my sorrow, my despair, my struggle...... Live like a walking dead. To imagine that he was there, I accompanied myself through every most difficult day and night, and I told myself that he was still alive, living in my body, and he said that he was always with me.
I didn't dare to cry, I didn't dare to be sad, I was afraid that if I was too sad, I wouldn't be able to lie to myself.
I went to sweep his grave, as if, he went with me, went out of the house together, rode in the car together, went to the cemetery together, talked and chatted in front of his tombstone together...... "Why are you lying to me?" ”
Shen Ji's body suddenly became a little stiff.
For a lifetime, the most beloved person will always be in one, and you will leave suddenly when you are caught off guard, so that you have to accept it without expectation.
"Huo Xi, if you don't want to check further, I'll take you away." Shen Ji took advantage of my mood to stabilize a little and said.
I sat up straight. "I don't want it."
"Huo Xi!" Shen Jian insisted on persuading, "It's too dangerous here, let's get out of here and find a way to go back." ”
"I'm not leaving." I cried enough and calmed down. "This murderer should be coming for me, even if we leave, we won't be able to go back in a while. And the threat of this murderer is still there, and my escape will only put myself in a passive position. ”
"And what do you want?" Shen Ji lost his temper.
"I've figured out 80 percent of this case." So I decided to stay and fight the murderer. "The real murderer is a person who is very familiar with the mansion, so she must be someone from the mansion, or someone from the mansion before. Moreover, she is also a person who believes that I am Shizuki, she knows the past of Shioyue, and even wants to awaken my memory and remind me that I am Shizuki. So there must be a relationship between this person and Shizuki, and since that's the case, I can turn the passive into the active and let her show up on her own. ”
"Active? No way! It's too dangerous, aren't you the next target of the murderer? "Shen Ji won't allow me to do this.
"No, it looks like that now. But I know that she won't kill me, maybe there really is a relationship between her and Shizuki that we haven't thought of yet, but if she wants to kill me, she can do it yesterday when there were only the two of us. But she didn't, which means that her goal was me, but not to kill me. "If there really is some kind of conspiracy behind this case, I have to stay and stop her.
"But now the clues ......" Shen Ji is helpless, we are not familiar with this world, so it is very tricky to find clues.
"There's one more clue." I've thought about it a long time ago.
"Aunt Fang?" Shen Ji's method is the most reliable method.
I shook my head, "No, it's Tai Ji." ”
"Tai Ji? Isn't Tai Ji crazy? What happened in the courtyard later, what clues can she give you. Shen Ji frowned.
"There are some things, I'm afraid Tai Ji is the one who really knows, I smelled a smell from the murderer, I am very familiar, but it seems to smell it for the first time, just now, I remembered, "Yes, it was just now," that smell is exactly the same as the smell of the clay figure that Tai Ji Yunjin made for Xiyue himself. ”
That kind, the smell of close to death. (To be continued.) )