CHAPTER XIX

"Are you afraid?" On the roller coaster, Nozomi and I were wrapped side by side in a car seat, which was a challenge of courage for an eighteen-year-old girl. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

"Afraid! But with you, I'm not afraid! Xiao Xi looked into my eyes and said seriously.

Moved like ripples, spreading out in bursts, I feel like crying, my heart is exploding and crumpled and spliced together, and there is indescribable sweetness in the pain, that sentence is gentle and gentle, and I am willing to die 10,000 times.

This is the best love I want, not a long stream of slow aging, nor a vigorous and inseparable, but the kind of plain reliance, with you, I am not afraid, is the best affirmation for my love.

We sat in the first row with our hands clasped together and experienced the feeling of flying against the wind.

The roller coaster entered the acceleration lane, it was dark all around, only the red lights on both sides of the tracks were dazzling in the dark, I could hear nervous breathing from behind, and then I felt Xiao Xi's warm breath spray on my face, the face was gently warm, I took advantage of the darkness to kiss back, kissed her on the mouth, so sweet and fragrant!

The rapid heartbeat made me nervous, not a roller coaster that started, but this little intimacy in the dark that made my face hot.

The wind pressure of several times our body weight pressed us on the back of the chair, Xiaoxi's hand was very tight, the palm of her hand was cold, I thought she was very scared, I gently tightened my hand a little, and gave her a signal of "I'm here".

A little bit of light quickly expanded, and then was thrown down, at first glance the sunlight and the huge difference in speed of more than 200 kilometers per hour, the people on the entire roller coaster shouted uncontrollably, only I was quiet and calm like a statue, looking at Xiao Xi intently.

Xiao Xi closed her eyes, her cute nose twitched slightly, I knew through her hand that she was nervous, and her heartbeat was much higher than usual, which was probably what it was like to fly.

A roller coaster that runs mightily on the rails, reaches the limit of speed, rushes towards the vertical track, and then climbs to the highest point and then falls violently, making everyone feel the dilemma of life and death.

But when the roller coaster reached the top, a figure jumped up and squatted on the front of the car to look at me and smirk.

"Fuck me!" I couldn't help but shout, Brother Pao's abnormal neuropathy suddenly appeared at this time, and he came here, as a god of death walking in the daytime, it scared me like this.

Fortunately, he didn't appear in a big way, and everyone couldn't see the neurosis squatting on the front of the car with a ghost body.

"Ha, how's it going, surprise!" Brother Cannon was complacent pacing back and forth in the limited space at the front of the car, completely ignoring the chaotic gravitational pull of the roller coaster.

"Didn't I say you, pick up girls, you have to be prepared, let me run!" Saying that, Brother Pao escaped from there and stuffed it in my arms, and then took out a small box and put it in my pocket, only to laugh out loud and disappear abruptly.

"!" I looked at the roses in my hand and didn't know why, should I give them to Xiaoxi in this case? She couldn't open her eyes because she was afraid, and she couldn't help but have nothing to do with romance.

I looked sideways at Xiaoxi, she didn't know when she opened her eyes, her eyes were full of fog, she was not curious at all, she just looked at me.

"Nozomi!" I muster up the courage, I have no experience in this kind of thing, and I can't raise the courage a little, I can have the courage to fight in the face of the geist ghost, but I don't have the courage to do this kind of thing inexplicably.

As soon as I opened my mouth, the words were blown away by the wind, and the incomprehensible "rumble" of the roller coaster was even more noisy.

"It's only one day...... "Yiyi's words came to my head: "Keep up the happiness!" ”

"Nozomi!" I shouted with all my strength, "I love you, whether you want it or not!" ”

I put the roses in Xiaoxi's arms, she held me in one hand and the roses in the other, her tears were blown away by the wind, sobbing with happiness, her cheeks were red, as if she had waited a long time to get this sentence.

At this time, I realized that I was wrong for so long, I always thought that the relationship was good as long as the two people knew it, and it would be insensitive to say it, so for so many years I have been immersed in the idea of having a soul, in fact, love needs to be expressed, a sentence I love you, and the heart has a soul for a hundred years.

There is a diamond ring lying quietly in the red velvet box, made of a rose-wrapped base with a small diamond shining in the sun, Xiao Xi showed a sweet smile, stretched out her finger, I trembled and put it on her, this is not a marriage proposal, this is a proof of love, but I hope it can always accompany Xiao Xi.

Like the happiest bride, Xiaoxi stepped off the roller coaster, although the roses were crushed by the huge wind, but it did not affect the happiness she emanated from her heart.

Brother Pao is also a mistake, didn't you think that at such a high speed, the wind pressure would be very high? But I understand after a little thought, Brother Pao's brain probably can't think of such a thing as sending roses to girls, and he carefully prepares the diamond ring, an old bachelor who has never been in love in his life, and a guy with zero love experience in sixty years after his death, how can he have this kind of thought, I'm afraid it's Yiyi to help, it's really my best partner, every detail comes to mind for me, it's that Brother Pao doesn't send things on the right occasion.

"Amer, I thought you idiot, you would never say such a thing in your life!" With a smile on the corner of her mouth, Xiao Xi buried her nose in the roses and raised her eyes and said.

"Huh? There, actually, I'm not that stupid, okay! "I'm embarrassed, in fact, I'm such a stupid, I just want this day to be fun and interesting, to give her good memories, but I just want to take her to the movies, to the amusement park, and then to the top of the mountain, the details, I didn't think about it at all, in my mind, as long as we are together, it is happiness, I didn't think about adding a little happiness to happiness, adding happiness to happiness.

I should be thankful for Yiyi.

"Da-da-da, da-da-da!"

A clumsy bear next to him leaned over with a camera in his hand and suddenly blocked his way.

"What?" I'm baffled.

"Can I take a picture of you? You're the best couple I've ever met! The bear was serious, and the Polaroid camera in his hand was scribbling to reinforce what he was saying.

"It's a complete mess!" I thought to myself, Xiaoxi is beautiful and lovely, is the dream lover of most boys, my kind of decay ghost is unremarkable, how can there be such a thing, if there is no childhood sweetheart, maybe I don't have the courage to take the initiative to pursue.

"Okay, okay, Amer, we haven't taken pictures together for a long time!" Xiao Xi grabbed my hand and shook it around, looking like she wanted to take a picture.

How can I bear to refuse, it's not a big deal anyway.

The two of us stood side by side, side by side, and Xiao Xi bowed his head and whispered, "Hold me!" ”

"What?" I thought I heard it wrong.

"I said hug me, stupid!" Xiao Xi was annoyed by my clumsiness, put his hands around my waist, put his face on my chest, my mouth was dry, my nervous blood was about to run out, every cell screamed with happiness, but the sweat on my forehead was surging outward.

"That's it!" Satisfied, the bear pressed the shutter.

In the photo, Xiaoxi sweetly snuggled up to my chest, with a thick and indissoluble happiness in her eyes, my expression was slightly stiff, and I barely made a laughing expression, but there was still a kind of unspeakable happiness revealed, the whole photo was full of lovers' affection, even if the rose was not so beautiful, it could not affect the happiness that almost broke the photo.

Xiaoxi is very happy and happy, and that's enough.

I paid generously, and the bear waved his hand and said, "Keep up the happiness!" ”

"Yiyi!" I was grateful, no wonder she had to dress up as a bear in such a hot weather, she had no ability to walk during the day, so she had to dress up as a bear, and if she took off her bear costume, it would definitely be empty inside.

Next, I completely let go of my worries, and played crazy with Xiaoxi, in the darts game, I stretched out my hand, and shot ten in a row, Xiaoxi clapped his hands and laughed, and the boss gave me the biggest hug with an earthy face, with an expression of "please don't come", I gave it to Xiaoxi.

We ate fast food together, we went to steal coffee together, although this coffee shop tasted weird, we went to our hut together to listen to "The Netherworld and the World", I had a bad voice, but Xiaoxi said it was very good, everything was so beautiful, everything was what I expected.

At 6 p.m., two hours before sunset, we drove to the bottom of the hill where we often watched the sunset, which would be our last parting point.

I tried to pretend I didn't care, for fear that the low mood would affect Xiaoxi and not leave her a perfect memory.

I haven't been here for a long time, I remember the last time was before the college entrance examination, we sneaked to the top of the mountain, watching the sunset back to back together, Xiaoxi also told me that I want to work hard to be admitted to Jianghai University with her, our happiness can continue, thinking of the past, my nose is sour, I am afraid that Xiaoxi will see it.

We have only climbed halfway up the hill, but my life is coming to an end, I looked sideways at Xiao Xi, small drops of sweat oozed from the tip of her nose, her cheeks were bright red, and the beauty beat the flowers everywhere, becoming the most beautiful one in the world, and the roses in her hands were eclipsed.

"I'll carry you!"

"Okay, but you have to carry it to the top of the mountain, don't leave me halfway!"

"Never leave you behind, we will end up together!"

Xiaoxi obediently leaned on my back, I felt her heartbeat faster, I carried her silently towards the top of the mountain, every step was a little farther away from happiness, every step was closer to separation.

I was not angry, and my tears hit the stone pavement and broke into drops.

I felt wet in my neck, why did Xiaoxi shed tears, I used as calm a voice as possible: "Silly girl, why are you drooling in my neck!" ”

"Stupid!" Xiaoxi slapped me: "It's so good today, Amer is the best person in the world!" ”

It turns out that Xiaoxi's heart is so soft, and a little happiness can make her cry out with emotion, and I kind of regret why I didn't give her more happiness in the first place.