Chapter 20: The Rose on the Mountaintop
I hope the road is long, and I can't go to the end of my life when I run it up, Xiaoxi is lying on my back, simple and happy like a blank piece of paper, I don't know how Yiyi changed her memory, what kind of plot was set, but I believe that Yiyi will be seamless, all I need to do is to use the rest of the time to give her the best memories. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
But is that really good? Without me in the days to come, will she be more sad when she thinks about this day, about the issue of bloodline, in fact, I have been avoiding it, it is all up to Sister Momo to reach the E level, if I can't do this kind of thing of self-castration feelings, maybe I don't hope to reach the level of daylight and death in my life, so what hope do I have to be with Xiaoxi.
My head was a mess, but when the road finally came to an end, I never felt that this mountain road was so short, and I didn't have time to fully appreciate the happiness I carried before it came to an end.
When I first saw the top of the mountain, I was stunned.
Xiao Xi cried out, and the surprise was more than the sum of the day's happiness.
The small hilltop is empty, covered with roses, exuding the smell of love, and each pink rose is full of deep meaning, blooming with happiness, forming a huge heart shape, surrounded by roses with a line of words......
"Amer will always love Xiaoxi!"
"Thank you, Yiyi!" I silently thought in my heart, that kind and smiling girl, with a delicate mind, silently prepared everything for me, and "continue to be happy" kept encouraging my heart.
"Amer!" Xiaoxi leaned on my chest and shed tears again, today with me, more tears than ever shed, although Xiaoxi is a gentle person, occasionally afraid of thunder and rain, but not so fragile, there is time when she is stronger than me, does love really make people weak, from morning to now, she will cry from time to time, is it tears of happiness, or a premonition.
When the feelings burst out, we hugged each other tightly, like the loneliest two people in the world, wanting to hold each other tight, afraid of losing each other, her tears seeped into my heart through the clothes, and it hurt so much.
In the past, I didn't have the courage to hug her, and I didn't have the courage to let her lean on me like this, today we naturally snuggled together, hugging the bear and lying next to Xiaoxi, accompanying us to watch the slowly setting sunset.
The lights gradually lit up in the city, and Xiao Xi leaned on me as if she was asleep.
I kept praying that the sun would go down and set slowly, and I hadn't had enough of it, but the setting sun had only left a small half of my face and a bright red touch on the horizon, telling me that it was almost over.
"Amer, you are not allowed to leave me no matter what!" Xiao Xi closed her eyes and issued a warning.
"Of course not!" I knew I couldn't do it, but I didn't hesitate to say it.
"Well......" Xiao Xi showed a satisfied and happy smile: "Let's go down the mountain, it's getting dark, you send me home!" β
I suddenly felt a huge panic, the sun wheel is about to sink to the bottom of the mountain, showing that happiness is going to leave me, maybe in the future I don't have the opportunity to be with Xiaoxi like this, whether it is moved or parting, in the world there is only her lonely bearing, and I am standing on the other side of the cliff like a fool on either side, powerless.
"Xiaoxi, let's run away!" This thought jumped out of my mind, and then like a wild grass that couldn't stop growing wildly, it easily occupied every corner of my mind, and Xiaoxi ran away, escaping to a corner where no one found it, and our quiet happiness was not disturbed by anyone.
"Fool, we are so happy, why run away!" Xiaoxi took my hand and stood up, she didn't understand this happiness and a lifetime of happiness at all, far away like heaven and earth.
The headlights under the mountain cut through the twilight, and also shredded my hope into a bubble that I couldn't find, after all, there is only one day of happiness, and the twilight covers the world and the color of my happiness!
Every step down the mountain was very slow, we didn't speak, the world became different, the best happiness followed by shattering memories, my heart slowly tightened, as if something had been cut, the more down the more painful it was, I couldn't help but let the tears fall, that would be seen by Xiaoxi, imperfect memories left to me, the most beautiful left to Xiaoxi.
Sure enough, it was Yiyi under the mountain, she didn't avoid it at all, the D-class Grim Reaper has the ability to walk in the dark, and Xiao Xi can also see her.
Yiyi didn't speak, opened the car door, and made a gesture of please, Xiaoxi looked at me.
I nodded, and we sat in the back row together, naΓ―ve Xiaoxi must have thought that I had arranged it, but she didn't expect that this was our last happiness.
Xiao Xi who was sitting in the car slept quietly, leaning on me with sweetness on the corner of her mouth, it was a 45-minute drive from here to Xiao Xi's house, which was enough for her to relieve her tired body.
"Don't cry stupid!" Yiyi looked at me in the rearview mirror: "It will be discovered by Xiaoxi!" β
"Do you want to wash away the memory of this day?" I asked Yiyi for her opinion, and the better the memories, the more hurtful they were.
"Don't do it, let's keep it, I'll move today's memories to the front, it's good to have more memories, so that she will have enough time to wait for you to become a god of death and take her to continue to be happy!" Yiyi's voice was also a little invigorating.
"Okay!" I nodded, hugged Xiaoxi tightly in my arms, turned the corner, and parked on the side of the road.
She turned around and stretched out her hand, flashing a faint white light, and pressed it on the top of Xiaoxi's head, from now until tomorrow morning, Xiaoxi will sleep well, and after waking up, I am still a dead ghost, she just has an ordinary day in her memory.
I suddenly felt empty in my heart, as if I had lost something important, and my soul was taken away, I covered Xiaoxi's eyes, afraid that she would wake up suddenly, but I felt that my palms were wet, why did this stupid girl fall asleep and shed tears, is it a dream to lose me? It's a pity that this is not a dream, it is a fact that we cannot face.
Yiyi found me before ten o'clock, I was like a lonely ghost in the cinema during the day in a daze, there is no task today, and I have no intention of looking for a task, every time I recall the happiness of the day, the more pain in my heart, but I can't feel the memory, I still have the taste of Xiaoxi's tears in my palm, I stretched out the tip of my tongue, and the faint bitterness extended to my heart, but it was like a hammer hammering my heart, so that I couldn't stand it.
"Stupid, if Xiaoxi knew, she wouldn't want you to be like this!" Yiyi found me in the empty movie theater, or the location during the day, the most bloody and violent movies on the big screen during the day, the warmest and sweetest love under the screen, happiness is only as short as a moment, and I can't catch it all my life.
"She's not awake!" I asked.
"Don't worry, I'll get home safely, I put the photo in her diary, but the ring didn't take off!" Yiyi patted me on the shoulder and comforted me.
"That's good!" I didn't know what to say, Yiyi helped me too much, thought of all my thoughts, and even took a lot of trouble to pose for a heart-shaped rose on the top of the mountain, if it was me, I can't forget it.
I had to say, "Thank you!" β
"Be so polite to me, we're good partners, stupid!" Yiyi didn't seem to care at all, and wiped my tears with a smile and said, "Eighteen years old, it's a real man, right, still crying nose, aren't you afraid of ugliness?" β
I never thought that I was so fragile, as long as my emotions were like a volcano about Xiaoxi, I couldn't control it, sometimes laughing and sometimes crying, I couldn't keep a smile like Yiyi forever.
"But then again, I'm relieved that you've behaved like this!" Yiyi really breathed a sigh of relief.
"How?" I asked rhetorically.
"Your bloodline awakening must have lost part of your feelings, I feel it, obviously, when you go to the underworld, you are not the original guy who looks cautious, and you are ruthless to Ah Le, I think if you were the original you, you might hesitate, but you are like a stranger to him, no mercy at all!" Yiyi said: "At that time, I thought you had changed, but it's okay, it's not bad for me, and it hasn't changed for Xiaoxi, that's good, I won't worry too much!" β
"How is that possible!" I said: "There are some things that will never be forgotten for a lifetime, feelings are not as easy as I thought, I think even Sister Momo can't completely remove feelings!" β
Yiyi nodded approvingly: "Let's go out for a walk, there's no good show to watch in the middle of the night!" β
Yiyi and I went out and walked around the whole city, casually walking there and there, there was no destination, and I didn't have any good advice when my heart was empty.
"Hey, Su Mo, Yiyi, you're here too!"
I turned my head and saw Xiao Liang and his partner Ayu together, the two obviously didn't gain much, but it was still early, and there were a lot of people waiting for death all night.
"What is a day in the world? Isn't it very happy! The little boy obviously had no heart and lungs, didn't notice that my expression was wrong, and asked me with a smile.
I replied listlessly, "Not bad!" β
"Haha, I know, but I'll have to work hard in the future, after all, the world is the past, and we are the god of death!" Xiao obediently patted the spirit slashing knife, it seems that she will enter the role quickly, but she really has no good memories of her bad life.
"Got it, Ba Po, take care of yourself!" I replied.
"Ha, if you don't work hard, you'll be beaten, Asen has awakened the bloodline, and I also feel that the bloodline is about to move, maybe it will jump out and scare you at some point, but don't be thrown too far by us!" The little girl smiled and waved at me: "Bye-bye, work hard!" β
"Well, I'll try!" They still don't know about the awakening of my bloodline, but that's right, I'm still in the action group, and a sneak trip to the underworld is also a so-called top secret, and the matter is not big, and the head of the forest god soldier explodes, and there is no one for this kind of thing.
Yiyi and I turned around aimlessly all night, most of the time she was talking, I was listening, I didn't dare to go to see Xiaoxi, I had to calm down for a few days, otherwise I would cry.