She's crazy. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Ai Wan's hand holding the door tightly, looking at the back that seemed to have lost the whole world, and her heart was inexplicably sad and monstrous.

"Aiwan." Following the dazed sound of palpitations, a soft female voice sounded faintly. Ai Wan looked to the right and saw that it was the daughter Jingshu, and I heard that she, like her, also came here to lead the practice.

"Aren't you a little scared?" Jingshu's transparent eyes looked at her with a light smile, "You don't have to be afraid, if you listen to her story, you will definitely not be afraid anymore." ”

"I'd like to hear about it." Ai Wan pushed the door a little wider, and Jingshu raised her feet and walked into her room with her, and sat down on the stool next to the wooden table.

She heard Jingshu say quietly: "She and the monks in this temple are happy with each other, after the abbot knows about this, the abbot lets them go, and the Buddha does not leave anyone else." But I don't know why this matter was known by the villagers under the mountain, the villagers felt that they had defiled the Buddhist temple, and the monk locked the sister-in-law in the house in order to protect the sister-in-law just now...... He pulled out the dagger in his sleeve and cut his neck. The woman rushed out and went mad and became what she is now. ”

Jingshu lowered her head and sighed: "That monk is called Chenjue, and Chenjue has changed into dust, and he has become earthly. ”

Ai Wan listened to the whole story, and slowly clenched her hands, her eyes full of desolate helplessness. There are many helpless things in this world, but few can be saved.

She is no longer sad or sad, only helpless.

"I think that the monk actually didn't pass his own level in the end, he was sorry for the abbot of Buddhism after all, but in fact, there is nothing to apologize for, Buddhism does not force people, you go, it will also bless you, it pays attention to everything is empty, everything is free. He was murdered by his own pain. Ai Wan thought of the woman who was going to be so crazy, half confused and half sober, and was going to wait for him for the rest of his life, and sneered, "He's been dead for a hundred years, why isn't it an escape?" The rest, the living, are restless day and night, and life is better than death. ”

"But what can we do?" Jingshu shook her head.

Ai Wan poured a cup of hot tea for her, and listened to Jingshu: "You and the current queen seem to have the same name. ”

“…… A lot of people say the same thing. Ai Wan smiled faintly at her, "It's just a coincidence." ”

Jing Shu snorted, holding the teacup in both hands, the steaming white mist melted into the air, she said: "This emperor really loves the queen, I heard that the queen is seriously ill, the emperor goes to put the palace lanterns and lanterns every night, and now, there are many famous ladies who find the right time to go out and wait to see, you haven't seen it, it's really beautiful...... The emperor is so affectionate, the queen is so happy!! ”

"Palace lanterns?" Ai Wan lost her mind and said, "Lanterns?!" ”

"Yes, it's beautiful, hey, look at this hour......" Jingshu smiled, "Let's go to the top of the mountain, we will definitely be able to see it." ”

"Now?"

"It's too late."

I can't tell whether Ai Wan is a little more passive or a little more active, and was pulled by Jingshu, bypassing the Buddha halls and reaching the top of the mountain.

I thought it was dark, but in fact it was light.

Ai Wan looked at the palace lamps flying into the sky in disbelief, the fire was red, and it was in harmony with the dark sky, and it was like a beautiful picture.

"How?" Jing Shu's eyes were very envious, "Do you feel like you want to enter the palace?" I want to enter the palace. But......" her eyes darkened, "the emperor has not elected a concubine for three years, except for the princess of the southern kingdom who came recently...... That's right, where does the emperor look down on us ordinary people. ”

“……”

"To tell you the truth, I once had a woman's ambition, and if I want to marry, I will marry the best man in the world. Because I couldn't get married, I came to this mountain to cultivate my heart. ”

“…… The best man? Ai Wan finally spoke up, "Is it the emperor?" ”

"Of course!" Jingrani nodded fiercely, Ai Wan turned her head, and the shyness of Wang Jian's daughter's family was in her eyes, and she heard her small voice saying, "I like him......"

Ai Wan smiled back, "No, all you like is the almost perfect love between him and other women." ”

"Of course, that's right." Jingshu pointed to the palace lamp and said, "But I also love the person who puts this palace lamp, I want him to spoil me!" Being his woman, even if you are not loved by him, is it a kind of happiness...... But where can I be so lucky...... There are thousands of women in the world, if you are lucky, I am afraid that if you are lucky, you will be gone. I get it. ”

Love doesn't know what to say, nothing to say, the Buddha said: don't say, don't say, say it's wrong, say it's wrong.

"Go back, Ai Wan, I don't know how I told you so much, it's clear that we're just meeting each other for the first time...... But those who have faith must not be bad. Jingshu turned around and walked back, smiling and saying to the woman who was quietly following beside her.

Ai Wan smiled unfazedly, and her smile was full of friendliness.

All the palace lamps have become the background of these two people walking together, they seem to be walking in a painting, very beautiful, looking at it from a distance, they also have their own thoughts.

A good night's sleep.

But she didn't want to, Ai Wan pressed her temples and opened her eyes dizzily, but what she saw was Aunt Bai.

Aunt Bai sat on the edge of the bed, with a pair of cloudy eyes, looking at him quietly, I don't know how long......

"Aunt Bai?" She frowned and half-sat up and said, "When did you come?" Why don't you wake me up?! ”

Ai Wan reached out to rub the hand she had placed on her lap, cold and cold, "How long have you been waiting?" Why are your hands so cold......"

"Wan'er." Aunt Bai shouted hoarsely.

"Hmm." Ai Wan said, "If you have anything to say, you can say it." ”

"Godmother is gone, I'm alone in the palace now, very lonely." As she spoke, Aunt Bai'er's two lines of tears slipped down, fell obliquely to the corners of her eyes, and melted into her white hair.

"Aunt Bai...... Do you want to go too? Ai Wan slowly took her hand away, lowered her eyes, and said, "You are all leaving me one by one." ”

Aunt Bai didn't speak.

Ai Wan forced a smile on her face, isn't this the way of life, gather and scatter.

"Okay, if you want to leave, I'll arrange for you to go immediately, and you don't have to go back to the palace now. I've got a little entangled here, you can keep it ......" Ai Wan got up and wanted to pack up her makeshift and hand her the few things she had.

"Don't, Wan'er......" Aunt Bai stopped, "Aunt Bai didn't mean that. ”

Ai Wan looked at her blankly and said: "After the death of the godmother, it is impossible to release you out of the palace alone, there are still troubled times outside, and I don't feel at ease, so I will let you stay in the palace on my own initiative, and I thought you were unhappy." Actually, I wanted to serve you with all my heart, but I didn't expect to be here...... I thought you were upset and came to me today. Now, Aunt Bai, what do you mean? ”

Ai Wan asked cautiously.

Aunt Bai hesitated for a moment and said, "I'm here today, not to leave, but to ask Wan'er for something." ”

"You say."

"I've always dreamed of your godmother these days...... Aunt Bai thought sadly, "She has regrets after she dies, I really feel bitter!" Wan'er ......" she grabbed Ai Wan's hand, "Aunt Bai doesn't want to have any regrets, but Aunt Bai has the greatest wish now, and it's still there." It makes Aunt Bai unrelievable! ”

"Aunt Bai, if you have something to say, just say it." Ai Wan smiled bitterly, and then said sincerely, "Wan'er can help, and if you do your best, you will be able to fulfill Aunt Bai." ”

The godmother can't go well.

Aunt Bai must have a good time, live well, meet her well, and go well after a hundred years. She was the only one left. Ai Wan closed her eyes in pain, and the scar was ruthlessly uncovered again, still bleeding painfully.

"You know, I am the wife of the general of the southern country, my general died on the battlefield, my life's wish is the peace of the country, as his widow, naturally the greatest wish is this, now the emperor is going to receive the southern country, it is bound to be a war, I ...... I...... I want to stop the war!! ”

Stop, fight.

Ai Wan's heart was shocked.

Aunt Bai obviously mustered up the courage to speak to her, saying these two words that were quite shocking in the troubled times.

"Aunt Bai......" Ai Wan frowned, "This is his grand plan, his career, I can't interfere, and I am not qualified to interfere." ”

"No......" Aunt Bai shook her head, unable to accept it, "You can, Wan'er, he loves you, doesn't he?" ”

Ai Wan's eyebrows frowned uncomfortably, "But I'm me, he's me, and there are some things that can't be interfered with with under the pretext of love!" ”

"Wan'er!" Aunt Bai was furious, "You just said that you tried your best, this is Aunt Bai's greatest wish, but you are turning a blind eye now, ready to stand by, you can't bear to interfere with his ambitions in the name of love, can you just bear it, and see Aunt Bai die a hundred years later?!" ”

Her voice was almost demagoguery: "The emperor has no southern country, he still has the northern country, Dongyue, most of the rivers and mountains are in his hands, without one, what is it?" However, unlike me, the southern kingdom is my husband's life, my husband's life, that is my life. I lost the southern kingdom, my husband died in vain, and I collapsed. However, the emperor won't! The emperor doesn't have a southern country, but he will still live well! Wan'er ...... For the sake of me taking you in at the beginning, help Aunt Bai once, huh? ”

Ai Wan's back softened suddenly. "But here I am, and I'm cut off from him...... Aunt Bai, do you understand? ”

"Huh." When Aunt Bai heard this, she slowly stood up and said indifferently, "I understand, all you think about is yourself, or the emperor, and nothing else, where do you think about it, you don't care at all......"

"Auntie !!" Ai Wan covered her eyes in pain and shouted.

"I'm looking for the wrong person." Aunt Bai turned a deaf ear and left, "If you don't help me, I'll help myself!" The voice intensified, "I'll go and kneel outside the imperial study, the emperor won't withdraw his troops for a day, and I won't get up for a day!" This is the number of fate, this is your godmother calling me, hahahaha...... Godmother, I'll be there later, you go slowly!!!! ”

“……”

Ai Wan looked at Aunt Bai'er's desolate back painfully, until after she left, she shrank into the quilt with chills, so tired, really tired......

……

On this day, Ai Wanguo's mind was restless.

When listening to the sound of the Buddha, I think of the figure in front of the imperial study; When kneeling on the Buddha statue, I still think about the figure in front of the imperial study; When meditating, I was also full of thoughts about whether Aunt Bai would really kneel in front of the imperial study and swear to die......

One day passed with such a dry mix, and when I arrived at the Buddhist temple, there would be a day when I was mixed up. Aiwan suddenly felt that she was full of sin again. You need to kneel in front of the Buddha and repent one by one.

Pushing open the door of the house, she walked in unconsciously, and the moment she closed the door, the candle flame in the room suddenly lit up, and her body was hugged tightly from behind.

Ai Wan craned her neck, and the familiar breath was close at hand, causing her to frown in pain: startled, lovesick.

"I miss you." He said.

"I know that in a quiet place, this is not right, but ......" Liu Qing turned Ai Wan's body towards him, he pressed her against the door, lowered his head and kissed her fiercely, his lips and teeth were entangled, his voice was intermittent, but affectionate, "I really miss you, I think crazy." I miss you when I go to court, I miss you when I review the folds, and I miss you when I eat. In the palace, you obviously miss your Xinran Palace, or Fengluan Palace, but when I walked there, how did I find that it was you everywhere...... You obviously don't go to the imperial study often, you don't often go to the Longyin Palace, but it's really all you, it's all you, Wan'er......"

Ai Wan sighed twice, clenched her pink fist against his cold hard chest, and was dying. If it weren't for him holding his waist, the whole person would have fallen to the ground in embarrassment......

I don't know how long it will take for this kiss to end, when Ai Wan was let go by Liu Qing, she leaned on Liu Qing's chest, her face was blushing, and she greedily absorbed the outside air, but even the ambergris on his body was inhaled......

Liu Qing hooked her thin lips contentedly, kissed her heart dotingly, and hugged her tightly......

"You want me back?" Ai Wan started her numb lips with difficulty, they must be swollen! She lowered her head with tears in her eyes.

"Obvious things, I must say it myself before I stop." Liu Qing lifted her chin and let out a bewitching "Huh? ”。

Ai Wan looked at him without blinking, "However, I have one condition. ”

"When did you become a woman with negotiation conditions?" Liu Qing choked the back of her head, pressed against her forehead, and said in a lazy tone, "Well, let's tell me about it." ”

"Stop, fight!" Ai Wan's eyelids lifted, and she said two words quietly.

“……”

Liu Qing stepped back, an inch away from her, but without saying anything, he asked, "You want to interfere in my state affairs?" Instead, he took a detour, "Why?" ”

"I know the North is strong." Ai Wan said, "But have you ever thought about the people of Limin? ”

"When did my Wan'er care about this?" Liu Qing hooked her lips and smiled, "She's just a little girl who is indifferent and only cares about the few people in her heart, today, I have opened my eyes......"

Ai Wan also laughed: "I haven't seen you for three days, you should be impressed, can't you?" ”

"......" Liu Qing's unreal smile finally disappeared, "Wan'er, tell me the truth." ”