21. Disgust

"How stupid I am to be attached to you, this superficial woman!"

After An Fei's death, Ge Sen felt a rare heartfelt happiness, he didn't even dream these days, so he was in a very good mood, and he also took the initiative to ask Liu Hui, this was the first time he took the initiative to ask her since he was discharged from the hospital, and they decided to go to a movie like other couples. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Liu Hui is dressed very fresh today, with a touch of rouge and orange-red lipstick, when she appeared in front of Ge Sen, Ge Sen looked at her lips, and after a while, he sighed, he remembered the bright red that Liu Hui had painted when he was hospitalized, although it was just a touch, but how fascinating the feeling of temptation was, although it could not be denied that orange red was more suitable for Liu Hui, her skin was a bit like a bronzer after being exposed to the sun, so today's Liu Hui looked more beautiful, However, he couldn't control his yearning for bright red.

"What's wrong with you?" Liu Hui looked around at herself, she didn't know why Ge Sen sighed when she saw her, "Is there something wrong?" ”

"It's okay," Gerson didn't want to cause unpleasantness between them because of the lipstick thing, no man would be stupid enough to get himself in trouble because of a lipstick, "where are we going to watch the movies?" ”

"Let's go shopping first and buy you something." Liu Hui looked at Ge Sen with a smile, although she felt that Ge Sen was a little strange just now, but she still cherished the time the two of them spent together today.

"Didn't we just go to the movies?" Gerson asked curiously.

"Then there are couples who say that watching movies is only watching movies?" Liu Hui covered her mouth and said with a grin.

Ge Sen nodded, did it turn out that this is how couples talk to each other?

Although she went to the street to buy something for him, she was basically accompanying Liu Hui to buy something, she lingered in the fitting rooms of various clothing stores, constantly changing the clothes on her body, and every time she came out of it, she always had to ask him how he was? Is it good-looking? Like it or not? At first, Ge Sen could cope with two sentences, but later, he felt that it was a kind of torture to look at Liu Hui coming out of the fitting room wearing different clothes, and he couldn't understand why she was always choosing some clothes that looked very childish and funny.

Ge Sen slowly felt a little trance in front of him, he suddenly remembered Ouyang Qin, he remembered her bright red lips, which were particularly seductive under her snow-white skin, and a strange feeling came out of his heart, have I seen her somewhere, why did I suddenly have a feeling of heartache?

"How can I do this?!" Ge Sen couldn't believe that he would think of another woman at this time, and he hurriedly said to Liu Hui, who was swaying from side to side in front of him and looking in the mirror, "Let's go to the movies." ”

"Ah, good!" Liu Hui saw that Ge Sen's face was a little not good-looking, and he was worried that he would not feel comfortable, so he quickly changed the clothes on his body, and then followed him to the direction of the movie theater.

They chose a light comedy that both of them found more warm, and after the movie began, Ge Sen found that this was simply a boring film, and the shoddy plot really made him unbearable, he sat on the chair irritably, constantly changing his sitting position, and then he found that Liu Hui next to him kept laughing because of the plot in the movie. Ge Sen looked indifferently at Liu Hui who was leaning forward and backwards with a smile, he really couldn't understand why Liu Hui thought that the boring plot of the actor accidentally falling into the mud because he didn't see the road was funny? He turned his head around to look around again, and everyone around him was laughing because of what had just happened, and he was the only one sitting there out of place.

"Isn't it pretty?" Liu Hui suddenly looked at Ge Sen beside her, and she found that Ge Sen was a little restless.

"Is this funny?" Gerson said puzzled.

"It's funny, didn't we talk about this plot when you were hospitalized, you were laughing so much at the time," Liu Hui looked at him puzzled, she had already felt more than once that the Ge Sen in front of her was becoming unrecognizable. "Don't you remember?"

"Really?" Gerson remembered that he had actually talked about the film at the time, "Did I think it was funny? ”

Liu Hui nodded: "Well, you also said that you must go to watch this movie together after being discharged from the hospital." ”

"Oh, I'm sorry." Gerson stopped talking, and continued to endure patiently the film that was torturous for him. He sat still, completely unaware of the plot on the screen, Liu Hui had asked him to paint for himself many times recently, he found all kinds of excuses to shirk it, he was not interested in painting at all, and he didn't know what was wrong with him.

After the movie, Ge Sen couldn't wait to go back, Liu Hui had to accompany him back, Ge Sen was silent all the way, Liu Hui had to keep talking about the strange customers she had met in the flower shop in recent days, when she said that it was raining one day, and the embarrassment of a customer when he came to buy flowers, she actually laughed.

Gerson suddenly felt that the woman in front of him really disgusted him, why did she always like to talk about such boring things, he had an urge to escape, he wanted to be quiet, but her voice was too loud, like a chirping sparrow.

"I'll rest tomorrow, and I can skip tonight." Liu Hui suddenly looked at Ge Sen and said.

This sentence caught Ge Sen off guard, he didn't expect Liu Hui to say this sentence at all, just now he was still thinking about how to escape from her side, he just said the word 'no' at first.

"What?" Liu Hui looked at Ge Sen in astonishment, she couldn't believe that he would say that word to herself, and in an instant her eyes welled up with tears.

"I mean, I'm a little uncomfortable, I don't really want to ...... tonight" Ge Sen couldn't continue, he saw the tears in Liu Hui's eyes, he was a little unbearable, but he couldn't open his mouth to let her stay. I'll send you back in a moment. ”

Liu Hui saw that he was so determined to send himself back, so he had to lower his head, and tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, what she had been worried about for many days finally broke out, since she was discharged from the hospital, she found that the original Ge Sen who regarded her as a treasure was disappearing little by little, she had been working hard, hoping to wake up the original Ge Sen through her love, but today she realized that the Ge Sen she loved was no longer there. She shed tears, not because she was sad because he rejected her, she shed tears because the person she loved the most was disappearing.

The two were speechless all the way, Ge Sen was afraid to see Liu Hui's eyes, he was running away all the way, and finally when the two were about to separate, Liu Hui wiped away her tears and looked at him with a smile, "Goodbye, have a good rest." Then the trotting disappeared in front of him.

Gerson's heart seemed to be poked by something, and he felt very uncomfortable, but at the same time, another voice told him that what he did was right, and he knew that although he felt uncomfortable, he did not feel sad because of this decision, but felt a sense of relief.

When Gerson returned to his residence, his mood had almost calmed down, he returned to his room, rummaged through the cabinets to find some of the films he used to like to watch, he found that his evaluation of these films was the same as the evaluation of the film he watched today, he didn't understand what kind of head he was before, such a garbage film he has collected to this day.

Gerson sat on the ground, he felt that his head hurt again, how could this be, he kept pulling his hair with his hand that had just grown a little bit.

Gerson found that first his tastes were changing, all the foods he used to like to eat would now make him want to curse his tongue, and then, his taste for appreciation was changing, and the movies that used to be easy to laugh at were now a torment for him, and finally, even the person he loved so much, the lover who appeared in his dreams countless times, was disgusted by himself, he hated himself, he began to realize that he was really changing, no, maybe it should be said that he found himself disappearing little by little, In his place was another him.

Ge Sen sat for a while, then he took out his mobile phone and dialed Yang Zi's number.

"Hello?! Gerson? ”

"Miss Yang Zi......"

"What's wrong with you, what's wrong with you?"

"I ...... Felt...... I'm disappearing! ”

"Disappear? What do you mean? Are you having nightmares again? ”

“…… No, I found myself becoming a different person. ”

"How is it possible, don't think too much," Yang Zi's voice became a little hurried, "If you don't worry, come back tomorrow, and we will arrange a comprehensive examination for you." ”

"......" Gerson didn't speak, he didn't want to go back.

"You believe me, it's okay, I'll see if there's a problem when I'll come back tomorrow, okay? You have to come back, trust me, okay? ”

Ge Sen was silent for a long time, Yang Zi kept comforting him on the phone, and finally he finally agreed to go back and do a full check-up to confirm that he was just thinking too much as she said.