The next day, Ge Sen did not go back to work, he called Director Li to ask for leave, and the voice on the other side of the phone seemed very cold, as if he was quite dissatisfied with him. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

When he came to the hospital, he stood at the door melancholy, he didn't know if he should go in or not, at this time, Yang Zi walked out of it, she obviously came to pick him up.

"Director Chen is waiting for you inside, let's go in."

Ge Sen didn't speak, just nodded, and silently followed Yang Zi towards the place where he had been staying for nearly four months.

As soon as he entered the door, Chen Fangtong was already waiting for him in the office, and there was a slightly older middle-aged man with him, he did not wear a doctor's white coat, but wore a set of comfortable casual clothes, a slightly fat figure, a round face, and a neat two-eight-minute hair, sitting next to Chen Fangtong kindly.

"Yang Zi told me about your situation," Chen Fangtong pointed to the chair in front of him and said, "Please take a seat." ”

"This is Dr. Liu, and he's an expert in psychology." Chen Fangtong continued. "A state of mind that occurs when a person experiences, witnesses, or encounters one or more of the actual deaths involving themselves or others, or is threatened with death, or is seriously injured, or has a threat to bodily integrity, resulting in a delayed and persistent mental disorder in the individual." Chen Fangtong tried to make it as simple as possible, but he found that Ge Sen's eyes were very confused, and he didn't seem to know what he was talking about at all, which was a little different from the reaction he had when he saw Ge Sen before.

"You mean, I'm mentally ill now?" Gerson thought for a moment, and finally spoke.

"I can't say that, as far as the current situation is concerned, your symptoms should be relieved quickly as long as you are counseled by a psychologist and adjuvant treatment with some medications."

"I don't think it's mine." Ge Sen pointed to his head and said, Dr. Liu next to him frowned when he heard Ge Sen say this.

"Why, aren't you sitting here?"

"Lately I often don't know myself, sometimes for a few seconds, sometimes for a few minutes or even longer," Gerson said, his hands unconsciously touching his head, he could clearly feel the long scar winding on his scalp, "I don't think this is the same as before, I feel ......" Gerson didn't continue, because he felt that his idea was really ridiculous, he felt that his brain had been changed.

"So I suggest you take Dr. Liu's treatment," Chen Fangtong pushed the gold-rimmed eyes on his face with his hand, "maybe it will work?" ”

Ge Sen lowered his head and was silent for a long time before slowly raising his head again, this time his gaze sharpened. "Okay, that's a problem for you, Dr. Liu."

Chen Fangtong and Dr. Liu were taken aback by Ge Sen's expressions, and they glanced at each other, and then regained their previous composure.

Dr. Liu took Ge Sen to another room, the soft light, warm temperature, made people feel very comfortable, Dr. Liu pointed to a half-reclining single sofa, "Please sit, try to use the most comfortable way you feel." ”

Gerson glanced at the tan leather sofa, he sat on it first, and sure enough, as he thought, it was as if he were sitting on a ball of soft cotton, and then he simply leaned on it, and his face immediately showed a comfortable expression.

Dr. Liu smiled and said to him slowly in a soft tone: "You will feel very comfortable now, very relaxed, you feel very sleepy and sleepy now, slowly close your eyes, close your eyes, I count 1, 2 ......"

The last number Gerson heard was two, and then he felt himself enter a space where he couldn't reach for his fingers, and then he suddenly opened his eyes, and a familiar face appeared in front of him, "Mom......"

Mother didn't speak, just smiled at him, he was lying on the bed in the old house, the dazzling sun was shining on his body warmly, he felt very comfortable, his mother took his hand, he followed his mother's footsteps and walked out slowly, where are they going?

After a while, he found that his mother took him to the kitchen, took out a sketchbook and handed it to him, he gently opened it, it was full of beautiful flowers and trees, his mother smiled and took him into her arms, a hand gently brushed over his head, a long-lost warmth, he closed his eyes quietly, at this time, he felt that his eyes were dark, and when he opened his eyes again, he could no longer see his mother's figure, in front of him was a serious face occupied by disappointment.

It was his father, he was standing in front of him, the bright sunshine around him had disappeared, leaving behind the sky covered with dark clouds, lightning in the distance, he felt that his whole body was cold, he desperately wanted to climb to his father's side, but his whole body seemed to be tied, no matter how he struggled, he just couldn't take a step forward, his father's face became more desperate, he shook his head, turned away, and didn't say a word. "No, you can't go, you can't just leave without saying a word." Gerson screamed desperately, but his father, as if he hadn't heard, turned his back to him, and disappeared from his sight step by step, and finally he fell into darkness again.

Gradually, a ray of light appeared in front of his eyes again, he desperately looked towards the light, it was her, a girl with a student's head, the corners of her eyes slightly raised, smiling in front of him and beckoning to him, fair skin, black eyes, bright red lips, beautiful like an angel, Ge Sen hurriedly rode a bicycle and chased hard, but no matter how hard he tried, the girl always just looked at him from afar, smiling and waving to him, slowly, she was getting farther and farther away from him, at this time, A strong boy drove a motorcycle in front of Gerson, he had wolf-like eyes, protruding cheekbones, and beanie cheeks, he stopped the car, a knife in his hand, and walked towards him step by step.

Ge Sen was frightened, he wanted to retreat, but his legs were like lead, he couldn't take a step, he wanted to shout for help, but there was no one around, seeing that this person was getting closer and closer to him, the cold knife in his hand flashed in front of Ge Sen's eyes, he could only struggle desperately, but the more he struggled, the more unable his body could move, he felt more and more desperate, at this time, I don't know where the courage came from, he grabbed the blade that was about to stab himself with both hands, A stream of scarlet liquid gushed out with a foul smell, and the cold knife went through his hands and into his chest, and he suddenly screamed loudly.

"Ah......h

"Gerson, Gerson...... It's all right, it's all right! ”

Gerson opened his eyes, a slightly fat head was in front of him, and he jerked to sit up, but he found that his hands and feet were firmly fixed to the couch handles, and he struggled desperately to break free from these restraints.

"Gerson, look at me." Chen Fangtong said loudly in front of him, "It's okay, it's okay." ”

"Let go of me!" Gerson roared hysterically.

"Let him go, let him go!" Chen Fangtong called out to Dr. Liu as he pressed Ge Sen.

Dr. Liu quickly let go of Gerson, and just after the last rope was released, Gerson jumped, pushed everyone around him, and stumbled out of the hospital.

Dr. Liu panted as he straightened out his head and said, "He's not doing well." ”

Chen Fangtong looked at the back of Ge Sen who pushed the door out, his face turned pale, he gasped, and his eyes became dark.

Gerson got out of the hospital, and kept running, and kept running, until he couldn't run anymore, he stopped, and sat on the ground, sweating, and then he found that his whole body was soaked, he opened his mouth wide and gasped, and everything in his mind just now was still clearly visible. After half a ring, Gerson raised his head and looked around, where is this? Why did you come here?