Chapter 329: Quarrel
As Mu Zihe said, no matter how much he doesn't want to mention it, he will have to face a difficult choice in the end;
When this body can only exist with one personality in the end, should you choose Qin Yunliang or Qin Yunniang?
Perhaps, at the moment when he saw Qin Yunliang scratching himself with chopsticks; After seeing Qin Yunniang with other boys, I felt very lost in my heart...
At this time, Ye Lixuan frowned and twisted it again. Pen~Fun~ Pavilion www.biquge.info sword eyebrows, his face was full of coldness, staring at each other indifferently, taking a deep breath, and then said coldly: "Qin Yunniang, I think there are some things that we must explain clearly!" ”
Qin Yunniang frowned slightly, a trace of uneasiness flashed in her heart, seeing that he looked more serious and serious than ever before, she hesitated, but still nodded, "Hmm." The voice was like a mosquito, although he didn't know what he wanted to say.
Ye Lixuan's eyes stared at each other, and his face became even more cold, "Qin Yunniang, I only ask a few words, how have I treated you in the past five years?" ”
She was stunned, not understanding what it meant, but still nodded her head, "Good." "He cooks the food, he cleans the dormitory, he blows his own hair, and he drives away the boys who are crazy about pursuing him... In short, in life, Ye Lixuan's care for himself can be described as covering a wide range of aspects. Over the years, he has been able to gradually come out of the shadow of communication phobia, and he has a great relationship with Ye Lixuan.
If he hadn't been comforting himself and extricating himself, maybe with the help of his sister, he would have been able to overcome this symptom, but there is no doubt that he would definitely have a respectful attitude towards boys, and he would not know Nan Zhizhi and Bai Leyao, these intimate friends.
Ye Lixuan's face was still indifferent, "Then I'll treat you..."Speaking of this, his tone paused, and he continued: "... Feelings, you... Do you understand? ”
Qin Yunniang stared at the other party in a daze, seeing that he was expressionless, looking at himself deadly, it seemed that even his breathing had a momentary stagnation, after thinking about it, she nodded lightly again, but soon, she shook her head again.
Ye Lixuan was silent, his throat rolled, his face became extremely gray, his fists were clenched, he kept trembling, even his nails sank deep into the flesh, he didn't feel it, dripping blood, smashing on the ground, making a crisp sound.
Seeing his desperate expression, the corners of Qin Yunniang's mouth were extremely bitter, and she smiled helplessly in her heart.
You can understand it, but you can't accept it.
Relationships are not something you can be together if you want to.
"Good! Very good! Ye Lixuan's eyes were extremely red, his expression was miserable, he suddenly raised his head and laughed, his body staggered, and he took a few steps back. But a pair of eyes, at this moment, were extremely cold, his face was full of pain and anger, looking at Qin Yunniang, for a long time, he trembled his lips, gritted his teeth and asked, "Why?" After all these years, don't you understand my heart for you? ”
Qin Yunniang was silent, of course she understood. For so many years, except for Shui Baiqing, he has been the best for himself. However, it is precisely because this guy is too good to himself that he has to refuse this affection.
Originally, when he was a pseudo-mother, Ye Lixuan had that hazy idea about himself, but now he has become a real girl overnight, since he has no secular taboos, his special feelings for himself are like a volcano erupting, and he can't wait to stick to him every moment.
But Qin Yunniang couldn't accept this feeling, and she couldn't accept it! It is precisely because of the close relationship between the two that they don't want to hurt each other, so they can only delay again and again, deliberately ignoring his special feelings for themselves. It's just that she didn't expect that this delay has made things worse, leading to the current situation.
Seeing that Qin Yunniang just lowered her head and was silent, all Ye Lixuan's anger erupted at this moment, pointed with his fingers, and roared angrily: "Qin Yunniang, are you so ruthless and ruthless?" We have known each other for so many years, could it be that in your eyes, everything that I, Ye Lixuan, have paid is not worth the Yue Ze who has known each other for less than a few days? You say! You explain it to me! I, Ye Lixuan, can't compare to him! ”
Qin Yunniang's face was extremely pale, she had never seen Ye Lixuan in such a state, her face was distorted, her madness was fully displayed, her eyes were red, like a devouring beast. Her mouth was cowardly, her heart was full of panic, "I..." took a few steps back, pursed her lips, her eyes were red, and tears were about to fall.
"You're a boy, you only like girls, right?" Ye Lixuan sneered, staring at her like a poisonous snake, "Qin Yunniang, can you stop being so naïve?" Until now, do you still want to use this reason to fool others? ”
"What foolishness? I'm a boy! Hearing this question, Qin Yunniang came up angrily, couldn't help raising her voice, and said angrily. said that she had other problems, but this is the only one, she will never admit it!
Ever since she had her memory, she has been working hard to be a brave man.
However, God didn't like it, and overnight, she turned out to be a girl. In the past month or so, with all kinds of things happening in life, even the last trace of male self-esteem in my heart has gradually weakened. She is very scared, maybe one day, she will be like other girls, affected by this society, and her emotions will gradually become feminine, and then choose to get married and have children, and live the rest of her life!
She is no longer the boy she was the original, and she doesn't want to lose even the last bit of self-esteem!
This sounds naïve and ridiculous. But it is the only insistence in her heart now! Without the identity of a man, is she still a second personality?
No! Maybe in Ye Lixuan, Mu Zihe, and even those who experienced that maternal experiment, Qin Yunniang should be called Qin Yunliang, she was originally a girl!
Ye Lixuan's expression was distorted, and he suddenly stepped forward, clasped his hands on Qin Yunniang's shoulders and arms, his eyes were extremely blood-red, and he roared: "Qin Yunniang, how long are you going to pretend to be stupid?" Look at yourself, do you still have a hint of masculinity now? You're a girl! You're not a boy! Why do you just refuse to admit yourself? Why? You answer me!! ”
The last few words were completely roared out of her throat, and Qin Yunniang's face was extremely white with fright, and she looked at him blankly, tears falling from the corners of her eyes. Even if his body had been strengthened by Qin Yunliang, his already fragile heart had become more sensitive.
A pretty face, pale as paper at the moment, Qin Yunniang's lips opened slightly, looking at Ye Lixuan, her expression was distorted at the moment, full of murderous intent, she felt that her heart was gradually becoming cold.
Qin Yunniang took a deep breath and resisted the urge to cry, her eyes were full of desolation. Perhaps, if you don't say some things, I'm afraid no one will admit it, and they won't care about their true feelings!