Chapter 330: Alternatives
She straightened her chest and tried to make a strong appearance, her eyes shone with a weak light, and her lips were tightly pursed, and then she spoke: "I'm a boy!" ”
"I will always be a boy in the past and in the future!" The tone is extremely firm, and a pretty face is full of stubbornness and strength!
Ye Lixuan bit her mouth stiffly, her finger bones turned white, and pinched it on the thin shoulder and arm, which made Qin Yunniang snort in pain, but she still did not show weakness, her eyes were burning, staring at each other, "My name is Qin Yunniang, mother, I am the mother of my mother, not Qin Yunliang!" It is not cool cool! "The sound grew louder and louder, and at last it almost roared out!
Ye Lixuan was stunned, looking at her in a daze, as if she was completely shocked by the three words Yunliang mentioned in Qin She's mouth, and she hadn't reacted from it yet. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Qin Yunliang, these three words are almost taboo in everyone's mouth after experiencing that maternal experiment. The Shui family, Mu Zihe, and even Ye Lixuan had never mentioned this name in front of her.
"You... How do you..."
"How do I know... Right? Qin Yunniang smiled bitterly, her eyes were full of self-deprecation and pain, with a hint of stubbornness and inferiority, and looked at him lightly, "I not only know that her name is Qin Yunliang, but I also know that she has been extremely weak since she was a child, with a cowardly personality, introverted by nature, and timid, but she is kind to people like a fool." ”
Looking at Ye Lixuan's increasingly frightened gaze, the corners of Qin Yunniang's mouth were extremely bitter, and she continued: "The most important thing is that I also know that one of her favorite desserts is called sweet rice cheese cone, I said it, right?" ”
"I..." Ye Lixuan staggered back and looked at Qin Yunniang, her face was complicated, her lips trembled, and her eyes were full of regret and struggle at the moment.
"Hehe," she chuckled, and Bai Yan's face was full of self-deprecation: "Ye Lixuan, don't you think that this person is too similar to me?" The personality is like this, the tone of speech is like this, even the favorite food, the same. ”
"Nope! No! Yun Niang, it's not like this," he looked pale, pleading, looking at the person in front of him with tears on his face, his heart suddenly ached, and a strong feeling of suffocation almost made him faint.
"That's right," Qin Yunniang looked past Ye Lixuan, looked at the sky, and muttered, "I always thought that you liked Qin Yunniang, a pseudo-mother, because of sexual orientation, in fact, it should be that you have long regarded me as the Qin Yunliang of your childhood, right?" ”
"In your mind, in fact, I'm just a substitute!"
Substitute!
At the mention of this word, Qin Yunniang's face turned pale, she felt that it was difficult to breathe, and her heart trembled violently. The feeling of being seen as a stand-in is very uncomfortable.
Since becoming a girl, she has been pretending to be stupid and cute, in addition to not wanting to break the existing fulfilling days, not wanting to lose the Shui family's care for her as always, and most importantly, she doesn't want to mention Qin Yunliang, the dominant personality all the past!
Qin Yunliang is Qin Yunliang, and Qin Yunniang is Qin Yunniang. These are two personalities, but in the eyes of others, they only regard Qin Yunniang as Qin Yunliang!
Ye Lixuan is like this, when she was still a pseudo-mother, she disregarded the worldly taboos and showed that special emotion to her. Even now, I want her to admit that she is a girl! But she was originally a man, so how could she admit that she was a girl?
Qin Yunliang has been a girl since she was born. And when he appeared in this world as a second personality, he always faced the world as a boy, and once he admitted that he was a girl, it was a denial of all boys' lives in the past ten years, and it was also a denial of Qin Yunniang's personality!
What makes Qin Yunniang feel the most bitter is that I am afraid that since she became a girl, for those who participated in the maternal experiment ten years ago, Qin Yunniang has become Qin Yunliang, and there is no one more Qin Yunniang in this world!
Otherwise, last night I wouldn't have encountered a bunch of top killers, but just gangsters for money.
Because those people know that Qin Yunniang is just a waste, and the real danger is the dominant personality. This feeling of being ignored and deliberately erased from one's existence is really painful.
But what made her even more painful was Ye Lixuan's current attitude.
Every time she gets along with him, Qin Yunniang will try her best to avoid anything about the dominant personality, she just doesn't want that dominant personality to affect the relationship between the two. However, as he became a girl and learned more about what happened ten years ago, the rift between him and Ye Lixuan became bigger and bigger.
Suppose, there is a person who has paid a lot for you, has been very good to you since childhood, and you are also grateful, and you are about to respond to it, when you suddenly find out one day that there is a person who looks exactly like you, who once appeared in the other party's life and was loved by the other party, but then too many things happened to cause the girl to disappear, and he lived in place of her for so many years without realizing it.
Therefore, this has to make Qin Yunniang suspicious, in the eyes of the other party, whether she is called Qin Yunniang or Qin Yunliang!
However, it is a pity that until now, even if she no longer wants to admit it, in the past ten years of life, Ye Lixuan has indeed held this expectation.
substitute, this taste, is the same as being a goddess spare tire for ten years. Qin Yunniang suddenly thought of this metaphor, her mouth opened, she wanted to laugh, but she felt extremely bitter, and found that she couldn't laugh, and her heart was filled with a thick sadness and irony.
She has always been a very sensitive person, and she has been subjected to malicious speculation from high society since she was a child, so those who have any malice towards her will deliberately turn a blind eye. If you don't say it well, it's cowardice and avoidance!
Therefore, when Qin Yunniang learned that she still had a dominant personality, and through this month of getting along, she actually had some basic understanding of what happened ten years ago. Especially after learning that Qin Yunliang could also control her body, she felt very panicked, afraid that one day, this dominant personality would completely occupy her body and replace herself.
Her name is Qin Yunniang, not Qin Yunliang, nor the long-disappeared Qin Yunliang ten years ago!
Even if you become a girl, you don't want others to think that you are the dominant personality! Otherwise, if she always lives in the shadow of Qin Yunliang in the second half of her life, she can only be her substitute, which is too unfair for the second personality!
Therefore, Ye Lixuan's attitude made her not only disappointed, but even desperate. The two have lived together since high school, know each other very well, and regard each other as confidants and best friends. However, when he learned one day that he was just a substitute in his eyes, this bitter taste, in addition to making Qin Yunniang feel extremely angry, was only despair!
Man is a paranoid animal; And women, paranoid and paranoid, are definitely a species that has broken the wall and will not look back!