CHAPTER XXXIII
The greatest sorrow in this world is poverty!
But at this moment, Tian Donkey doesn't know whether to lament his sorrow or lament his poverty, it seems that sorrow and poverty are like his two twin brothers, and they go with him. www.biquge.info In a trance, he didn't seem to remember that he had a brother like Tian Dajun and Tian Erjun, and the eldest son and second son of their Tian family shouldn't be the old Tian sad, and the second child was poor? Of course, his field donkey should naturally be called Tian Suffering! To live in the world is to suffer!
He kept rubbing his two hands, his heart was mixed, and he was frightened and frightened by the paralyzed body of Widow He in his mind over and over again, and he ignored the scenery outside the train that passed by the corners of his eyes, he didn't even know whether to see his trip as a crime absconding or a sightseeing trip, but no matter what, the result was the same, that is, Tian Donkey'er could never return to his hometown, he no longer had a hometown. The word Grange will be erased from his life, and he has finally lost his roots.
In a life like a bitter sea, Tian Donkey has truly become a leaf of duckweed. Of course, his future is unforeseeable, poverty can only foresee poverty, suffering can only foresee suffering, and Tian Donkey can only foresee the present hunger and the future wandering. He tasted and tasted, the poverty that flowed in his life like blood, like a bitter old wine, a drink to seal his throat! Poverty is also like breathing, the nose of the stabbing field donkey hurts, in an instant, he can shed tears, but he can't shed tears, he is afraid that his tears will moisten the roots and shoots of poverty and then give birth to the bitter fruit of poverty.
The train traveled for two days and three nights, each station was unfamiliar, and each station was like an end and a starting point. Tian Donkey looked at the beginning and end of others, looked at every traveler who got up and down the train, looking for fatigue and confusion similar to himself, it seemed that only in this way could he feel at ease, and he could find a sense of relief and security in the crowd, but he was still disappointed, he saw firmness in their eyes, saw their direction and goal, as if, everyone is chasing happiness, everyone has a home, this world only forgets Tian Donkey. The forgotten loss instantly covered the last trace of anger in Tian Donkey's eyes, casting a shadow on his tomorrow. The lost donkey buried his head lower, he no longer wanted to stand up in front of life, and bowing his head to the rickets could at least make his body a little more warm in the cold night.
The only consolation is the Chinese New Year's Eve on the train. On Chinese New Year's Eve, a symbol of reunion, the fleeing Tian Donkey and strangers from the north of the world ate a hot dumpling, which was a kind charity and warm gift from the flight attendant, and she handed the last dumpling in the food cart to the hungry Tian Donkey.
"Let's Eat"
"I'm not hungry"
"Don't want money"
“……”
Probably, the attendants who came and went in the aisle of the carriage several times saw the shabby and tired of the donkey, so they would extend a warm hand. In short, it was she who conveyed to him a so-called beauty in the world.
He raised his head and looked at the angelic flight attendant for a long time, like a relative, like a mother. From childhood to adulthood, the only person who holds the food for himself is his mother, so gentle, so loving, in a trance, Tian Donkey saw the light of his mother from the face of the flight attendant.
The tiredness of the journey in his heart was instantly taken away by the heat of the dumplings, and he felt alive again.
"No matter what kind of wind and rain I have endured outside, I have finally come back, and it is good to have a home to go back to"
The kind flight attendant, while giving Tian Donkey dumplings, did not forget to encourage his life. But she didn't know that Tian Donkey did not go home to escape the wind and rain, but left home forever to withstand the wind and rain.
"No, I'm not coming home......"
"Are you going to visit relatives or to work? The place where our train was about to arrive, it was not bad, the view was good"
"I don't have any relatives over there"
"That's going to work?"
"It should be."
"Well, then it's good that you went out early, but no matter what, don't worry, tomorrow will be a new day and a new year, and the new sun will rise as usual, the past is gone, bless you"
"Thank you"
The flight attendant left a smile at the end and left. Tian Donkey is as grateful for her kindness and politeness as she is for her dumplings.
Life, so many encounters, so many memories, a few years later, Tian Donkey can still vaguely remember this train angel, who once really warmed his life.
Sure enough, the train angel was right, and the sun rose the next day as usual, and it was shining brightly. Tian Donkey's new year and new life have all started in this warm southern town.
This is a world completely different from the Grange. There are flowers, grasses, rivers, and a winter that looks like spring. If we had known that the end of the wandering and the beginning of the wandering of the donkey belonged to Tian Tian and that it was such a beautiful place, then the previous sorrow should not have been born.
The moment he stepped off the train, Tian Donkey felt that something had caught him, but when he looked back, there was nothing behind him. So, he had no choice but to close his eyes and reconfirm the invisible power that seemed to come from the depths of his memory and seemed to come from all directions. It was not Ah Xia's hand, nor was it the hand of the police comrades in the Grange Police Station, but it finally brought Tian Donkey here, to this place that made him happy, what was it? Is it fate? Ah, I found it, a familiar intimacy!
It seems that everything is predestined. Although, Tian Donkey couldn't tell where this inexplicable sense of familiarity came from, but this place in front of him, he seemed to have been here, this time, it was not the first time, but goodbye, just like returning to the Grange, he returned here. His steps are not flustered, everything seems to be preset, calm and calm. In his heart, he also gave birth to a sense of identity, and he believed that this was his home, his hometown for the rest of his life. With such a strong feeling, Tian Donkey plans to take a good look at this place. So, as if he were on the reins, he followed his slow steps and walked around.
The so-called beauty and delicious food are suitable for changing the words of describing beauties to admiring this land of bliss. In this beautiful place, everyone seems to live in paradise, with a full sense of happiness on their faces, and even the air is sweet and sweet, as if they can have a full stomach as long as they breathe, so they will probably live here without much cost of living, which is suitable for Tian Donkey's current situation. Tian Donkey walked, watched, and calculated, carelessly, the soles of his feet slipped, and he fell on his back to the sky, and, before he could get up and pat off the dust on his body, a big vicious dog stood in front of him and barked at himself. At the same time, a burst of unbridled laughter sounded in his ears.
"Hahaha, hahaha...... Shit, you stepped on shit...... Hahaha"