When he returned home, Tian Donkey felt extremely depressed, and he felt that he had fallen into the trap of life that drank cold water and stuffed his teeth. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info disappointment, anger, helplessness, guilt, all the feelings that belong to the loser came in an instant, drowning Tian Donkey's thoughts.

Yes, he failed again, like a man lying on the ground, trying to try to get up, and he fell again.

Lili brought water and a towel, and wanted to apply a blanket to Tian Donkey's face, but Tian Donkey avoided it. He didn't know how to face Lili, so he could only run away, and could only lock himself in the door, using a door to isolate him from Lili, although it was not Lili's fault. The smart Lili didn't say anything more, but excused herself to feel uncomfortable in her throat again, and wanted to rest early, so she turned around and walked into her room. Although Tian Donkey didn't want Lili to go to bed hungry, he really couldn't let Lili eat. At that moment, Tian Donkey, who was hiding in his room, once again shed tears of shame.

Tian Donkey followed the door frame, squatted on the ground, as if he couldn't control his body, and lay on the floor again, at that moment, he felt that something in his world collapsed, and fell down with a bang.

He lay on the floor as if he were dead, time lay on him, and covered the donkey like a tattered garment. I don't know if it will be sad at such a time, if it slides into the soil, it can still smell the fragrance, but at this moment, it can only watch the vicissitudes of the donkey.

Tian Donkey felt tired, almost wanted to give up the basic skill of standing as a human being, but he couldn't give up, he knew that the dead should lie down eternally, and he, still alive, alive, has to stand up, but also to move forward, even if it is climbing, it is necessary to climb to the end of life.

Thinking of this, Tian Donkey stood up, although there was still no way out, but it did not prevent Tian Donkey from walking into the deep and dark night.

At night, it was as if it were dead.

Tian Donkey turned her head to look at Lili's room, there was no light on, perhaps, she had fallen asleep. Tian Donkey thought to herself, this is fine, if there is no joy worthy of joy to dilute the sadness of life, don't disturb her thin figure, at least, she should sleep well.

"Have a good dream, and then, wait for me to come back......"

In her heart, Tian Donkey and Lili said goodbye before going out, and then walked outside.

Tian Donkey, who couldn't sleep peacefully, went out again, quietly walked into the darkness alone, followed his footsteps, and walked towards the place where the medicine was tested during the day.

However, the iron gate was closed, and there was no sound, and there was no figure. In the darkness, Tian Donkey could only see his own shadow, and he stood there stunned, dumbfounded.

The helpless donkey couldn't knock on the cold world, but he didn't want to leave, so he curled up and wandered outside the door all night, waiting all night.

Until the next morning, a middle-aged couple walked out of the iron gate, and the surprised and happy Tian Donkey hurriedly greeted him and asked.

"Great, I finally saw someone, may I ask, are you here to test the medicine?"

"Hmm," the tired man replied angrily.

"Oh, I thought there was no one inside, I knocked on the door and I couldn't knock on it"

"It's you!"

As he spoke, the man glanced at Tian Donkey angrily, full of complaints.

"What?" Tian Donkey didn't know what was going on, and he didn't know why the person on the other side was angry with him, so he asked weakly.

"Did something happen?"

"What happened? Hmph, let's put it lightly, let me tell you, my wife and I were able to get the money last night, but because of your knock on the door, they were all scared away! ”

"What about you...... Don't have a test drug? ”

"Well, I've been waiting, now, come out and smoke a cigarette to breathe."

"Oooh"

Seeing that Tian Donkey'er looked submissive, the man did not continue to blame, but sat next to Tian Donkey, took out a pack of cigarettes from the pocket of his clothes, and sighed while smoking.

"Hey, brother, this door, don't knock, in the future, if you come, just push the door in, knock on the door, there is only one kind of person, that is the police, and if you knock on the door, you will be startled, they don't do it until they do it is not a good thing, so they open early"

With that, he spewed out a sigh of crooked smoke towards the sky.

Beside him, the meek-looking woman looked at Tian Donkey'er's face and asked.

"Brother, what's wrong with your face?"

"Oh, I'll tell you the truth, I came here yesterday, but I didn't get the money, and I made my face like this, I, I need money, so here I come again"

"Hey, don't say it, it's all the same, but you're like this...... I'm afraid I won't be able to get the money today."

"Bad luck woman, early in the morning, don't say such discouraged words" The man who finished smoking interrupted the woman's words, and then said, "Didn't you bring that thing, take it out, let this brother use it, they are all doing this business, and they all have difficulties"

The woman, docile, did not say anything more, but took out two boxes of mud-like things, one white and one black, from the pocket of her backpack, and asked the man.

"Which one?"

"It's smeared, if it's white, it looks sick, bloodless, and you can't even pass the eye examination."

Hearing the man say this, the woman put a box of black clay-like things in her hand into her backpack.

"What is this? Why paint this? Tian Donkey asked in surprise.

"To make you money," the man said bluntly.

"Will that work?"

"Why not? People still change blood samples and urine samples, we just wear makeup, what are we afraid of? Of course, you can earn less money this way, and if you pass the blood urine sample test, you can make a lot of money."

"What kind of big money? Can I earn it? ”

"In our industry, the more money you make, the higher the risk, that is, the side effects of those drugs are greater, and even those experts who develop drugs don't know what side effects and clinical reactions it will have, so they will strictly select those who test the drugs, and in order to make money, they will try their best to earn that money, what fake physical examination lists, fake blood sample lists, fake names and surnames, this person, in order to make money, there are always more ways than difficulties."

"Ah, no wonder ......"

"What?"

"I brought my ID card last time, but I didn't use it."

"Cough, we are different, we are just the first test, people don't need to know who you are, let alone the test object that people strictly screen and monitor, tell you, the kind that can make a lot of money, they will find a place to lock you up, and serve you with food and drink, just like a guinea pig in the laboratory, I just heard of it, and I have never seen it with my own eyes. That's it, the side effects of the drugs we take can be predicted by experts, and they just look at the clinical reaction, so we make a little money. Brother, I see that you are an honest man and still young, so don't take that path, if you have the opportunity in the future, do something else, it's better than this"

"Oh"

"And, to tell you the truth, brother, look, I have vitiligo, and there are white spots all over my face, hands, and body, so I smeared this on my face and got by, and now, I have earned some money, hey, I don't earn money to treat myself, but to let my daughter finish her studies."

"Does she know?"

"How can I let my child know this, she only knows that I work outside to earn money, if she knows this, wouldn't it be a bad thing?"

"Oooh"

The woman on the side silently used black makeup clay to cover the bruises on Tian Donkey's face little by little. After some makeup, it looks like Tian Donkey is healthier.

"you, go buy me something to stutter, I'll pad my stomach"

"Oh good"

After hearing the man's words, the woman walked away silently, and Tian Donkey asked again.

"Aren't you not allowed to eat? I've heard, last time, I didn't eat."

"That's what you say, but everyone eats secretly, don't you have to secretly drink a few more bowls of water when you sell blood? It's the same thing."

"How do you know I sold blood?"

"I'm making an analogy, you've really sold it."

"Hmm"

"Hey......"

The middle-aged man sighed heavily, and after taking away his wife, he said with infinite melancholy.

"There are some things that I can't say in front of her, in fact, I don't want her to test the medicine, but I know that after I die, she will do this, at least, she will go and earn me money for a coffin board, hey, I really can't help it"

After speaking, his eyes seemed to be covered with a gray shade.

That morning, Tian Donkey's heart was full of mixed feelings, as if the man's worries about her wife and his words made him think about his and Lili's future. After that, they went into the place where the medicine was tested, but Tian Donkey was unlucky, because he met the cold-blooded nurse again.

The nurse was dressed the same as yesterday, but today she came out for an eye examination, and Tian Donkey was worried about being recognized, so he wanted to turn his face away, but he knew that it was in vain. She handed out the number plate with a blank face, and when she walked to Tian Donkey'er's side, she looked at Tian Donkey for the first time, and then spoke.

"Why are you so dark?"

"Sunburned"

"Hmph, it's not Africa, I'm not blind, don't pretend to me"

“……”

"It's you again, right?"

"Not me"

"I remember your voice, and besides, no one has ever talked as much nonsense as you did when testing drugs"

Hearing this, Tian Donkey knew that he couldn't pretend anymore, his knees weakened, and with a "plop", he knelt down and knelt in front of the nurse, begging her like the thin old man yesterday.

"Doctor, please, let me try the medicine, I'm not sick, I don't speak anymore, I need money, I have to try the medicine, you let me try the medicine, let me try the medicine......"

Tian Donkey didn't know what else to say, so he could only beg over and over again, kowtow, and ...... Like a devout believer.

Perhaps, his sincerity touched the nurse, and she actually agreed.

"Okay, then you better be honest today, otherwise, yesterday I can make your white face flower, and today I can make your black face rotten"

"Oops, okay, thank you doctor, thank you doctor......"

It's really thrilling.

Finally, Tian Donkey successfully tried the medicine and got the money, but he didn't leave in a hurry, but waited there, staring at this place full of dirt and money, not accepted and constrained by morality, Tian Donkey silently cursed it in his heart, and then, like an oath, said to Lili in his heart.

"Lili, I won't try medicine again, never again, please wait for me....."

After saying that, Tian Donkey did a terrible thing, and he didn't even know that he would do that, because it was not thought out in advance, it was his sudden move. He strode in and yelled at the dog nurse in the observation room.

"Do you think we're just guinea pigs for experiments? We are people! Sooner or later, you devils will go to hell! You are not worthy of being called angels, you have a black conscience, you only know how to drill into the eyes of money when you drink blood and eat meat, you are even more hateful than the underworld! Are you still human? In order to treat the sick, make the good people into the sick, so that the sick become the good people, and the good people become the sick, and the endless stream will never escape from the palm of your hand! After Lao Tzu, I will never come again! ”

After speaking, without waiting for those sturdy men to throw themselves out, Tian Donkey ran away by himself, and the wind ran away.

Along the way, Tian Donkey had a hearty feeling of joy, and the steps to go home were much brisker, and he imagined the smile on Lili's face, they had money, and with a pass to continue their lives, Lili would definitely smile at him.

When he got home, Tian Donkey saw Lili put a table of sumptuous wine and food, and he asked in great surprise.

"Lili, ..... this?"

"Brother Sanjun, I know what you went to do, so these are for you to replenish your body" Lili seemed to know everything, and said lightly.

"But Lili, where did you get the money?"

"I'm going to test the medicine too......"

Hearing Lili's words, Tian Donkey had a feeling of five thunderbolts, because that was the last thing he wanted to happen.

"But, but...... Lili, you promised me that you won't touch it again, why are you ...... Hey, money, we've got money, you see, it's the money I've earned, the money I've earned......"

Tian Donkey's hand held the money he earned from testing the medicine and shook it in front of Lili, but Lili didn't seem to see the money in her eyes, and she couldn't see the money that Tian Donkey had earned back with great difficulty, but smiled slightly, and still said lightly.

"Brother Sanjun, don't be angry first, eat first, after eating, I have something to say"

Looking at such Lili, the frustration in Tian Donkey'er's heart was even worse, and he asked like a deflated ball.

"What?"

"Let's eat first"

"No, I can't eat, Lili, what do you want to say, say it now......"

"I want to get out of here"

"Leave? Where to go? ”

"Brother Sanjun, don't be so nervous, don't be surprised by my thoughts, I want to leave here, I have had this idea for a long time, and besides, I want to leave here because I want you to take me away......" Saying, Lili looked at Tian Donkey with her beautiful eyes, and said in a gentle tone that Tian Donkey couldn't resist and couldn't bear to refuse.

“…… Let's get out of here, shall we? ……”

"Get out of here...... But where do we go? ”

"It's okay anywhere, or, Brother Sanjun, take me home, you ...... Don't want to go home? ”

"Home?"

"Hmm...... Go home, because you have a home, so you should go back, I am a person who has no home for a long time, at this point, I still envy Brother Sanjun, take me home, take me to your hometown to see, okay? ”

“……”

"I know you don't like me to test the medicine, but we have to have the money to go home, let's get out of here, only by leaving here can we completely get rid of that kind of life, Brother Sanjun, okay?"

“…… Good! ”