Chapter 47: Sending you a thousand miles must be said goodbye in the end
I hadn't seen Bai Xin since I came back from the hospital, and it wasn't until he came to me for a casual meal with a leave of absence stamped with the Academic Affairs Office that I realized that it was time for us to say goodbye. Pen %fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info It's just that this goodbye came a little suddenly.
At the dinner table, it was still steaming hot pot, and I looked at the boiling oil pot, and suddenly I had a sense of despair.
Maybe we haven't even learned how to say goodbye before we get caught up in the torrent of life.
"Can you not go?" I slowly lowered the fish tofu covered with hoarfrost into the soup pot, which was her favorite food.
"Don't be so desperate, next year, I'll be your junior sister, and you can teach me in the tone of a person who came over." She took the beef rolls she had freshly rinsed from the pan and put them on my plate.
I smiled.
"Actually...... I ..... "I want to say and stop."
"Say what you want, eat if you don't want to say. When I come back, I think you'll wait until then. ”
I blushed, as if I had said something, but I didn't seem to explain it.
I watched her silently eat her food, and I was relieved. Perhaps watching the person in front of you splurge in your life is the rarest of days.
In order to practice it for him, I took out the style of drinking with her for the first time, and the two of them were separated by the heat of the hot pot, like a whole world apart.
That night, we drank for a long, long time, and when it was too long, the proprietress of the shop sat down at the bar and began to nap.
I looked at the sleepy proprietress and felt a little unbearable, but fortunately I settled the account and went out with Bai Xin.
Standing at the door of the hotel, the biting cold wind of late autumn was blowing, and I looked at her thin clothes, but fortunately I took off my coat and gave it to her, but she refused.
"This is the last time we'll see each other this year, don't give me any chance to see you again." After that, he returned the clothes to me.
"Then I'll send you back to the dormitory." I led him back to the dormitory.
"I don't belong here anymore, and I'm not good at saying goodbye, it's another greeting when I go back, I'm not used to it, you go back, I'll open a room outside for one night."
"Then I'll go with you"
"Huh? You're not going back to school? ”
"Go back, I'll accompany you to find a house, see that you're safe, I'll go back to the dormitory."
Bai Xin let out a thoughtful sigh.
I accompanied her to find a house near the hotel, and when I saw that she was safe, I turned back to school, and by this time, it was past half past twelve in the morning.
Whether or not I can sleep on the streets tonight depends on my luck.
When I was almost at the door of the dormitory building, I saw from afar that the one on duty tonight was the aunt in charge of the building who was wronged by me last time.
"It's going to be another tough battle." I couldn't help but cheer myself on, "Hao Zehao, come on!" ”
Before I reached the door of the dormitory, my aunt caught a glimpse of me with her eyes, sitting on the chair without moving, without any intention of opening the door.
I tentatively stepped forward and knocked on the door and said, "Auntie, please open the door." Came back a little late today. ”
"Your school requires that if you haven't come back at twelve o'clock, let your counselor come down and pick up someone."
"Then since I'm back, what do you mean by not letting me in? Don't be unforgiving, I'm a student handbook, and I'll come back at 12 a.m., and I just need to register to get in. We have a card record in and out, and the students who have not swiped the card back at twelve o'clock will naturally know who has not come back the next day when the counselor logs in to the access control system. Now the surveillance is filming me back, but you won't let me in, so if something happens tonight, you can't tell. ”
The building manager was choked by me again, looking at me as a baby who was very angry, but helpless against me.
With a beeping sound, on the right side of the screen opposite, on a large list of red lists marked as late at night, my name turned orange and then disappeared.
I pointed to the screen and said, "There are so many pads who haven't come back, I'm still afraid of an egg." Then he trotted upstairs, opened the dormitory door, and found that Yang Qi and He Ming were not sleeping, and the light of the computer screen was refracted on their faces, just like the zombies who had just come out of the coffin in Lin Zhengying's zombie movie.
He Ming tilted his head and whispered, "Why did you come back so late." ”
"Bai Xin took a leave of absence, left tomorrow, had a casual meal with him, and then sent her to the hotel to rest, I came back late, and I was troubled by the building manager."
"Bai Xin is going to leave and not tell me, but to tell you, it seems that your position in her heart is much better than mine. She opened a room outside, did you come back after the end or didn't come back at all? When He Ming said this, he was surprisingly calm.
"Nothing is finished. I don't understand. ”
"Your brother is a silly boy, even if it's over, you should stay. The beautiful scenery of a good day, a talented woman, maybe she won't leave if she does this. ”
"Maybe, I can't keep what I should go, and I can't leave what I should stay."
After a few sighs, I suddenly remembered my unfinished words, wondering if the next time we met, we would hug and cry, or see each other. Maybe things are people, and tears flow first. Say goodbye to her, goodbye to your old self.