That scene is really quite spectacular, like a violent storm, like a waterfall flowing, just like that, the head and face struck, and the donkey couldn't open his eyes. He couldn't speak www.biquge.info he could only keep his mouth shut, because as soon as he opened his mouth, the that Ah Xia came out of would get into his mouth.

"Get out, get out! ……”

Ah Xia, who was pouting her buttocks, covered her face with her hands and said loudly to Tian Donkey behind her. Her voice seemed to be crying, and it was like roaring, probably because she couldn't control her body and was embarrassed, and then covered her face and cried.

Tian Donkey has seen mountains and water, but he has never seen a person who sprays, and it is a human body fountain like Ah Xia, which looks like a non-stop spraying machine. But he couldn't rub salt on Ah Xia's already shameful self-esteem, so he could only run away from under Ah Xia's butt who was shooting shit.

Since then, Ah Xia's belly has become smaller, but she has locked herself in the house and has not spoken to Tian Donkey for three whole days. Moreover, the last time I spoke to Tian Donkey was the night before Ah Xia left. Before that, Tian Donkey didn't know what she had done wrong, as if Ah Xia couldn't see herself in her eyes, or she had become a transparent person overnight, watching Ah Xia's back in and out every day, not daring to ask what she was doing, not knowing what she was doing. Tian Donkey doesn't know when it started, his relationship with Ah Xia has become waiting and being waited, waiting and being waited, he only knows that it seems that since that incident, he has been buried in Ah Xia's forever, away from her world.

That night, Ah Xia came back late, but not alone, but brought back a strange woman and stood in front of Tian Donkey.

"Ah Xia, are you back?"

Ah Xia didn't answer, nor did she look at Tian Donkey, but gently lifted the hair on the side of the face of the woman with her head down with one hand, and pinned it behind her ear, Tian Donkey saw the appearance of the strange woman clearly, it was a thin woman with sunken eye sockets and almost only a handful of bones left.

"Ah Xia, she is...... Who? ”

"She is Lili, Sanjun, in the future, can you take care of Lili for me?"

"Huh?"

As soon as Ah Xia opened his mouth, Tian Donkey was shocked and troubled, but he knew that he couldn't refuse Ah Xia, because for Ah Xia, he had a grateful heart that wanted to repay. Moreover, this is Ah Xia, a person who suddenly appeared and left in Tian Donkey's life and suddenly overwhelmed Tian Donkey, and he is also a person that Tian Donkey will never understand.

"Like you did with me, good to Lili? She has nothing left, no relatives, no place to go, so I can only bring it back."

"Oh, it's okay, it's not a small place at home, it's okay to have one more person"

Tian Donkey almost gritted his teeth and said this, because the fact at home was that they couldn't afford the living expenses of the third person at all, but he couldn't let Ah Xia down, so he could only swallow all the hardships in his mouth and finally swallow it into his stomach.

Ah Xia looked at Lili again, that look, as gentle as treating a child, was something that Tian Donkey had never seen before, and that kind of eyes were full of holy brilliance, which made Ah Xia look even more beautiful. Tian Donkey couldn't help but be a little stunned. I saw Ah Xia whisper softly to the woman named Lili.

"Lili, tonight, you just live here, sleep in my bed, the sheets and quilt covers are my new ones, they are your favorite color, can you rest early?"

The woman didn't speak the whole time, but nodded slightly.

After that, Ah Xia glanced at Tian Donkey and pulled him out of the house.

"Sanjun, you come with me, I have something to say to you"

"What?"

Ah Xia did not answer Tian Donkey in a hurry again, but gently closed the door of the house, as if she didn't want Lili in the house to hear their conversation, and then, walked to the end of the corridor, leaned on the railing, and took out a box of cigarettes from her pocket, skillfully pulled out one, lit it, and began to smoke.

Tian Donkey was surprised not by Ah Xia's smoking, but by the fact that he never knew that Ah Xia could smoke.

Ah Xia glanced back at Tian Donkey, smiled bitterly, and said.

"Don't look at me so surprised, I quit, but since the bathhouse has no business, I started smoking again" said Axia, flicked the cigarette ash with her slender index finger, took a hard puff of the cigarette, and then said, "This thing has a good thing, that is, when your life feels heavy and you can't breathe, this thing can help you breathe, people, that's it, live between a breath and a breath, and hope to live well, don't you say magical?" ”

"Axia, smoking...... Not good for health"

"I know ......"

"So, I ...... I don't want you to do things that are not good for your health."

Perhaps, Tian Donkey's words were so sincere that after Ah Xia heard it, she snorted coldly in her nose, shook her head and smiled bitterly, then turned her head to look at Tian Donkey, and said to Tian Donkey in a tone that couldn't tell whether it was tired or vicissitudes.

“…… The three armies, you know, live at a price, and I don't know what else I can exchange for it. In the past, when I was working in a hair salon, there was a little sister who would always cut her wrists with a razor blade, because she said that only then could she feel alive, and as if she could prove that she was still alive, she could be sure that she was not exactly a walking corpse. And I don't have the courage to do that, so whenever the emptiness and boredom of life hit me, I felt that it was a dark hell with no end, so I could only smoke desperately, and use the spark that was bright and extinguished on the cigarette butt to illuminate my tomorrow, so from that time on, I couldn't do without cigarettes."

“……”

Ah Xia extinguished the cigarette butt and spat out the last smoke ring towards the night sky. When the spark of that little cigarette was extinguished, there was complete darkness between the two men. In the dark, Ah Xia said lightly.

"I'm leaving"

"Let's go? Where to go? ”

"I don't know, I'm going to leave anyway, but, before I go, I want to ask you for one thing"

"What's the matter?"

"Sanjun, please forget about me"

“……”

"Thank you, all I can give you are these three words, so, please forget me, my good, my bad, my unbearable, my ...... In short, all about me, please forget, and then, live well. My life is like looking for an end, there will be an end after all, but I know that you are not my end here."

Faced with Ah Xia's words, Tian Donkey didn't know what else to say. Ah Xia in front of her showed a faint shadow in the darkness, and the shadow was slowly disappearing, as if it was about to be engulfed by darkness. Finally, Tian Donkey knew that Axia, who was like a migratory bird, was about to migrate again.

"Why?"

“……”

"Why me? Ah Xia, although I can't refuse you, but that person is not you after all, why do you want to leave an irrelevant person to me? ”

"Because...... You are a good person, a kind person, a person who can give warmth to others who can shine, these attract me and make me sad, but Sanjun, I have to leave, so, I want to leave a hope for you, Sanjun, that's a gift, I think it's the best gift I can give you."

Ah Xia's words are like Zen language, Tian Donkey doesn't understand it at all.

"Ah Xia, what the hell are you talking about, I don't need any gifts from you to give me, I just want ...... Hope you're doing well."

Ah Xia shook her head again and smiled bitterly, and then asked.

"Sanjun, do you hate me?"

“……”

"I have disrupted your life, added a burden to you, and created a lot of trouble for you"

"That's not trouble, that's my life and you"

"I'm so happy that you think so, and I'll cherish all the memories I have about you, because that's the most precious thing in my life...... Thank you, Armies."

Tian Donkey didn't know what to say to Ah Xia at this moment of separation, in fact, he also wanted to thank Ah Xia, thank her for being such a beautiful person in her eyes, and thank her for accompanying her on this part of her life, but he opened his mouth but didn't say anything. Both of them fell silent for a moment, and finally, Ah Xia broke the silence and said.

"Sanjun, this is not a sad parting, this is a hopeful parting, so, finally, bless me"

“……”

"Then I bless you...... Sanjun, I hope you have a bright tomorrow in your life"

In fact, true beauty and happiness do not need to be blessed, they should be innate, and they should be given by fate, so when two people who have nothing bless each other, the breath of sadness cannot be dispersed for a long time.

"What about you...... When to go? ”

"Wait for Lili to fall asleep, she always can't sleep well, and she is afraid of her relatives leaving her side, so I want to go in her dreams. Although I am not a blood relative, I am the only person she can rely on now, because her mother once picked me up from the street like you and told me the way to try the medicine when I didn't know how to go on with my life. ”

"What about her mother? Where are you now? ”

"Dead"

"She died of bloating, so I brought her back. I want to leave in her dreams, so that she will believe that the world is still beautiful, and she should see the beauty of this world. Sanjun, when she wakes up, you tell her that everything is a dream, and she'll be fine."

After speaking, Ah Xia's eyes once again glowed with maternal brilliance, and she looked towards the room where Lili was very gentle. Tian Donkey didn't say any words of blessing after all, and he also looked at Ah Xia, as if he wanted to rub all the blessings into his eyes.

The next day, Ah Xia really left, as if the world had evaporated, disappeared cleanly, and Tian Donkey never saw her again for the rest of her life.