Chapter 123: Freemasonry
"Li Ai," Moyin Bao'er called her name, drawing her attention to herself again, and asked in a low voice, "You who have accepted this change should be able to understand my feelings, right?" ”
"......" Li Ai did not immediately respond to Moyin Bao'er's question. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info She was silent for a few moments, her eyes flashing with a hint of inexplicable struggle. It took a long time for the struggle in her eyes to subside. And after the color of struggle dissipated, she turned her eyes without a trace, and glanced at Zhang Zhou standing at the door of the rooftop with the corner of her eye.
In that eye, she didn't find anything unusual from Zhang Zhou. That is, he did not perceive anything. This made her feel at ease, but she couldn't help but feel a little more inexplicably disappointed in her heart.
Sensing the disappointment, her heart tightened, and a slight flush rose on her face. But the next moment, she seemed to remember something, and the flush on her face faded in an instant. Her eyes dimmed, she shook her head, shook off the complicated thoughts in her heart, turned her eyes back, stared at Moyin Bao'er's back, and whispered, "Well, I can understand ......"
"In that case," Li Ai seemed to have something to say, but Mo Yin Bao'er didn't wait for her to continue, but continued to say to Li Ai, "You should also know that I am not willing, and I will not damage the future ...... between me and him for anything else."
Hearing her words, Li Ai's eyes flashed, but he understood something. It turned out that what she cared about, what she was afraid of being damaged, was the relationship between her and him. In other words, the reason why she is reluctant to tell herself more information is because what will threaten Zhang Zhou's life also has the ability to threaten her marriage! But, even so, she gave herself so much information. This also means that she is not very jealous of that guy. Therefore, it is very possible that I can open a breakthrough from her and get more information!
"Such a feeling, you now, you who have accepted such a change, you should be able to understand." Mo Yin Bao'er said this, but she was vaguely expressing to Li Ai the reason why she would not and could not tell her more information, and at the same time, she also told her her determination in her words.
"yes. I can understand your feelings, and I can understand your determination. Obviously rejected, Li Ai's face showed a very relaxed smile. She looked at Moyin Bao'er's back with a bit of determination, and said with a smile, "No, I can't say I understand, I should say I empathize, don't you?" As she spoke, the corner of her eye swept Zhang Zhou behind her.
"Perhaps, I feel more deeply than you." His gaze swept over Zhang Zhou's figure, and the smile on Li Ai's face suddenly paused a little, becoming a little reluctant. She deceived him, how could the feelings in her heart be fulfilled? He and she had been loners, and she naturally knew how he would feel if the lie was exposed.
He and she are two lonely people who hug each other for warmth, and in this way they become companions. And when the warmth he felt from her became false, it became an unforgivable betrayal for him. In that case, even the relationship between her companions will be torn apart, so how can she talk about the relationship she longs for? And if she ignores those lies and lies, and directly builds the relationship she longs for on the basis of lies, she can't pass her own level. And, if you do that, when the lie is exposed in the end, everything will collapse even more completely, right?
So she was deadlocked, caught in a dilemma in the face of the sudden discovery of feelings. At this time, she chose to escape for the time being, and the situation revealed by Moyin Bao'er for her happened to be the best choice for her to escape from that matter. She forced herself to immerse herself in saving Zhang Zhou's life, and forced herself to forget about it with a sense of urgency. However, when everything came to a bottleneck, she unconsciously recalled the incident again.
After saving Zhang Zhou from that fate, he had no excuse to escape. How to choose at that time? And then run away? She actually knew that she was working hard to save Zhang Zhou from the fate of death, and she also had a little selfishness. She hopes that when the lie is revealed, Zhang Zhou, who knows everything, can stop because of this incident and change his mind of leaving.
"You feel it more than I do?" Mo Yin Bao'er repeated Li Ai's words, but her eyes narrowed and she laughed. "How dare you say that? What do you know? The thing between me and him...... What do you know? She said this, but there was a bit of anger in her voice. In the end, she suddenly turned her head, stared at Li Ai, and asked in a loud voice.
"I don't know most of the things between you." In the face of her anger, Li Ai said very calmly. She stared at Moyin Bao'er's eyes that had a pale cyan color like glass in the deepest part of her pupils, and said in a deep voice, "However, feelings are not such a thing, and the more time passes, the deeper the feelings...... Isn't it? ”
"......" Mo Yin Bao'er was speechless for a while. She silently turned her eyes, avoiding Li Ai's gaze and looking elsewhere. "Even so, you can't assert how you feel, your pain is deeper than mine......"
"Perhaps." Li Ai didn't refute, but he didn't look away either. She stared at Moyin Bao'er's side face, and then said, "Such an argument is inconclusive. However, there is one thing that cannot be changed. ”
Li Ai's gaze suddenly became sharp, and Mo Yin Bao'er squinted her eyes unconsciously. "Me and you, Moyin Bao'er and Li Ai, we are on the same front, and we are sick and sympathetic, aren't we?"
Yes, they are on the same front. The fate of the people they care about is all in the hands of the same guy, and they are natural allies. Even though, compared to Moyin Bao'er, Li Ai is so weak. But, in this matter, they are equal, they are ...... Freemasonry.
When this matter was picked out by Li Ai, and when this relationship was put in front of him by Li Ai, Mo Yin Bao'er's body trembled unconsciously. Her eyes fluctuated violently, clearly trying to think of something.
However, before she could think of something, Li Ai interrupted her. "So, I'll do my best to help you...... I hope you can help me as much as you can. You, Moyin Bao'er, I, Li Ai, we, are natural allies......" Li Ai raised his hand and pointed at her, then turned around and pointed at himself, without further speaking, he turned around and left the rooftop with Zhang Zhou. Moyin Bao'er was left alone, standing in the howling cold wind, thinking silently. After a long time, Moyin Bao'er raised her head, glanced in a certain direction of the city, and whispered, "Natural allies...... Freemasonry...... Is it? ”
The wisp of glass in the depths of her pupils fluctuated secretly, and no one knew what she was thinking.
"Now, Li Ai, that person? Who is it? Zhang Zhou, who was following Li Ai and walking down the stairs, suddenly said such a sentence. Li Ai stumbled under his feet, and if he hadn't been holding on to the railing, he would have rolled down the stairs. She turned her eyes a little embarrassed, looked at Zhang Zhou nervously, and asked in a low voice, "What...... What the? What that person? ”
"Sympathy, feelings or something, didn't you just say that to Moyin Bao'er?" Zhang Zhou scratched his head, looked at Li Ai with some confusion, and then said, "Thinking about it this way, you should be like her......" He suddenly frowned, closed his mouth, and did not say the next words.
Why do you suddenly ask such a question? He thought about it a little confused. He felt a little clogging in his chest, and subconsciously didn't want to say that conclusion. It's a little strange to be like this.
"That person, it won't be the Wang Yue who confessed to you, right?" However, even though he felt strange, he still said the question to Li Ai. And after this question came out, he suddenly felt that his heart seemed to be held in the palm of his hand, and that feeling almost suffocated him.
Obviously, it has reached this point, and it is clear that the vast majority of people should understand it at this time. He didn't feel his mind at all. He didn't feel anything, and he didn't have any similar speculations. At this moment, he became dull and terrifying.
Li Ai, who was questioned by Zhang Zhou like that, was at a loss for a while, she hurriedly turned her head, turned her face that suddenly turned red to a place that Zhang Zhou couldn't see, and silently waited for Zhang Zhou's next words. Although there are many scruples, if Zhang Zhou ......
She thought about it like this, but she didn't expect Zhang Zhou to throw such a question in the end. Her flushed face grew even more rosy. It's just that it's angry. "Not really!" She replied loudly with a burst of rage, and then walked down the stairs without looking back.
She left angrily, but she didn't see it, Zhang Zhou, who was staring at her behind her, unconsciously relaxed the nervous look in his eyes after she gave such a response, and she didn't see the appearance of his unconsciously clenched fists spreading out at that moment.
The happiness that even he didn't realize filled his body, and the next moment, it turned into a gain and a loss. Not Wang Yue's words...... And who is it? He was suffering from gains and losses about her, but he never thought about why he was suffering from gains and losses like this. It's like...... That kind of thing doesn't make any sense.
A sucker. Wood. Dullness...... Li Ai gritted his teeth as he walked, and scolded Zhang Zhou angrily in his heart for asking that kind of question. Although such a development avoids many problems, it ...... Her expectations were disappointed. However, when the anger in her heart was almost vented, a trace of doubt suddenly flashed in her eyes.
Wait a minute...... Something doesn't seem right. Dullness...... He's a little sluggish, isn't he? It's the same as his lethargy...... Could it be ...... Li Ai's brows furrowed suddenly, and he fell into deep thought for a moment.