Chapter 122: I'm Just Me

"No need," In the cafeteria, Wang Yue, who was sitting opposite Tang An, was silent for a long time, but slowly opened his eyes. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info his lips trembled slightly, and he said slowly and quietly to Tang An. The palms of his hands resting on his thighs were clenched so hard that his knuckles turned white. His eyes were wide open, and a large amount of blood filled the whites of his eyes, which looked very hideous.

"I've decided." He gritted his teeth. Spit out these five words word by word, and the green tendons that bulged out of his forehead jumped and jumped, making Tang An, who was sitting opposite him, frown.

"Is that so?" Tang An put down the chopsticks that had been useless, frowned and stared at Wang Yue, a trace of imperceptible worry flashed in the depths of his eyes. "But...... Small...... Wang Yue ...... "This time, he didn't use the affectionate title that he often used, but called Wang Yue's name very officially.

Hearing him call his name, Wang Yue's heart jumped excited, but he quickly calmed down. He knew that whenever Tang An solemnly called his name, it usually meant that he had done something wrong, or that he had a tendency to do something wrong. At this time, it is best to calm down.

Seeing that he had calmed down, Tang An breathed a sigh of relief. Although he didn't know what happened to Wang Yue, he knew that if he was asked to make a decision on impulse, he would most likely regret it later. And by that time, an irreparable mistake has often been made. Just like he once was. Come to think of it. His eyes dimmed for a moment. But the gloom only lasted for a moment.

He dissipated the gloom in his eyes, stared at Wang Yue, who had calmed down, and said in a deep voice, "You must know that every immature decision you make, in the end, may make you pay a heavy price. He paused, then asked solemnly, "Even so, do you insist on that decision?" ”

Wang Yue was silent. His eyes flashed with a fierce struggle, and all kinds of emotions poured into each other, wanting to get a result. Suddenly, his body stiffened, and then he closed his eyes very tiredly, and his mind was filled with the last words of his mother, who had sat on the edge of the bed that night, asking about his condition, and his last response.

His closed eyes quietly opened a small slit, staring blankly at the hands clenched into fists resting on his thighs. He tugged at the corners of his mouth, feeling a pang of weakness all over his body. He lay limply on the chair, his clenched fists loosening weakly. He opened his mouth with some difficulty, as if he had taken the strength of his whole body, and he slowed down for a moment before he said in a somewhat hoarse voice, "I've already decided...... I'm just me...... This thing...... I've decided. ”

As he spoke, he struggled to brace himself up, leaving behind most of the food he hadn't eaten and leaving the cafeteria. Tang An wanted to get up and follow, but he blocked such an action with a word. "Don't come along, Tang An." His steps suddenly became very heavy, and he said, "Let me be alone for a moment." ”

"......" watched him leave the cafeteria, and Tang An withdrew his gaze. He sat back in his chair and pondered silently. After a long time, he suddenly repeated and muttered, "I'm just me...... I'm just me...... What does this mean? Xiao Yue? ”

"What you care about, what you want to protect, what you scruple about...... It's never yourself. You are always afraid of other people, suppress your own desires, and since you were a child, you have never thought of putting what you want in front of other things...... Just like Li Ai's time. Tang An muttered to himself. But he slowly raised his head and stared at the white ceiling above him. "Obviously there is still a chance, obviously there is still a possibility to get what you want, but because of the appearance of another person, because of the smile on her face, you just struggled a little, and then chose to bless...... Such you, this time...... Who do you plan to think about above your own desires? ”

"Heh, you guy......" Tang An pushed away the plate in front of him, which had not been touched for most of the time, and got up and left the cafeteria. This time, I won't allow you to do it again......"

"But ......" A cold glint flashed in his eyes as he walked through the glass door of the cafeteria. The hand in his pocket quietly clenched the old sachet, "There are other things that need to be resolved." But he didn't know that what Wang Yue was worried about and what he cared about were actually the same thing. He guessed that Wang Yue was facing emotional problems, but he thought that he was still facing a crisis of life and death......

Thinking of this, his eyes quietly became a little more bloody, and he no longer had the calm color just now. "You want to hurt my brother...... No way! A chilling aura emanated from his words, making people shudder!

The door of the rooftop was opened a little violently, and Li Ai, who was breathing rapidly, followed Zhang Zhou, walked up to the rooftop, and stood six or seven meters behind Mo Yin Bao'er, who was standing with his back to the gate of the rooftop, and stood still.

She rested for a moment before she could calm her breath. Then he turned his head slightly, glanced at the rooftop, and then consciously got out of the way, and stayed quietly on the side of the rooftop door, not saying anything, not doing anything, and not following her footsteps like a stone sculpture, Zhang Zhou, raised his eyebrows slightly, and turned his gaze back to Moyin Bao'er.

Out of the corner of his eye, Zhang Zhou, who noticed that Li Ai's gaze moved away from his body, breathed a sigh of relief slightly. Zhang Zhou, who was still a little inexplicable about Li Ai's recent outburst, made up his mind to temporarily reduce his presence in front of Li Ai after dutifully finding Moyin Bao'er. Anyway, he is not as smart as Li Ai, and he doesn't know what Li Ai wants to do now. Standing next to Li Ai at this time, except for being an eyesore, it has no effect.

And now, Li Ai's slightly indifferent behavior made him confirm his guess. So, he stayed quietly by the door of the rooftop, standing quietly, silently acting as a bodyguard. Although Moyin Bao'er and Li Ai seem to be very good, and to some extent, they saved him once. However, in his heart, he still has a little doubt and a little vigilance about her. Who can guarantee that those words she spoke...... Words that are not used to deceive?

If those words are lies...... If she had another purpose...... Zhang Zhou squinted his eyes, hiding the light in his eyes that suddenly became fierce, and then glanced at the figure of Li Ai who was standing with his back to him, and the arms on his chest quietly adjusted the position. He put his palm in the place where he could draw the night knife in his arm in an instant if he wanted to.

Li Ai, who was unaware of his small movements, stared at Moyin Bao'er's back, raised his palm in the sweeping wind, and smoothed a strand of hair blown by the wind to the side of his cheek behind his ear, and was about to speak, but his eyes suddenly became a little dazed. This scene is really familiar...... It's all on the rooftop, it's all a girl in green clothes, there are only three of them, and even the positions they stand in are very similar. Is such a scene a coincidence or fate? Or is it something that portends in the dark?

Such thoughts flashed in Li Ai's mind, but he didn't know where he went. She regrouped her thoughts, and then said with some emotion, "No wonder many people like rooftops." She thought to herself about the inappropriate topic, but her eyes were firmly fixed on Moyin Bao'er's back. Standing on the edge of the rooftop, letting the cold wind blow through your body, before you know it, your impetuous heart will calm down. Not only that, the wavering of the heart, the hesitation of the heart, even the anger, even the sadness, all the intense emotions will be soothed by the cold wind and the scenery in the distance, so that everything is still calm...... Is that right? Moyin Bao'er? ”

The topic was not in tune, but Li Ai quietly made some temptations. But these hidden temptations did not get any useful information, so, in the end, Li Ai simply gave up the temptation, and threw questions directly at Moyin Bao'er, preparing to lure her to talk to herself, and then find out the information she wanted from Moyin Bao'er's words.

She trusts what Moyin Bao'er said. Therefore, she can also be sure that the phrase "do not harm your own limits" is indeed true. However, she needs more information. And to achieve such a goal, the only breakthrough is Moyin Bao'er. If you want Moyin Bao'er to give more information willingly, the only way to make her owe a big favor is to make her owe a big favor. And now, such an opportunity has been sent to his eyes. How could she not cherish it?

"......" Faced with the innocuous question she threw over, Moyin Bao'er was silent for a while, but sighed and said without looking back, "I haven't seen you for a few days, but your words have become more." She sighed a little inexplicably, and then continued in Li Ai's shocked gaze, "It seems that you have finally figured out something and accepted the subtle changes it has brought you." ”

Hearing her words, Li Ai's eyes widened suddenly. What is this guy talking about? Don't...... Has she seen through it a long time ago? Wait, Zhang Zhou...... The guy ...... I don't think you heard it, right? There was a distance of more than ten meters between her and him, he shouldn't have heard it, right? Li Ai, who was revealed a secret by Moyin Bao'er, was a little panicked, and wanted to turn her head to look at Zhang Zhou's reaction, but she was afraid to see that he would show an expression she didn't want to see after he knew, and she was quite in a dilemma for a while.

As if sensing her overwhelm, Moyin Bao'er deliberately paused, quietly waiting for her to calm down. After a long while, I guess she was almost calm, and then she spoke, "Li Ai," she called her name, drawing her attention to herself, and then asked, "You who have accepted this change should be able to understand my feelings, right?" ”