What is darkness?

The real darkness is in the sunny daylight, but you can't see the road under your feet!

What is Axia's darkness? It was the last makeup she used to whitewash her miserable life, but it was ruthlessly torn apart by Tian Donkey. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Tian Donkey, who wanted to find out, followed Ah Xia all the way. In his imagination, Ah Xia will definitely go to the place where the lights are shining, at least to find business in the men's pile, so Tian Donkey carefully pays attention to whether Ah Xia will talk to any kind of man all the way, and he is even ready to rush up at any time and punch away the stinky guy who made Ah Xia suffer, but Ah Xia has not had contact with anyone all the way, and the place where she walked is becoming more and more remote, which makes Tian Donkey even more suspicious. Where is Ah Xia, who has exquisite makeup and high heels, going? Could it be that you are wrong? Misunderstood Ah Xia? It seems that Ah Xia's behavior is becoming more and more suspicious of Tian Donkey. Finally, a man walked towards Ah Xia, Tian Donkey suddenly felt a little excited, thinking that his judgment was not wrong after all, but he was also a little sad, that is, Ah Xia still embarked on that road after all. When Tian Donkey realized that he was both expectant and worried, his heart became more and more contradictory and complicated. But fortunately, the man didn't have anything to do with Ah Xia, he was just a person who asked for directions, and the kind-hearted Ah Xia pointed and explained to the other party for a long time before leaving, and Tian Donkey, who stopped to peek in the distance, breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.

They walked one after the other, like two walkers trekking in the scorching sun, flying sand and rocks in the desert and bitter sea, measuring their own suffering. Tian Donkey's mouth is a little dry, and the weather today is also surprisingly hot. This May was more like it was on fire, and he had to look at the city in front of him. What a strange place, the morning is like noon, the noon is like hell, not like the Grange at all, so that he is about to destroy the little good impression he first had, and the Grange in his memory seems to always be tired of seeing each other. He glanced up at the sun above him and sensed that if he continued to walk, his throat would smoke. Ah Xia is probably thirsty too, the only fair thing in this world is the weather. Thinking of this, Tian Donkey looked around, wanted to find some water to drink, and touched it from his body, and found two one-yuan coins, a little happy but also a little disappointed, because two yuan is only enough to buy a bottle of water, but in any case it is better than nothing, so he strode towards a small shop not far away.

When Tian Donkey walked out of the shop with a bottle of water in his hand, Ah Xia disappeared without a trace, and in an instant, the top of Tian Donkey's head cooled down like a basin of cold water, and he shouted in his heart again and again that he made a mistake, looking for Ah Xia's figure everywhere, but where is there still Ah Xia's shadow. He forgot that he was following Ah Xia, not accompanying her to walk, so the act of buying water just now directly led to the loss of Ah Xia. Tian Donkey scolded himself for being careless because he was confused by the heat, and on the other hand, he looked everywhere for Ah Xia, but he didn't find anything. In the end, he had to return home the same way.

It was almost evening, and Ah Xia came back, her face full of exhaustion, with a very weak expression all over her body, and it seemed that she was powerless to even speak.

"I'm back......"

For such a Ah Xia, Tian Donkey felt in her heart that she had betrayed her body again and betrayed her hope, and a wave of disgust welled up in her heart. Therefore, he did not greet him enthusiastically, but said coldly with mockery.

"Tired, aren't you?"

"A little ......"

Ah Xia didn't hear Tian Donkey's cynicism, and after speaking, she reluctantly squeezed out a smile at Tian Donkey. This made Tian Donkey even more angry, so he changed his words and said loudly.

"Ah Xia, I don't need your money! You don't have to spoil yourself."

"What did you say?"

"I'm following you today, Ah Xia, I know what you've done, you have earned so much money, you can keep it yourself, I don't need it"

Finally, Tian Donkey showed his sword of anger and stabbed Ah Xia, and the sensitive Ah Xia looked at Tian Donkey's face a little red because of excitement and anger, sad and moved. Sadly, she knew what Tian Donkey'er meant by those words, and knew that he, like all the men in this world and the bystanders who stood outside of her own life, habitually misunderstood herself. And what touches me is that it is his excitement and anger that is also warm for Axia, who is even cold in her blood and has never felt a real care from a man. However, she didn't let Tian Donkey see so much of her inner activity, but slowly got up and said.

"I'm tired today and don't want to explain, I'll talk about it tomorrow"

"No, Axia, there is no tomorrow, if you are still like that, then you can go, I don't want to see you tomorrow"

Shocked, stunned, after all, Ah Xia felt a little bit of the warmth of Tian Donkey's words, and it was instantly shattered.

"You...... What does this mean? ”

"Meaning, Axia, why are you living like that? We, we still have hands, I know that you are for me, in order to maintain our life, although our bathhouse has no business, but I still have the strength, I can go out to work hard to earn money, why do you do such a thing? I don't want you to be like that, you know? ”

Understood, Ah Xia understood Tian Donkey's hard work.

Confirm, reaffirm, this man is warm, a person who will not hurt himself and does not want to be hurt by others. What is this? Is it a great irony? Oh my God, why? Why do you suddenly make me feel the beauty of life when I give up on life! However, it's probably worth it, three armies, three armies, I want to do this for you, and besides, I'm satisfied with your words. This was Ah Xia's inner voice, but she still didn't say it, but smiled gently at Tian Donkey and said.

"No, Sanjun, you misunderstood, my money is clean, you let me rest first today, otherwise, I will be swollen, or, I will faint again, or swollen and faint, I don't know, this is all possible, so, let me rest first, I am about to lose it"

After speaking, Ah Xia leaned on the wall with one hand and walked into her room.

Tian Donkey suddenly regretted a little, regretting that he said those words to Ah Xia, because he knew that Ah Xia was innocent, she was just forced by life, before, maybe she was forced by her own life, and now, she was forced by the life of the two of them, as a person who added a burden to her life, what qualifications did he have to accuse her, he should feel sorry for her, like a brother and sister.

The next day, Tian Donkey waited in front of Ah Xia's door early, worried that if she felt unwell, she could help. Fortunately, Ah Xia was not swollen, but stood in front of Tian Donkey in good spirits.

"Are you alright? It's really okay, right? ”

"It's okay, it's you, what are you doing standing in front of my door early in the morning?"

"I'm worried about you, so ......"

"Well, I can see it, it's good, the three armies are worried about me, ah, it feels like this to be worried, it's pretty good, but, don't worry, my body's reaction this time is not bad, it looks like my physique has increased a lot, and this is actually thanks to your care."

"No, no, no, Axia, don't say those things, I shouldn't have said that to you yesterday"

"It's okay, Sanjun, I think I should tell you something"

"Well, you name it"

Ah Xia sighed and said.

"Actually, I can understand what you said yesterday, but I didn't sleep with a man to earn money, although I am also using my body to earn money now, but I am dignified and my money is clean"

What does this mean? Ah Xia, I don't seem to understand......"

"That means, I'm testing the drug."

"Test?"

"Yes"

"What test drug? Ah Xia, tell me what the hell is going on with the drug test? ”

"It's very simple, it's to use your own body to test the drug, so that you will get some income"

"I still don't understand"

"It's just taking medicine, sometimes you don't have to take medicine, and you will get injections, because some drugs need to be injected. But always take more medicine."

"However, we are good and not sick, so why should we take medicine?"

"Fool, didn't you listen carefully? I said, it's a test of medicine, because of the test of medicine, so I have to take medicine."

"But only people who are not healthy should take medicine."

"Hmph, you have to be healthy, you can only try the medicine if you are not healthy, if there is anything wrong with it, you can't test the medicine, Sanjun, there are many strange things in this world, you just don't know, in short, I try medicine to make money"

Ah Xia told Tian Donkey that she had been testing the medicine, and since the time he met, she was weak and fainted and had edema, all because of the drug test, and those were also side effects of the drug test.

Ah Xia's words shocked Tian Donkey, he had never heard of the so-called test medicine, and he didn't expect Ah Xia to live such a life.

"And what about your body? Will the test be bad for your body? ”

"I don't know, it's up to luck"

"But is it safe to test the drug?"

"Safety, don't you think I'm fine? There are no missing arms or legs."

"But in case ......"

"In the world, how can there be so many accidents, but if there are really just in case, it means that my body can't resist the drug, and it is also my body's punishment for me. That's my life, too, and I accept it. ”

"Then why did you hide it from me before?"

"Before, I thought it was my secret, so I hid it from you, and I was afraid that you would look down on me, afraid that you would misunderstand me like before, but now, I don't think there is any need to hide it anymore, after all, when I tested the medicine, I was a person, not a woman who was abused by men."

At this moment, Tian Donkey didn't know what else he could say. Console? Sympathize? But such An Xia doesn't look miserable at all, and she doesn't need any comfort and sympathy, as she said, she is a dignified person, a brave and independent person. Therefore, Tian Donkey couldn't say anything after all.

That day, it was also a big day, when Ah Xia told herself everything, Tian Donkey'er's world turned dark, and they encountered a solar eclipse. Tian Donkey doesn't know astronomy, so he doesn't know what a solar eclipse is, he only knows that they can't see anything during the day.