Chapter Eighty-Three: Poisoning

That night, when the moon was on the willows, Baozhu suddenly remembered something, so he asked Zhao Mengniang: "What did you say I didn't know that day?" But now you want to tell me? ”

Zhao Mengniang's expression was evasive: "Is there such a thing?" I forgot. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Baozhu said: "It seems that you have also changed your mind and do not plan to tell each other." ”

Zhao Mengniang sighed: "I don't know if I should tell you or not?" Especially at this time, with your current mood to listen to my words, can you bear it? ”

Baozhu smiled, "You better tell me." If there's anything bad, I can't care about being sad now. ”

Zhao Mengniang glanced at her, and there seemed to be some pity in that look: "Do you know how you died?" ”

Baozhu's heart jumped: "Didn't I die of illness?" ”

Zhao Mengniang said: "You were drugged to death." ”

Baozhu was taken aback, and countless thoughts passed through his heart, but they were all rejected by himself one by one, unwilling to trust his own judgment.

"How do you know?"

"Do you know Huang Jing?"

"That's the doctor who asked for my pulse."

Zhao Mengniang said: "He is also a guest in my floating dream building. Last year, I drank too much wine in my building, and I said a lot of drunken things. At that time, it was Hua Caiyun who received him. ”

Baozhu hurriedly said: "What did he say?" ”

"He said that the eldest princess had one more thing in her medicine, which is why she died so quickly."

Baozhu's heart was beating violently, hot and cold, alternating between hot and cold, and his brain gradually became chaotic, unable to think. I don't know how much time has passed before Lingtai repeats Qingming, but her voice finally has an unconscious depression: "Who are you talking about?" ”

"He didn't say it, but I can guess, don't you think of it?"

Baozhu tried to stand up, but found that she had no strength at all, as if a stone was pressing heavily on her body, so that she could not move a bit, and her voice was low, as if it had come from a very distant place, but it was shattered in her ears.

"He's talking nonsense, it's just drunken talk. I have always been in poor health, suffering from cold, and yin and yang deficiency, because I always love to think crankily, so my heart is haggard, and the medicine is reckless. My body, I know best. How could it be poisoned? You say, right. ”

When he said the last sentence, Baozhu's face turned to Zhao Mengniang. In the midst of the misery, a pair of dark eyes were deep as if they were about to drip water.

Zhao Mengniang couldn't bear to see her like this, but she couldn't see her deceiving herself. She cooled down and said, "If you have to deceive yourself, I can't." ”

"Then why did he do this?" The voice of the orb suddenly became poignant, like a distant echo in a deep valley, although it was poignant but not high, it was just the struggle of a dying man.

Zhao Mengniang knew that she shouldn't be stimulated at the moment, but she hoped that she could recognize the reality, and there were some things she wanted to say to her a long time ago. If I had said it earlier, maybe there would have been no later. Therefore, he said heedlessly: "Why is this so, don't you know?" You're in his way. He is the supreme Son of Heaven, but you have restrained him everywhere. How can he tolerate you? I told you a long time ago that if you want to realize your ideals, you should firmly hold power in your hands, and if you don't want to seize power, you should give up your ideals, but you are too greedy to give up your political ideals and you can't let go of your affection for helping others in times of need. So you've failed. And lost his life! Have you forgotten that you once told me that he is a suspicious and power-hungry man, and that such a person is inclined to expand the power of the cabinet and want to compete with the Son of Heaven, so as to restrain the Son of Heaven? What is the Son of Heaven? The Son of Heaven is the Son of Heaven, and he wants to hold it in the hands of the people in the world of Kyushu, how can he bear to have someone share power with him. You also want to build a college, so that all the people of the world can have books to read, and know things and etiquette. However, if everyone is sensible, can the Son of Heaven still fool the people? Can the people obey the orders of the Son of Heaven? What the Son of Heaven needs is a foolish people, and only with the foolish people can he have a Son of Heaven. You know it, but you still have to risk the world's condemnation. What exactly are you trying to do? ”

"What am I trying to do?" Baozhu muttered, "I hope that the country is rich and the people are strong and live and work in peace and contentment, and I hope that when the officials do evil, the people will not be harmed because of ignorance." You see, every natural disaster has man-made disasters, corrupt officials and corrupt officials are everywhere, but the people of Qianshou are muddy, and they have no way to complain if they are killed, although part of the reason is because the officials are poisonous, but they can be found because the people are ignorant and do not know the rule of law and do not know how to protect their own interests. Those officials also relied on the chaos of the people, so they dared to deceive the superiors and the subordinates, and were lawless. The power of my cabinet is to divide the power of the emperor, because from ancient times to the present, there have been too many things that have harmed the world by a faint king. A monarch rules the world, which is too dangerous for the world. Throughout the ages, there have been a few Holy Lord Mingjun, but it is very common for faint monarchs. Only by decentralizing power and allowing everyone in power to have constraints can their actions be constrained. Am I wrong to think so? I know that he is a person who is greedy for power, so I don't fight for power with him, I just want to implement my ideas, as long as the system is formed, and it is a good system, and it is inherited, one day, this world will become a different world. By the end, the orb had tears in her eyes, "But now it seems that my thoughts are nothing more than a dream." He can't tolerate it after all! Not only does he not tolerate my political ideals, but he also can't tolerate me! ”

She had never been so sad, she knew that he had always opposed her political opinions, so after her death, he liquidated the people he had used, although she was in pain, but she could bear it, she wanted to blindfold herself and cover her ears to escape the world, she told herself that that was the life she wanted. That's exactly the life I want. When the ambitions in the heart cannot be displayed, and there is no way out, I just want to covet my personal happiness for a while. But Jing Yuan was killed because of her own inaction, and she was in pain, and she knew that retreat and forbearance were not enough to keep her peace. People are people in the environment, many times there is no choice, there is no way to retreat, you take a step back, the enemy will go further, when there is no way to retreat, only broken bones. She thought that the pain had reached the extreme, but she didn't want to have pain on top of the pain, and today she was in pain when she heard the truth about her death.

She didn't know how much a person's heart could hurt, but at this moment, she felt that life was worse than death. If her resurrection was just to hear such a truth, just to know that half of her life in her previous life became a sigh at the end, she would rather not come back to life. She can be killed by anyone, but not by him! But only he would kill her! There is no hate without love, and the deeper the love, the more hate you get. She had never understood a word like this for a moment.

Thinking like this, her body seemed to be grilling on a raging charcoal fire, and it was as if she was tumbling in the abyss, and she felt as if she had turned into ashes. But she was still unwilling after all: "What about that Huang Jing?" ”