"Dead, I was looking for a chance to deal with him, but I didn't expect to hear the news that he fell into a well while drunk. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info Such a big person actually fell to death so casually, do you believe it? In my opinion, most of them are murders. ”

Baozhu was stunned: "It's dead." "That's death without proof.

She stood up and began to walk out. was grabbed by Zhao Mengniang from behind: "What are you going to do?" ”

Baozhu's expression was as dazed as that of an ignorant child: "I'm going to ask him." ”

"Ask whom?"

Baozhu said: "I don't believe it's him, I'll ask him." ”

Zhao Mengniang was anxious: "How do you ask him?" You won't see him at all! You're Feng Baozhu now! ”

Baozhu's body was shocked, and his eyes gradually became clearer: "You are right, I am Feng Baozhu now." She walked in again, still sitting in the same chair, her body stiff, but she stopped talking for a long time, like a clay sculpture, without the slightest anger.

Zhao Mengniang called her several times, but ignored her.

Zhao Mengniang sighed leisurely: "You think about it quietly first, I'll go out first." She still ignored it. Zhao Mengniang glanced at her and left helplessly.

There are some things that she can only figure out by herself. What a smart person she is, what doesn't she understand? I remember that I didn't understand a lot about the people in the Central Plains before, but she told her, analyzed and listened to herself, and it was not an exaggeration to say that she was her own teacher. It's just that the smarter people get into a dead end, the harder it is to dissuade them. I just hope that she can break through the obstacles!

It's just that the next day, Zhao Mengniang pushed open the door, but Baozhu was still sitting on the original chair, this night, she didn't sleep peacefully, just sat still, and kept watch until dawn.

Zhao Mengniang was worried and annoyed, and shook her shoulder: "What are you doing?" Do you want to die? I never knew that the eldest princess I knew was so weak! ”

Baozhu said: "You forget, I am no longer here. ”

Zhao Mengniang said: "You are indeed not, look at what you are doing now, it's stupid." The eldest princess I know would never be so decadent! You have forgotten what you told me that there is nothing to fear in this world, nothing but death. But what you're doing now is going back on your word. ”

Baozhu said: "That's because I forgot to tell you another sentence, sometimes, death is the easiest thing." ”

Zhao Mengniang sneered: "I almost forgot, your mouth has always been able to speak well, I naturally can't talk about you!" Since you still have the strength to be poor, don't pretend to be dead and live! ”

Baozhu grinned and smiled slightly, but this smile was more ugly than crying, which made her originally beautiful and gentle face a little hideous.

Zhao Mengniang pulled her: "You get up now, sleep well, wake up, nothing can be solved!" ”

Baozhu was dragged up by her, but her legs were numb, she couldn't stand steadily, and she fell to the ground all of a sudden, she raised her head and showed a pitiful smile: "My legs are numb." ”

For a long time, Baozhu was not in a good mood, but it was not as scary as that day. She seemed to be back to normal, but only she knew that something had quietly shattered in her heart. It was a past she had never dared to face.

The warm marshmallow-like things that had remained in her memory for a long time gradually drifted away, and there was no trace of them.

Sometimes she even thinks that human life seems to be short, but it is long, long enough to see through the selfishness and indifference of human nature. If a person only lives to the best part of his life and ends abruptly, it will be a perfect ending.

In the past, she despised those who were sad at every turn, and in her opinion, sadness was more difficult than useless, just a manifestation of cowardice. And now, she herself is the same. She knew that she should stop thinking about the things that could tear people's hearts apart, and when the pain could not be removed, she could only choose to escape and forget.

She had to do something to cover the pain. Tightly covered, never to be seen again.

She began to drink wine, which she had never drunk before. But borrowing wine to drown her sorrows is even more sorrowful, and sometimes she will unconsciously shed tears while drinking.

The good songs and dances of the floating dream building can only entertain people's eyes, but the frozen heart can't penetrate at all.

Sometimes she would keep looking at those young and beautiful people, thinking about what kind of bitterness would be behind the bright smiles on their faces?

Everyone has helplessness and pain in their hearts, and she is not the only one. When you think about it, it's not surprising that you're suffering. It's just that when you lie in bed and sleep, those pains will still come back densely, and you can't sleep.

It was easy to close his eyes, but he either dreamed of Jing Yuan's bloody face or Liu Yuanzhao's indifferent face and cruel smile. and the pain that she once thought had been deeply sealed in the depths of her memory, also fell into dreams.

Someone else's sleep is peaceful and sweet, only hers is chaotic.

As a human being in two lives, her soul remains the same, it turned out to be a punishment from God, but it was never a gift.

She remembered that she had seen others believing in gods and Buddhas, and she was very impatient. How can people who don't even cultivate in this life want to cultivate in the next life? So now the gods and Buddhas have come to punish her.

Mama Lin also found that Baozhu was becoming more and more haggard and emaciated, thinking that she was the death of her injured brother, and persuaded her several times, but it was useless.

Baozhu's heart was like ashes, and her voice grew more and more indifferent. But her mind was getting clearer.

She calmly explained things, calculated the gains and losses, told how to do it, and what kind of effect would be achieved?

Her plan becomes more elaborate and vicious in her grief.

Mama Lin and Zhao Mengniang couldn't help but ask every time they listened to her words: "In this way, will it be inappropriate, will it be urgent, will the dog jump off the wall in a hurry?" ”

Baozhu said: "So what? ”

Many things, she doesn't care anymore.

And while some things were going on, Baozhu moved with Mama Lin.

The new residence is Lianpeng Street, which was quietly bought two years ago, but it fell under Lu Zigong's name.

In addition, there are some ready-to-wear shops and calligraphy and painting shops opened in the name of Lu Zigong on Lianpeng Street.

This Lianpeng Street is not far from Tonghua Lane, and when she wants to move here, Mama Lin is still a little worried. Zhao Mengniang also advised her to live in Fumenglou for the time being to be safe, but Baozhu had her own ideas. She didn't plan to hide it forever anyway.

Her grievances and grievances with the Feng family always have to be settled, and the show has just begun, so why does she have to watch it nearby?