Chapter 148: Try Love

"I do. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 The three words "info" suddenly spit out from her mouth, making Zhang Zhou, who thought that he had no chance, and even the hope that rose again in his eyes was dimmed. He never thought that he would hear such words when he thought that he had no possibility of getting what he wanted, and was about to choose to give up.

He stared blankly at Li Ai in front of him, staring at her face that was still stained with tears, and there was a dream-like emotion in his eyes, fragile, hopeful, and a little inexplicably timid. After staring at it for a long time, he finally came back to his senses. The next moment, a bright glow ignited on his face, which had been filled with decadence. But under this brilliance, there is still a lingering uneasiness and apprehension with doubts.

"Really?" His lips trembled, and he asked in a subconscious whisper. He didn't know why she was crying at that time, he didn't know why she was silent for so long, and he didn't know what kind of follow-up content followed the word 'if' she said not long ago. These puzzled him, but none of them mattered at this time. In his mind, all that mattered was her reply.

"Hmm." Looking at the uneasy emotions fluctuating in Zhang Zhou's eyes in front of him, after saying those three words impulsively, Li Ai, who was a little sober, subconsciously pursed his lips. Coming to her senses, she wanted to deny what she had said and bring everything back to its original track. However, looking at the look of hope in the eyes of the person in front of her, she opened her mouth several times in a row, but she couldn't say anything negative words. In the end, she silently lowered her head and answered in a low voice.

And it was this low response that was so weak that it was almost inaudible, but it made Zhang Zhou, who was waiting with bated breath, ecstatic. All the apprehension in his eyes faded in an instant, replaced by endless joy. He stretched out his hand uncontrollably, grabbed Li Ai's palm hanging down on the quilt, clenched it tightly, looked afraid of losing, and whispered incoherently to Li Ai, "Great, great, Li Ai...... Turns out I didn't miss ......"

The ups and downs, the ups and downs made his original calm and calm was torn apart in an instant, and the emotions that were originally under his control burst instantly...... Only then did he realize that he cared about her to this extent.

Li Ai, who was grabbed by his palm and lowered her head, trembled and subconsciously wanted to pull it out, but when she wanted to put this idea into action, the strength of his grip on her palm made her hesitate a little. And this hesitation made her bite her lower lip in a tangled way, hesitate and struggle for a while, but in the end, she was silent, letting him grab her palm.

He wanted to be with him, and he agreed to be with him. Well, so be it. She thought like this in her heart, but there was an imperceptible satisfaction in the depths of her eyes. And this satisfaction was instantly hidden in the deep worry. She originally chose a different path, but she couldn't help but step into this path under the impulse.

She accepted his confession and became his lover. Since then, she has transcended the identity of companions and friends, and has obtained the ending she was looking forward to. However, that problem was not solved. The choice that had been made was nullified by the impulse of the moment, and now, it was time to choose. What to do?

Now that she has reached this path, does she want to make mistakes and hide the truth from now on, walking on thin ice on the abyss? She thought silently, her eyes struggling with mixed emotions, and finally she quietly clenched her fists.

"Zhang Zhou," she lowered her head, suddenly raised her eyes, and stared fixedly at Zhang Zhou, who was delighted in front of her. Hearing her call her name, Zhang Zhou subconsciously froze, and the words in his mouth stopped abruptly.

He could hear the solemnity in her tone, so he quietly restrained his look of joy and stared at her eyes with some uneasiness. He had a sudden premonition that what she was going to say next was important to him. He took her hand and stared at her eyes, which had once been gloomy and lifeless, and then gradually became deep and agile, from a distance of less than thirty centimeters, waiting for her next words.

His gaze was sincere and intense, and after staring at him for a while, Li Ai looked away a little uncomfortably, and then whispered, "I promise to date you and become a couple with you." At this point, she paused, then continued, "However, I have one condition, this time the couple...... We only made it to the day of Christmas. Her head, still low, was tilted to the side, and her eyes, which were covered by bangs, fluctuated with inexplicable emotions. It's not real, but it's inexplicably distressing.

"......" Zhang Zhou didn't respond, just looked at Li Ai with a smile on his face. The smile on his face when he heard the first half of her sentence became extremely stiff under the blow of the second half of the sentence, and all the thoughts in his mind became a mess. He didn't understand, obviously she had already agreed, why did she end up with such a play? After a long while, he reacted, and asked the person in front of him with difficulty, "Why?" ”

"Why?" He asked one after another, looking like he had lost his bearings. "Why come up with such conditions? Are you afraid of me......" His words suddenly stopped, but he was blocked back by the fingers of the person in front of him who stretched out and pressed on his lips.

Feeling the temperature from the finger she pressed on his lips, Zhang Zhou's eyes widened in some shock, and he looked at the person in front of him who turned his head blankly, but forgot to say for a while. And all the anger and indignation in his heart were dissipated invisibly in the gentleness and intimacy she suddenly displayed.

"It's a trial of love. Zhang Zhou. In a daze, in a daze, he heard her words, which made his somewhat fluttering thoughts regroup, and he listened quietly to her words.

shiai? What shiai? He was a little confused, but for a moment he couldn't figure out what she was talking about. However, he didn't ask frizzily, just felt the temperature of her fingertips, and quietly waited for his next step.

"I'll admit, I like you." The person in front of him took a deep breath and said these seven words. And Zhang Zhou, who was pressed against her lips, quickly had a little more satisfied smile in his eyes after hearing these seven words.

He stared at her silently, silently reciting the same words in his heart. But he didn't speak, and said those four words, but he was reluctant to show the intimacy of the fingers she pressed between his lips.

"But, Zhang Zhou," the blush on her face that had risen from the initiative to confess her heart slowly disappeared, and then replaced it with a faint worry. "Can we really be a couple? Or are we really able to adapt to being a couple? ”

"Shall we fit?" She whispered, her brows furrowed, as if she didn't get an answer. Zhang Zhou, who was holding his lips, heard her words, but he was a little anxious. He tilted his head back slightly, freed from the shackles of her fingers, and then said with some urgency, "How can it not be suitable, you like me, I like you, we are in love......"

"You didn't understand what I meant." Li Ai shook her head, reached out to hold his face, and then continued to speak in his puzzled gaze, "What I said is suitable, it's just ......" Speaking of this, she paused, but lowered her eyes slightly, and withdrew the hand that held his face, "Forget it." You can't understand any explanation you can't understand, so just be straightforward. ”

The indulgent warmth on her cheeks was instantly withdrawn, and then she heard her words that were ready to go straight to the point, which made Zhang Zhou's spirit lift, and he looked at her fixedly, waiting for her to follow.

"You're going to test you with me." She said this, with a wicked smile on her face, "The time is from today to Christmas. In the past few days, if you have performed to my satisfaction, then I can consider continuing to be a couple with you, otherwise......" She smiled evilly, but did not continue.

Zhang Zhou twitched the corners of his mouth and lowered his head silently, looking very helpless. But the palm that grabbed Li Ai was a little harder. "Don't worry, I'll make you satisfied." The corners of his mouth hooked up with a smile on his head, so warm, but full of firmness. It wasn't until this time that he realized that what she had just said was the word "love".

He didn't see it when he buried his head, and the moment he lowered his head, there was a little more pain in the eyes of the person in front of him, and the bad smile on his face was a little more reluctant. He only thought that the reason why she didn't say the last half of the sentence was just a naughty desire to sell an unnecessary pass, and how could he have known that the reason why she stopped there was a subconscious desire to avoid that ominous result.

She made up her mind to give the truth after Christmas, telling him what she had lied. Tell him that all her relationships with him now are based on her lies. Tell him she cheated on him, once, twice, three times...... It took time and time again to deceive in exchange for the identity of a companion. She didn't know if he would treat her as gently as he did now when he knew all this. But she knows that she is not willing to hide the truth and embrace love built on lies and concealment.

Lies and deception have haunted her for too long. She was already tired. Besides, how could she be willing to deceive him? She lowered her eyes slightly, looking at the hand he was holding her palm, and a trace of sadness and satisfaction quietly flashed in her eyes.

In fact, the so-called suitability and the so-called test are just her excuses. The reason why she proposed to try love, the reason why she limited Christmas, all of this is just to leave herself a good enough memory.

If, if he rejected her after knowing the truth, alienated her. Then at least, she still has the happiness stolen in such a few days to reminisce......