CHAPTER XLIV

She squatted on the edge of the lake, her arms folded on her knees, her chin resting on her knees, and she watched her toes silently. In the eyes of the people on the side, it is like a migratory bird that has been injured, unable to find a place to perch, and unable to return to the sky, so it can only curl up helplessly, trying to minimize its sense of existence. It's distressing to watch!

Si Yu stood up suddenly, crying into the distance: "Mom...... Mom...... You tell Yu'er, what should Yu'er do? Why? Why?" After a pause, he muttered to himself: "Why? Why did I do this to me?" as if asking my mother in heaven, and as if asking myself again!

She was silent for a moment and then squatted on the ground, as if those hysterical cries just now had drained all her strength!

A pair of leather shoes appeared in front of him, Si Yu slowly raised his head to find the source of the leather shoes, and what came into his eyes was a warm face, which looked a little cold in the dark.

Liu Zijing sat beside her, his voice warm and ethereal: "Yu'er, do you need me to borrow your shoulder to use it?"

When Si Yu heard this, her tears couldn't stop flowing down, and she nodded vigorously. Lying on Liu Zijing's shoulder and crying, it seemed that she wanted to shed all the tears of this life, so that she would have no tears to shed for the rest of her life, and it seemed that she was finding an outlet for all the tears she had endured since she was a child, and finally she could vent freely without scruples......

After a long time, Xu was tired of crying, she slowly raised her head, still looking into the distance.

Liu Zijing also looked into the distance with her: "Do you want to tell me what happened?"

Si Yu laughed mockingly, what could she say? Can she say that Yin Rou gave her *** in order to send herself to his bed? The most ironic thing is that she went to someone else's bed? But all this seems to have nothing to do with the man in front of her, but she can't get rid of the slightest inexplicable bond. She looked into the distance and said lightly, "Didn't you say you went to the United States today?"

"I have changed my appointment for the time being, I will leave tomorrow, I have time tonight, I want to come and see you!" Liu Zijing did not tell Si Yu, because he wanted to meet her before leaving, so he changed his itinerary. He didn't tell Si Yu either, he followed her all the time when she came out of the hospital. His heart hurt when he watched her curl up her thin body, and his heart hurt even more when he saw her crying helplessly to her mother, and he even wanted to warm her with his own arms! He couldn't say it, he was afraid that he would frighten this frightened little girl!

"How do you know I'm here?" Si Yu didn't know what to tell him!

Liu Zijing's voice was as warm as ever: "I came to see you, I didn't expect to meet you while walking!"

Si Yu turned his head to look at Liu Zijing and smiled slightly: "Why do you want to come to see me?"

Liu Zijing's eyes had a complicated light fleeting, and he shrugged his shoulders: "Because Uncle feels that there is a girl here who needs my shoulder!" Can he say that it was because he fell in love with her at first sight?

The curvature of Si Yu's mouth increased, and the little white teeth leaked out: "Thank you for Uncle's shoulder!" No matter what the reason is, she is grateful to him at the moment! Some people will be involved in inexplicable involvement for no reason. For example, Liu Zijing, how did he know that Yin Rou would drug himself because of him? But even if he didn't know, he was already innocently involved, how pitiful? Another example is Si Yu herself, she didn't know what kind of entanglement her parents had, but she was innocently trapped in it and couldn't save herself......

"In my lifetime, I met on a narrow road, and I couldn't be spared, and the palms of my hands suddenly grew entangled curves......" Si Yu glanced at his phone, then hung up and turned it off. She doesn't know how to face Jiang Zhe yet!

Liu Zijing watched her refuse to answer the call called Ah Zhe, and looked at Si Yu meaninglessly. Yesterday was fine, why did you refuse to answer the phone today? This little girl's mind is really hard to understand, but there is a little joy in her heart!

"Shall I send you back?" Liu Zijing said thoughtfully!

"Okay!" Si Yu nodded.

The two separated at the entrance of the hospital, and Liu Zijing instructed again: "Yu'er, no matter what happens, you can call me!"

Si Yu nodded: "Okay!"

Back in the ward, Si Yu saw Jiang Zhe sitting in front of the hospital bed peeling apples for his grandmother.

Seeing Si Yu coming back, he handed the peeled apple to the old lady: "Yu'er, where have you been?"

"Go out for a walk!" Si Yu's tone was light, and she couldn't say anything in front of her grandmother! After a pause, she said: "It's too late, you should go back, the hospital will do rounds in a while!"

"Yu'er ......"

"I'll send you!" Jiang Zhe was about to say something, but was interrupted by Si Yu!

Entrance to the hospital

Jiang Zhe grabbed Si Yu's hand: "Yu'er, I will marry you, you know, I really like you!"

Si Yu sneered and withdrew her hand, of course she knew that he liked herself, otherwise she couldn't wait to take away her innocence. But that's just liking, it's liking the opposite sex, that's not love, she still understands this truth: "If I say, just when nothing happened between us, can you do it?"

Jiang Zhe was silent for a moment: "Yu'er, I know you like me too!"

Si Yu sneered, and his tone was cold: "I never said that I liked you, did I do something bad to give you such an illusion?" I admit that I couldn't see my feelings for you clearly before, but I understand that the feelings I don't understand are definitely not likes. He took a deep breath and continued: "We grew up together, and we have had too many days together, so I cherish you, but I don't like it, it's more like a relative." I know I can't blame you for that night, so I really don't know how to deal with you now! I would be grateful if you could act as if nothing had happened!"

Si Yu originally thought that she should calm down for a while and talk to him again, but now she feels that the emotional matter can't wait, otherwise it will be smoother. If she had rejected it completely when he confessed to herself, it might not have made him think she liked him!

Hearing this, Jiang Zhe's body stiffened, he couldn't accept Si Yu saying that he didn't like him, how could this be? He always felt that except for his own background, he couldn't change it, and as long as he worked hard, he could get everything else. Don't you like him? He just wants to make her like himself, and he wants to marry her: "I'll calm you down, but I'm not going to marry you as if nothing happened!"