CHAPTER XLII

Si Yu was tired and laughed at himself.

It seems that everyone informs her like this, but has anyone ever asked her how she feels? She was told that she had no mother and that she was powerless to change when she was born; in her first year of high school, she was informed by the poverty she lived in, and she needed to earn her own tuition; she tried to struggle in the whirlpool of fate, she mustered up the courage to go to her father, but she was told by her father's indifferent eyes, and his father did not want to see her...... She couldn't remember many of these notices, and she accepted them all resignedly, and then perfected them one by one. Now that he has been informed by Jiang Zhe that he wants to marry her, his tone is resolute, as if there is no room for maneuver. She laughed at herself for living too lowly, humbled to the dust, and she didn't want to be so humble anymore. She laughed even more at those who gave her notice, why did they think that she would always be submissive?

When she returned to the ward, she still smiled lightly: "Grandma, go to bed early!" She now feels that she is a master of hiding her emotions......

Another week passed in a blink of an eye, and it was already mid-July, and the weather was hot and boring. But on this day, Si Yu was in a very good mood, because her grandmother could finally be discharged from the hospital.

In the morning, Jiang Zhe, who hadn't appeared for a week, also came to the hospital, Si Yu was not surprised to see Jiang Zhe, she knew that Jiang Zhe was a stubborn person, and what he needed was time!

Jiang Zhe naturally took the suitcase of the big bag in Si Yu's hand: "Let's go!

Si was silent, and helped his grandmother to follow him!

When he arrived at Fengcheng's hometown, Si Yu cleaned up the dust that had accumulated at home for more than a month with a happy mood, but he didn't feel tired at all.

"Yu'er!" a hearty and crisp female voice remembered, and Si Yu knew who it was without looking back. Si Yu, who was cleaning the glass, jumped off the windowsill with a smile, hugged Ye Lin around, and looked up and down: "Why are you here?"

Ye Lin pouted: "I went to my grandmother's house for the summer vacation, two days ago I heard Jiang Zhe say that my grandmother was hospitalized, and I was thinking of going to the hospital to my grandmother, no, you will come back!"

Siyu Layelin sat on the bed: "Isn't this already in the past?" and blinked strangely, coaxing: "But, I just miss you!"

Ye Lin didn't eat her set, and continued to be dissatisfied: "Hmph! Do you still know that you miss me? You didn't tell me about such a big thing, and the ghost believed that you missed me." ”

They both grew up together in Shanshui Town, Fengcheng, and although they are now studying at different universities, their affection has never changed. I used to study together, but I didn't think there was anything, and being together all day long was just frolicking. But when I went to college, everything was unfamiliar, and the old days when I was carefree together in my childhood became more and more precious!

Si Yufu said softly: "Ye Da Beauty, can't I be wrong?"

Ye Lin snorted and laughed, picked up the rag and began to clean up the housework with Si Yu!

Ye Lin's arrival added a few points to the joy in Si Yu's heart.

Si Yu felt that he hadn't smiled so happily for a long time! After cleaning up the room, the sisters went to the vegetable market with their arms and laughed to buy some ingredients and fried a few side dishes for their grandmother. At the dinner table, Si Yu, Grandma, Ye Lin and Jiang Zhe sat around the table. Si Yu didn't complain like before in the face of Jiang Zhe, and there was no embarrassment, she had already expressed her attitude, all he needed now was time.

My grandmother injured her facial nerves due to surgery, and she was slightly paralyzed, and she occasionally leaked when she ate and drank. Si Yu looked at the soup on the corner of her grandmother's mouth, and patiently helped her grandmother take care of it: "Grandma, it will be fine in a few months! Don't worry! Let's take our time!"

The old lady smiled kindly: "Grandma is not in a hurry!"

Seeing that her grandmother could accompany her again as before, Si Yu had tears in her eyes, but she was happy! She thanked her grandmother for being with her, and for the first time thanked fate for not taking away her only grandmother.

After sending Ye Lin and Jiang Zhe away, and settling down with grandma, it was almost ten o'clock! Si Yu was lying on the bed and was just about to rest, when she received Liu Zijing's first text message: "Yu'er, have you slept? I don't know if it disturbed your rest!"

Si Yu held the phone and was silent for a moment, then replied, "Just about to rest!" She felt that she had no reason to turn a blind eye to Liu Zijing, after all, he had the same innocence as herself, didn't he?

"Yu'er, are you okay, has your grandmother been discharged from the hospital?"

"Grandma has been discharged from the hospital, and I am fine, thank you!" This thank you is from the heart, thank you for his shoulder, thank you for his greetings......

The man who was on the West Coast of the United States at that time, eating breakfast and looking at the text on his mobile phone, 'Everything is fine', he had the urge to fly back desperately, and shook his head helplessly: "Take care of yourself, good night!"

"Good night!"

In the quiet days, time always flies, and my grandmother gradually improves. Jiang Zhe still comes to see Siyu occasionally, but he comes silently and leaves silently. Liu Zijing will also send a message of greetings! It is also a few words, and Si Yu will also reply!

One day, Si Yu leaned on the side of the bed and read a book, and suddenly felt a tumbling stomach and sour and uncomfortable. After retching for a while, her mind was a little dazed, and she remembered that night, they didn't do anything, and they didn't take any medicine after that. Si Yu also thought about taking medicine, but there were too many things at that time, and she luckily thought that she would not get pregnant!

I got up and went out, took a half-hour bus ride, and bought test strips in Fengcheng City.

The people in Shanshui Town are basically old neighbors who have lived for several lifetimes, and they are all acquaintances. Considering that he was still a student, he could only secretly run to Fengcheng. This back and forth for more than an hour, her heart has been lifted, and she doesn't even dare to think about what to do if she gets pregnant?

When she returned home listlessly, she ran to the bathroom, and when she looked at the two bars that gradually became clear, it was like a heavy hammer slammed into her head. Her eyes were unfocused and she froze in place, her brain was blank, and she couldn't come back to her senses for a long time!

Her dark eyes were full of tears, big tears overflowed, what should she do? How should she face this child? No, she can't keep this child, school will start in less than half a month, she can't be so irresponsible to bring a little life into this world, she can't let her fate repeat itself in her own child. Si Yu squatted in the bathroom, covering his lips with his hands, sobbing silently......

"Yu'er, what are you doing? You haven't come out for so long?" the old lady knocked on the door and asked softly!

Si Yu hurriedly wiped a handful of tears and sorted out his emotions: "Grandma, I'm a little upset, I'll go out immediately!"