Chapter 70: A Game of Love
The night gradually receded, and the dawn came, and the color of the eastern sky that had been rendered by the heavy ink of the night gradually faded, while the western sky was still shrouded in night. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Knock-knock.
There was a sound of a gentle knock on the door outside the house, Lin Zihan slowly opened his eyes, the woman in his arms moved uncomfortably, Lin Zihan turned his head to look at the sleeping Zijin in his arms, his eyes were soft and full of doting, he stretched out his slender fingers and rubbed lightly on her cheeks. Zijin pillowed Lin Zihan's shoulder, Xu was disturbed by his movements, she pouted and frowned tightly, reached out to knock Lin Zihan's hand away, and then moved and turned over to leave Lin Zihan's shoulder and continue to fall asleep.
Lin Zihan couldn't help but smile low when he looked at Zijin, sat up and glanced at Zijin.
Pink Yi knelt on the side of the door and whispered, "Lin Shizi, Princess Chang Ji has been waiting for a long time. ”
The door of the house was pushed open, and the person who pushed the door was Lin Zihan, he looked up and saw Princess Chang Ji in a gorgeous dress standing in the courtyard and smiling at him, Lin Zihan's eyes were dyed with a touch of sadness, step by step, slowly walked down the steps and walked in front of Princess Chang Ji.
"Brother, are you sincere? Sincere to Princess Chang Ji. ”
He looked at those clear eyes and silently muttered. He didn't dare to say he liked it, because he had a weak heart. These days he has deceived himself over and over again, blinding his heart with lies.
"I-can't-do-, sincerely."
The first time he saw Princess Chang Ji, it was a beautiful autumn day, the mountains were like rain, and he stood in front of a lonely grave.
Yes, it is a lonely grave, and the tombstone is engraved with the tomb of Su He, the daughter of the Su family.
The scenery in the mountains is good, the scenery of the four seasons is different, the white flag is swept by the autumn wind, the spices in the incense burner in front of the tombstone are burning little by little, turning into smoke in the air, turning into sad butterflies, flying over the sea of flowers, flying to the ends of the earth among the grass.
The young man in green clothes stood alone in front of the grave, staring at the tombstone in a daze.
Half an hour, an hour, two hours......
He was like a tree, without injury or pain, without joy or sorrow, just standing motionless.
One to one lonely grave.
Whether it's saying he's thinking about it, or saying he's repenting, it's just that he wants to feel better. Su He's death is no better than Zijin in his heart, and even he stubbornly believes that the fault lies with him, and he is the culprit.
He found her favorite picture scroll in front of her from Su He's maidservant, and the cold and handsome man in the picture scroll was writing something on the desk, and a line of graceful italics next to the man's portrait wrote her affection.
The mountains have trees and branches, and it is difficult to know the joy of the heart.
Before her death, she was always looking for him in the sea of people, following his footsteps, stupid and stupid. Like the birds in the sky trying to fly in the nine heavens, chasing the radiant sun, even if the closer it is, the more dangerous it becomes, even if his light burns her eyes, and his temperature burns her wings, but she still stupidly hopes that one day she can get close to him, even if she is burned by the fire and turned to ashes.
But if she knew that her obsession had finally become a shackle, firmly binding her beloved man, and falling into the quagmire of self-blame. How could she bear it?
Perhaps it was because he couldn't bear it that he met her, hoping that she could save the lonely boy who stood in front of the grave and lost his soul.
Lin Zihan took a deep breath, but heard the sound of a tree branch breaking and the woman's scream from the left, and he suddenly flew over there with a light skill in his heart, reaching out to catch the woman who fell from the tree.
The leaves fell one after another, falling on the grass, falling on the clothes and black hair, the woman tightly wrapped her arms around Lin Zihan's neck, slowly raised her head and looked at Lin Zihan and shook, her panicked expression couldn't help but make Lin Zihan stunned, at that moment he seemed to see Zijin who had just woken up three years ago, and he was as frightened and uneasy as her.
"This son, how long do you want to hold me, let me down."
When the woman's voice came, Lin Zihan immediately let go, and the woman fell to the ground all of a sudden.
"Oops!" The woman grabbed the grass on the ground with her hand and threw it at Lin Zihan, raised her head to look at Lin Zihan and said, "Did you mean it?" You just caused me to fall from a tree, and now you deliberately fell to the ground, you did it on purpose. After speaking, the woman lowered her head to herself, picked up all kinds of things that could smash Lin Zihan from the ground, and threw them at him.
Lin Zihan watched her throw the clods of soil and sand on the ground onto her clothes, squatted down and grabbed the woman's wrist to stop her movements, the woman obviously didn't expect Lin Zihan to make such a bold move, she struggled in annoyance, and wanted to break free from Lin Zihan's hands, but no matter how hard she tried, it was still in vain.
"Are you alright, are you hurting anywhere?"
The woman looked at Lin Zihan and blinked, and a flush appeared on her face, "No, I'm fine." ”
Lin Zihan let go of her hand and slowly stood up, the woman looked at Lin Zihan and said with some embarrassment: "That, my feet don't seem to be able to move, can you help me up." ”
The woman stretched out her hand and waited for Lin Zihan's answer with an innocent expression, Lin Zihan looked down at the woman sitting on the ground with a faint expression, but unexpectedly lowered her body and picked the woman up.
"The mountain road is uneven, I'll send you down."
The woman looked at Lin Zihan's side face in surprise, and couldn't help but smile and put her head close to his chest to listen to his heartbeat. Later, Lin Zihan sent Princess Chang Ji down the mountain, and Princess Chang Ji asked him to let her down, and said a little embarrassed: "I'm sorry, in fact, I lied to you just now." I came out to play but didn't want to meet you, I saw you standing there alone, so I came up with this way to make you forget about those unhappy things, so I messed around. ”
Lin Zihan looked at the woman in front of him differently and shook his head, "Your Royal Highness Princess, it's not too early, go back early, I won't blame you below." ”
Princess Chang Ji smiled warmly, great, he didn't blame her, "Thank you, will I see you again tomorrow?"
"I'm right here, if the princess wants to come, come."
"Okay."
This is the first time Lin Zihan has seen Princess Chang Ji, as if it was providence or fate.
He thought that maybe it was because he owed Su He too much, so God was at that time and place, let him meet her, and let him atone for his sins.
He wants to learn to accept and learn to be good to Chang Ji.
Later, he accompanied her crazy every day, made trouble with her, and accompanied her to see every scenery in Tianyu, he deceived himself and hypnotized himself.
Tell yourself to try to like her.
He thought he was doing a good job.
He thought it was seamless.
But she didn't know that his heart was not in her at all.
His encounter with her may be just a game of love played by God, but she wants to try, she wants to try to make him have her in his heart.