Chapter Seventy-One: Love Has Always Been Helpless
The sound of gongs and drums was long, Wang Huanzhi closed the door, rubbed his ears with his hands, walked to Rong Li's bed, and sat down beside Rong Li, "I didn't expect it, I didn't expect that King Beiwei to make such a big show before he left." Pen, fun, pavilion www. biqugeγ infoβ
"When I came, I almost killed Zijin under the horse's hooves, and when I left, the gongs and drums were noisy, and I was really an interesting person." The corners of Wang Wanzhi's mouth were not deep or shallow, as if he was talking to himself, but he said a word to look at Rong Li sitting on the bed.
He was motionless as if he was a jade man carved from white jade, except for the habitual opening and closing of his eyes and smiling, his eyes were as dark and bright as the abyss, but at this moment it was as if the pearl had lost its brilliance, and the abyss was shrouded in mist and hazy and hazy for people to see clearly.
Wang Wanzhi looked at him and couldn't help but sigh and shook his head helplessly, "You really can't see or hear anything?" What if you become like this? But no matter what he said, Rong Li still seemed to be completely ignorant.
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Zijin stood at the gate of King Lin's mansion wearing a cloak, watching the carriage disappear from his eyes.
Lin Zihan actually used drugs on her, just last night, it was believed that Zijin did not sleep to death last night, she obviously felt that Lin Zihan got up and reached out and took out an antidote from under the pillow and took it. The medicine was originally used by himself to protect himself in times of crisis. Lin Zihan didn't want Zijin to send it, so she helped him perform the play.
Zijin silently pulled the cloak on his body, and in an instant, tiny snowflakes drifted again in the originally clear sky. Zijin stretched out his hand, and the snowflakes fell lightly on the palm of his hand, bringing a hint of cold feeling and slowly melting into water droplets.
"County Lord." A woman dressed in white ran up to Zijin and stopped. Zijin knew her, she was Rong Li's subordinate, but how could she be here?
"Miss Shaowan?"
Shaowan suddenly knelt down and begged: "The county lord asks you to save the young master of my family, Shaowan begs you." β
Zijin subconsciously took a step back and hurriedly helped up the basket, "You get up first, and slowly tell me what happened to the young master of your family?" β
Shao Wan stood up and looked at Zijin in a panic and said: "The young master suddenly had a poisonous attack two days ago, and almost lost his life, and this morning he suddenly vomited a lot of blood, and the medical officer said that he was dying soon." β
Zijin froze in place as if he had been struck by lightning, unable to move, repeating the words of Shao Wan Fangcai in his mind.
Rong Li, it's almost gone.
She suddenly took off the cloak on her body and still ran towards Rong Mansion on the ground.
Rong Li, you can't die, you definitely can't die.
She just told him that she liked him, how could he die, how could he be.
Zijin couldn't stop tears from her eyes while running, she raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and then continued to run. But why does this road seem to be endless, even if Zijin tries harder, he still can't reach Rong Li's side. Zijin suddenly stopped, closed his eyes and urged the internal force. She was going to find Rong Li, and she had to go.
Rong Li once warned her that she could no longer urge her internal force, otherwise all her skills would be wasted. However, in Zijin's heart, even if her martial arts are the best in the world, she is far less important than a tolerance.
Zijin landed in the familiar bamboo forest, and suddenly his eyes were black, and the whole person seemed to lose his center of gravity and plant backwards.
"Zijin?"
Zijin tried to open his eyes with his spirit, but saw a face similar to Rong Li. She frowned and pushed the pure and innocent man away in disgust, Rong En's defenseless quilt Zijin pushed, and he sat down on the ground in embarrassment, his clear eyes were like a child at a loss at the moment, looking at Zijin incredulously, accusing her of evil deeds. Zijin bent down with red eyes, grabbed Rong En's collar with his hand and tugged at her, and Rong En's whole body was dragged in front of Zijin, his hair was loose and his clean clothes were covered with mud.
He has always been the supreme heavenly master in the hearts of Tianyu's subjects, and in their impressions, he will always be a high god, and his clothes will always be spotless, combing his hair in a neat bun, and wandering outside the red dust. But what if this god fell in love with a mortal woman one day? He entered the red dust for the first time for her, moved his heart for the first time, and ...... for the first time fell hard from the clouds and fell into the quagmire of emotion, unable to extricate himself.
"How long are you trying to hide it from me?"
Rong En looked at the woman in front of him quietly, and didn't speak but watched silently, as if he couldn't understand what Zijin was saying at all.
"The person who has accompanied me for three years is not you at all, I have been giving you a chance, do you still want to lie to me now?"
Zijin's tone was shallow, and he couldn't hear half of his anger. Rong En looked at Zijin's heart, but it was like a boulder pressing down, and he couldn't breathe, and he said lightly: "Are you afraid? β
After he finished speaking, he obviously felt Zijin's hand grabbing his collar trembling slightly, and she was really afraid. Rong En smiled warmly as if relieved, "Zijin, why are you so entangled? Does it matter if I'm that man or not? If it matters, why are you afraid? You're scared because you find out that you're in love with someone else, not the one who gave you three years of good. β
"You like my brother, but you feel sorry for me, so you deceive yourself and hope that I am not that person, so that you will not fail me."
Zijin slowly let go of Rong En's collar with his hand, and looked at Rong En helplessly. She thought that Rong En didn't understand the world and couldn't understand it. Rong En unknowingly fell into the emotional whirlpool of Zijin, and Zijin was not.
"I'm sorry, Rong'eun, I'm sorry."
Rong En stood up completely ignoring his current sloppy image, he took Zijin's hand and wiped away her tears, "You don't have to apologize to me, the person who should apologize should be me." β
"Brother has been saying that he won't tell you, it's for your good, and subtly I also thought that I would weave a beautiful dream for you, and leave the grace in your heart in the dream, and you could be happy. However, it makes you more and more miserable, which is not what I want to see. β
Zijin originally told him that every relationship is like a script, the hero and heroine are performing their own love stories, and the more serious the people on the stage are, the more empathetic the audience will be.
At first, Rong En really didn't understand the truth, so he would go to the play every day, watching the drama on the stage deduce different loves, but no matter how seriously he watched it, he couldn't empathize.
Until one time he saw a play, there were three people on stage, and it was the story of a man and two women.
In the story, the man and the heroine really love each other, but one day the hostess dies of illness, in order not to make the hero sad, the heroine chooses to let her sister replace her. The younger sister knows that the man only loves her sister.,So she only takes advantage of the darkness to pretend to be her sister and meet the hero every night.,Later, the younger sister slowly fell in love with the hero.,In order to be with her beloved.,She blindfolded the hero's eyes with a white cloth......
When Rong En finished reading that story, he shed tears for the first time.
At that moment, he finally understood that only if you have really experienced a relationship, will you understand that there is so much helplessness in love.
And he is like the poor woman in the story, in this relationship he is just a complete substitute, and not even a substitute.
It should only be a shadow.