CHAPTER XLIII

Seeing the girl at the door come out, the old lady looked at the girl's slightly pale face, and handed the medicine and water cup in her hand to Si Yu: "Take the medicine, it will be fine in a while."

Looking at the two pills handed to him, Si Yu held back the rolling tears: "Grandma, I'm fine, just lie down for a while, no need to take medicine!"

Si Yu's heart has been conflicted and struggling to the point of collapse, she has decided not to want this child, she can no longer arbitrarily hurt the little life in her belly!

The next morning, Siyu went to Fengcheng again, this time she went to the hospital. This time she was notified by the doctor again: "About five weeks pregnant, everything is normal!"

She stood in the stairway of the hospital, leaning against the cold wall, looking up and smiling bitterly, a line of tears sliding down the corners of her eyes. How ridiculous is it? Growing up, for the first time, she received a notice that she could make her own choice, and what she could choose was indeed the life and death of her own child, so how did she choose? It was her child! She suddenly remembered her mother, was her mother as entangled as she is now? Even though she had all kinds of problems with her father, she still couldn't bear to kill her own child with her own hands? Thinking of her current embarrassment, it was because they couldn't bear it at the beginning. She made up her mind and made an appointment with the doctor to have an abortion tomorrow. She didn't know how she got back to the house, she didn't know what she was thinking, and she was wandering away in a gloomy state.

met Jiang Zhe at the door of the house, she didn't seem to see him, her eyes were dull like a soulless marionette, moving slowly forward step by step. "Yu'er!" Jiang Zhe called her.

"......" she was indifferent.

"Yu'er, what's wrong with you?" Jiang Zhe grabbed her arm!

"......" She was still indifferent!

"Yu'er, what's wrong with you, what's wrong?"

She raised her head and glanced at Jiang Zhe lightly, and remembered that night again, her stomach was tumbling again, and she bent over and retched!

Jiang Zhe tightened his brows, did she dislike herself so much? Even seeing him made her sick to her stomach? Jiang Zhe was also angry in his heart: "Si Yu, what do you want?"

Si Yu threw off his arm with all his strength, and the anger in his heart surged up, and he yelled at him: "Don't touch me!" and fell out along with the bag in his hand, and the hidden button broke open, and the contents were spilled all over the ground.

Jiang Zhe picked up the test sheet on the ground, although he didn't understand medical terms, but when he saw the line on the report sheet: 'Early pregnancy in utero, about five weeks in size', his pupils still constricted, and he said incoherently: "Yu'er, are you pregnant?"

In mid-August, the sun was like fire, and if you stand in the sun for a minute, your skin will be burned by the sun, but Si Yu feels that she is so cold, from her body to her heart, from head to toe! Her eyes and voice are as cold as her voice: "I will not give birth to this child!"

Jiang Zhe had never seen Si Yu's eerie and terrifying eyes, as if the eyes like a dark knife shot directly into his heart, his heart was very painful, but he still said in a calm tone: "Yu'er, I accept whatever you say, I will accompany you to the hospital tomorrow!"

Si Yu withdrew the sword light and sword shadow in his eyes, and his tone was light: "You go back!"

"Okay!" Jiang Zhe watched her enter the courtyard gate, and then had no choice but to leave! He wanted this child, he was about to graduate in one year, but Si Yu was still in his freshman year, he was already selfish once, and he couldn't be selfish for the second time!

It was another sleepless night, and Si Yu returned home like a different person, smiling gently at her only grandmother. Only when the lights are turned off at night and lying in bed can she take off her disguise and silently wipe her tears in the dark night.

"In my lifetime, we will not be spared when we meet on a narrow road......" Si Yu looked at Liu Zijing's three words on the phone screen, and took a deep breath: "Mr. Liu!"

Liu Zijing on the other end of the phone, his tone was as gentle as ever: "Yu'er, did you disturb your rest!"

Si Yu listened to his warm voice, and the warmth made her tears even more turbulent: "No, I was just about to sleep, is there something wrong with Mr. Liu?"

Liu Zijing didn't like her official way of calling herself: "You can call me Brother Zijing!" After thinking about it, he said: "Or call me uncle!"

Si Yu smiled suddenly, but the tears did not stop: "Uncle, are you okay?"

Liu Zijing faintly felt that she was smiling helplessly, as if mixed with sadness that he couldn't understand: "I'm fine, what about you?"

"I'm fine too!"

Liu Zijing didn't know why, but he felt that something was wrong with this little girl: "Then go to bed early! Good night!"

"Good night!"

Si Yu was lying in the bed, contradictory, struggling, she must not bring an innocent child to this world to suffer because of her soft-heartedness......

The next day in the hospital, Jiang Zhe wanted to accompany her, she did not refuse, the two were speechless all the way, Si Yu didn't know what kind of mood he was in when he walked into the operating room. However, the moment she entered the operating room, she was scared, and the fear in her heart made her brain blank for a moment, and she lay on the narrow operating table in fear. Seeing the doctor holding the cold surgical instruments, she looked fixedly, as if through these surgical instruments, she saw the end of a child's life. At this moment she was too scared to cry, no, she couldn't do this to her child, it was a little life. She seemed to understand her mother's mood in an instant, did her mother have the same experience as her? She really couldn't do it, she got up suddenly, and ran out of the operating room at a loss!

"Hey, what's the matter with you, do you do it or not?" the doctor said in a frustrated voice, blocked by the door of the operating room!

Jiang Zhe, who was at the door of the operating room, saw Si Yu's little face sallow, leaning against the wall, and the whole person was shaky. Jiang Zhe hurriedly went over to support her: "Yu'er, how are you?"

Si Yu didn't look at Jiang Zhe, and said to himself: "I'm not going to have surgery!"

When Jiang Zhe heard this, he was overjoyed, looked at Si Yu and said seriously: "Yu'er, I will be responsible, I will marry you!"

Si Yu looked at Jiang Zhe fixedly: "You don't need to be responsible for me, I want you to promise me, don't let the child become a second me, don't be like my father!" She wanted him a promise, even though she knew that the promise was not necessarily useful, but now she just needed a promise to prove that her child would not have the same fate as her!

Jiang Zhe held Si Yu's hand and said patiently: "Yu'er, I am different from your father, although I don't know the situation of your parents, he may not love your mother, but I love you, how can I not love our children? When you are 20 years old, we will get married!" Jiang Zhe remembered that Si Yu said that her half-sister was only a few months younger than Si Yu, so there should be no love between her parents! Jiang Zhe decided that they were different! and he also believed that they would be happy. But he didn't know that there was too much love in his life that had been spoiled by temptation, and he himself could not resist the erosion of this temptation!

Si Yu hesitated and nodded: "Okay, I promise you!" For the sake of the child, she has no choice, she can compromise for the child for the rest of her life! Or she can stay with the man she doesn't love for the sake of the child for the rest of her life!