"What kind of person are you? Sometimes it's so serious and cold, sometimes it's very perverted, but now it's so warm and considerate...... "You suddenly had an idea to open Cheng Yu's heart to see what kind of ingredients were inside, how much was true, how much was false, and how much was occupied by Dasu. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

It's like being scared by this idea of your own.

"I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm really sick. Sleep, wake up and be normal, well, sleep. ”

It's like turning over and putting the quilt over your head.

You Ru's movement was heard in Cheng Yu's ears, and Cheng Yu also turned over.

Now it was Cheng Yu's turn to stare at You Ru's back.

Cheng Yu still remembers the first time he saw You Ru in the bar, and the accidental glance made him unable to take his eyes off it, and he was attracted by the strange and complex indescribable feeling on You Ru's body. At first glance, he was very interested in Youru, thinking that it was just a temporary interest, and he didn't want to slow down, and after contact, his interest not only did not disappear, but became more and more inflated, evolving into a strong possessiveness now.

For Da Su Cheng Yu, he wants to wait, wants to protect, and the desire to possess is not so strong, and he always has many feelings that he has never had before. Such as strong possessiveness, such as jealousy, such as not being calm......

In the past, Cheng Yu felt that loving someone was fulfillment, protection, and making him happy, but after meeting Youru, Cheng Yu found that his interpretation of love was wrong.

Love is selfish, it's destructive, it's not all positive. There are two sides to everything*** and the same is true. If you don't experience its negative energy, then you may not love deeply enough.

It is like bringing this kind of negative energy into Cheng Yu's heart, it is slowly breeding, waiting for an opportunity to move.

At four or five o'clock in the morning, Cheng Yu got up to go to the toilet, and by the way, he saw if You Ru was unwell, and found that You Ru's body was hot.

"Youru, wake up...... Cheng Yu shook Youru and tried to wake him up, but Youru didn't react at all.

"How can this be, hasn't the high fever subsided?"

Along the way, two red lights were run in a row, and it was like being sent to the hospital.

Looking at the closed door of the emergency room, the palpitations and chest tightness of a few years ago swept up again, and Cheng Yu endured the extreme discomfort of his body and leaned against the wall and sat on the bench.

Time passed by second by second, it has been two hours since You Ru was sent to the emergency room, but there is still no doctor coming out, Cheng Yu can no longer calm down, and bangs on the door of the emergency room uncontrollably.

The noise attracted the attention of the nurses and patients, and three or two little nurses rushed over to comfort Cheng Yu. This is the second time in Cheng Yu's life that he has lost control of his emotions, the last time was when his grandfather died. Also in this closed emergency room.

Cheng Yu was afraid to come to the hospital, afraid of the closed door of the emergency room, afraid of facing death again.

Finally the doctor came out of the emergency room.

"Doctor, how's he?"

The attending doctor took off his mask and sighed.

"What the hell is going on with him? Are you talking? Cheng Yu was anxious.

"I'm sorry, we tried our best."

"Do your best? What the are you talking about? Cheng Yu grabbed the doctor's neckline, and his bloodshot eyes were filled with anger.

Doctors have long been accustomed to such a situation, and the attending doctor did not break away from Cheng Yu, but just pushed Cheng Yu to get out of the way.

Three or two nurses came out of the emergency room pushing the beds, and the people lying on them were already covered with white cloths.

Cheng Yu felt a heat in his chest, a roar in his ears, and then his eyes turned black and he almost fell to the ground.

"How is that possible? He just had a high fever, how could he ......" Cheng Yu didn't believe it.

"I'm sorry, please mourn."

"Where did you hide him? Where did you hide him? Cheng Yu shook off the doctor and rushed into the emergency room regardless of the obstruction, and went crazy to look around.

At this moment, Cheng Yu was so soberly aware of the weight that occupied his heart. He wouldn't allow it, and he wouldn't allow it to leave like that.

In the empty emergency room, only cold medical equipment is stationed there, and there is not a trace of human touch. How many dying people are here to say goodbye to the world, and how many people who remain look at the door of the emergency room and are grief-stricken.

Cheng Yu sat on his knees, once again desperate and helpless, and once again his heart was torn apart.

No matter what the doctors said or how the nurses comforted her, Cheng Yu never believed that You Ru had left.

Kneeling in front of the hospital bed, Cheng Yu whispered his name in Youru's ear over and over again. He felt as if he was just asleep, just snooze as usual.

It was like a cold and pale hand rubbing repeatedly in Cheng Yu's thick palm.

"You're tired, aren't you? Sleep well when you're tired, I'm here with you. Don't worry, when you wake up, I will never bully you again, it's okay for you to bully me. ”

"You're cold, aren't you, don't be afraid, it won't be cold for a while."

Cheng Yu took off his shoes, lay down beside Youru's body, and then hugged Youru's cold body into his arms.

Consciousness mileage Yu is sober, he knows what he is doing, he knows that he shouldn't be like this, but he is afraid that if he doesn't do this, he won't be able to breathe, he would rather go crazy like this, and would rather deceive himself.

The person who once loved him the most in this world left him, and now the person he loved the most before he had time to show his heart also left him. God is so unfair. Why should those who love him and those he loves leave him?

He worked so hard to live, tried to be positive, and tried to prove to the world that he could live well without his parents, but why in the end all his efforts were just in vain.

The death of Grandpa Cheng Yu a few years ago made him cold and silent, and the only support he had for his life at that time was Dasu, and he waited for Dasu to come back well. It was not easy to get out of Dasu's emotions and meet Youru, but God was so cruel.

This time Cheng Yu collapsed, he couldn't keep up his spirits anymore, and his departure brought Cheng Yu's heartbeat with him.

The sun was slowly rising in the east, and a beating heart in the ward was drowning in the boundless darkness, never to be awakened again.