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"Anyone? Is there anybody? ”

It was like shouting loudly, she had been walking here for a long time, cold and hungry, and she was about to lose it anymore.

As if she was about to faint, a hand reached out in the white mist to support her.

"Grandpa?" When you are confused, it is like seeing a familiar face.

When you wake up again, the fog has cleared, replaced by blue sky and white clouds, and beautiful green meadows.

You Ru often appeared in front of You Ru again as the old man who often appeared in his dreams, still so kind and kind, still so radiant, but today there is a little more sorrow between his eyebrows.

"Child, go with grandpa, grandpa will take you somewhere." The old man stretched out his hand.

You Ru didn't hesitate to hold the old man's hand, because she knew that the old man was going to take her to those beautiful places again.

Speechless all the way, led by the old man, they came to a misty situation, and in the distance there was a door hanging in mid-air.

This door was different from the ones she had seen before, she and the old man had to pass through a door before, but those doors were ajar, and you could see the beautiful scene on the other side of the door from a distance, and this door was closed.

"Grandpa, this door seems to be locked." It's like a reminder.

"Child, stretch out your hand."

You hesitated to do so.

"Close your eyes and use your heart to transmit power to open it."

It's like slowly closing your eyes and reaching out to touch the door.

When her fingertips first touched the door, she felt a powerful force impact on her body, and all kinds of memories in her mind quickly flowed in front of her eyes, and the speed was so fast that You Ru was unbearable, and You Ru was so frightened that she retracted her hand.

When he opened his eyes, he found that the old man beside him was gone, but the closed door in front of him was open, and through the blurry light emanating from it, it was like seeing that behind the door was like a library.

He hesitated for a moment, as if he had walked in.

What catches your eye is the rows of high bookshelves with no end in sight, and the shelves are full of books and exude a strange light.

Is it the world's books here? You can't help but sigh.

Walking inside, it was like a slender fingertip sliding over the books on the shelves to cut through the strange light, triggering a burst of pleasant sounds, as if the book was responding to Youru's touch.

"Wow, it's beautiful, it's amazing!" You can't help but sigh.

"Is this heaven?" For the first time, the word heaven came to mind.

Yuru discovers that not all books emit a strange light, some books are dim and lifeless, and will not respond in any way to Yuru's touch.

It's like stopping in front of a book, one of those silent books. I don't know why Yuru always feels sad when he sees it, it doesn't respond to Yuru's touch, but it seems that there is a powerful force connecting it and Youru.

You feel as if it is a part of your body, You Ru can't help but get close to it, to open it, but there is a fear in your heart inexplicably.

Taking the book from the shelf was like taking a deep breath and finally mustering up the courage to open it.

On the title page is a line of words, which is like your own handwriting.

"Youru (1989.06.04――2016.06.05)"

It's like remembering that yesterday was her birthday.

She shuddered, as if she realized something.

Closing the book quickly, it was like looking at this huge library that could not be seen in the sky, and tears came out of my eyes.

After a long time, it was as if he had finally calmed down and reopened the book.

Chapter by chapter replay in front of Youru, her birth, the first time she learned to walk, the first time she called her mother......

"Dad, Mom......"

As if she couldn't read it anymore, she bit her lip desperately and turned to the last page, she desperately wanted to see the truth.

It's that KTV, Dasu and You Jiang are helping Cheng Yu celebrate his birthday, and she is hiding outside the door in her original form.

She was waiting for Cheng Yu, just to give him the birthday gift that took a few days and nights to make.

Cheng Yu was drunk and walked out of the private room by Da Su and Jiang with help.

It was already eleven o'clock in the evening, and it was drizzling outside. It's like sneaking behind them.

At the intersection, Da Su stopped a taxi and was about to send Cheng Yu home, but Jiang disagreed, and after explaining to the master, he paid the fee and insisted that Cheng Yu go alone. You Ru immediately stopped the car and followed.

Halfway through, Cheng Yu got out of the car for some reason, and You Ru also got out of the car.

The drizzling rain was getting heavier and heavier. It's like following Cheng Yu all the way, the clothes on his body are soaked, and he can't help but shiver all the time.

Finally stopped in a park, and seeing that Cheng Yu was about to fall, he hurriedly rushed over.

"Are you tired? Does it hurt here? I know you've followed me all the way, I know everything......" Cheng Yu said these words vaguely.

"You're drunk, I'll take you home." is like laboriously supporting Cheng Yu.

"I'm telling you, I don't like you, and I can't possibly like you, I like men! I'm gay! 🤔 Do you know what that means? ”

"I know." It's like holding back the tears and not letting the tears fall.

"Tell me, are you feeling bad right now, are you almost unable to breathe? I'm telling you, so am I, I'm just like you, we're all cheap. Cheng Yu held You Ru's face and forced her to look directly at herself.

The rain hit Youru's eyes, and hot tears mixed with the rain slid down his cheeks, dripping on the back of Cheng Yu's hand.

"Don't cry, I'll be distressed, I don't love you, but I will be distressed. You're just like me, we're all poor people, in love with someone we shouldn't love......" Cheng Yu wiped away the tears on his eyes with his thumb, but the rain kept coming down, and he couldn't wipe away the damn tears. Cheng Yu was a little anxious, and his drunkenness made his hands lose weight.

"Damn! Can you stop crying, I said I'd be distressed. ”

"I'm not crying, you see it's raining, my clothes are soaked, let's go home, okay?"

"It's raining?" Cheng Yu looked up at the gray sky, "It's raining." I'll send you home, or you'll catch a cold. ”

Cheng Yu took off her wet coat and draped it over Youru's head, and then led her to the intersection and stopped the car, all the behaviors seemed so normal, as if she was not drunk at all.

Cheng Yu also got out of the car at the door of the old apartment, and at the door of room 102 at the staircase, he took out the soaked hand-knitted hat from his bag and handed it to Cheng Yu.

"Happy birthday."

Under the dim lighting, the hat looked so embarrassed, just like You Ru and Cheng Yu.

Cheng Yu took the hat and put it in his hand, and the tears finally couldn't help but slide out.

It was like taking a step forward and having the courage to wipe away tears for Cheng Yu.

Cheng Yu suddenly backhanded You Ru against the wall.

"Let's be in this together......"

You Ru nodded with tears in her eyes, and then kissed Cheng Yu's lips.

At that moment she knew she was despicable. She knew that Cheng Yu would never fall in love with her, but she was so eager that Cheng Yu could belong to her even for a moment.

Three o'clock in the morning. The rain has stopped.

Cheng Yu sat at the head of the bed, smoking one after another, and the smell of smoke woke up.

"I'm sorry." It's like apologizing.

"You don't have anything to be sorry for me, it's me who is sorry for you."

Is it okay for "we ......" together? The second half of the sentence is like swallowing in my heart, and I don't have the courage to say it.

"Excuse me, can you give me a few days?"

Cheng Yu got out of bed, picked up his coat and walked out of the bedroom.

It's like hearing the door open and close.

Soon after Cheng Yu left, You Ru also followed the door and went out. It's like running all the way, and finally caught up with Cheng Yu at the intersection.

"Cheng Yu!"

Cheng Yu stopped on the sidewalk.

"In the next life, if I were a man, would you fall in love with me?"

The empty and silent road echoed with the sound of questions.

In the next life, will it?

Cheng Yu asked himself in his heart.

It was like walking towards Cheng Yu step by step, she needed to get closer, she was afraid to hear Cheng Yu's answer clearly.

A car suddenly drove out without warning, and when Cheng Yu reacted, it was as if he had been knocked down by a flower bed on the side of the road.

"Ewch!"

The perpetrator did not expect that there would be pedestrians on the road at this point in time, and the speed of the car was too fast to hit it before he had time to step on the brakes. This area is relatively remote, there are no cameras, and the car that caused the accident did not get off and quickly fled the scene after recovering from the fright.

"I'm sorry, we've done our best."

Cheng Yu knelt in front of the hospital bed, his tears had dried up, and he trembled and pulled up his cold and pale hand and put it to his mouth.

He never knew that these hands were so thin that if he didn't clench them hard, they would slip out of his palms and he would never be able to hold them again.

"Yes, in the next life, you must meet me first......"