Chapter 41: I see
It's like crying silently, as if those scenes have just been experienced. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć Tears dripped down the book, drops of stunting and disintegrating the paper on it, and then scattered fragments of light drifted off into the distance.
"No, no, I've become a man?" It's like wiping away tears, cheering up, and quickly looking forward.
She remembered that she had become a man after May Day.
It's like turning to the day Cheng Yu appeared.
It's still the same.
After May Day, Youru's original company and Phantom jointly built a project, and Youru, as an assistant to one of the people in charge of the project, accompanied Phantom to discuss the relevant details.
At the meeting, Cheng Yu's decent conversation and improvisational witty response made You Ru fall in love with this young and promising handsome man at first sight.
After the meeting, during the negotiation and cooperation of various projects, it was like slowly approaching Cheng Yu, and I became more and more fascinated by Cheng Yu.
She looked for various opportunities to get close to Cheng Yu and get to know Cheng Yu.
After Cheng Yu noticed Youru's strange feelings for him, he confessed his sexual orientation to Youru, and Youru was hit hard. After a few days of depression, she was like a strong spirit, and she firmly believed that love can cross genders.
Those who have always been timid and afraid of things have become bold and confident.
You Ru constantly shows favor to Cheng Yu, but she is very measured and not sticky, which makes Cheng Yu not hate You Ru, but has a good impression.
The two maintained a one-sided and ambiguous friendship relationship until Tatsu returned from abroad, and the relationship collapsed.
Dasu's return to China brings hope to Cheng Yu's long-buried feelings. You Ru gradually saw the reality clearly, but when she was about to give up completely, Dasu chose Jiang Jiang.
Cheng Yu's feelings were hit hard, his whole person changed, he locked himself at home, didn't go to work or went out. You is in a hurry but there is no way at all, the only thing you can do is to wait at the door of Cheng Yu's house, waiting for Cheng Yu to send him warmth as soon as he needs it.
It's like looking at this scene that seems to exist in my mind but is so unfamiliar, and I feel more and more confused. Two distinct memories are intertwined back and forth, as if I only feel like I have a splitting headache.
She put down the book, as if she was relieved, and when she felt better, she opened her eyes only to find that the library was gone, and she was back on the grass.
"Grandpa, you must know what's going on? Please, tell me what's going on? ā
Yuru grabbed the old man who had reappeared in front of her and begged.
Her head hurt so much, it was about to crack.
I saw the old man stretch out his hand and gently brush the top of Youru's head, and Youru's headache disappeared in an instant.
"Grandpa, am I dead?" It's like looking at an old man, calm but extremely nervous.
"Really...... That's really ......" as if crying.
"Child, don't be sad, tell grandpa what you can't let go, and grandpa will try his best to help you achieve it."
"I ...... I miss my parents...... I haven't had time to honor them yet...... I'm still so young, I still have a lot to do......"
"For example?" The old man seemed a little anxious, as if he was expecting something.
"I ...... I haven't bought a house for my parents yet, and I haven't given them a good life......"
"Is that all? Don't you have someone more special in mind? ā
"Something special?"
"That's right! Special ...... "The old man almost said Cheng Yu's name."
The old grandfather who often appears in dreams is actually Cheng Yu's dead grandfather, Cheng Zhihua.
Old Man Cheng was kind and loving all his life, and he should have enjoyed a lifetime of health and happiness and came to heaven to report, but unexpectedly, due to the dereliction of duty of the gods, he innocently reduced his life span by a few years and suffered a death that he should not have suffered.
In order to make up for Old Man Cheng, the Heavenly God made an exception when he ascended to Heaven to allow him to retain his earthly memories. The god of heaven also made a wish to make amends for his sins, and promised Old Man Cheng a wish. Old Man Cheng is a shrewd person, and he has always retained this wish, which must be used on time.
Old man Cheng came to heaven and was received by the goddess of love to serve as a deacon and archive the love of the world.
By chance, I flipped through Cheng Yu's emotional life, and I couldn't help but open it and take a look, and found that Cheng Yu's emotional life was very bitter in this life.
From the age of 19 to 26, he was unrequited in love with Dasu, but he had no fate, and because of his feelings for Dasu, he misunderstood his sexuality. At the age of 26, he met the other half of the life that should belong to Youru, but unfortunately, Youru had a big catastrophe that year, if he could avoid the catastrophe, the relationship between the two was also very difficult, just because of Cheng Yu's misunderstanding of his sexual orientation.
How could Old Man Cheng, who had retained the memory of the world, bear to see his grandson suffer from such feelings, so he used the wish promised by the Heavenly God on Cheng Yu.
The function of the gods is to control the reincarnation of the fate of the world, and the wishes that can be fulfilled can only be within this boundary.
The obstacle to the relationship between Cheng Yu and You Ru lies in sexual orientation, and even if it changes You Ru's catastrophic personality, it doesn't help much.
The god of heaven is a lord with a big nerve, a big mouth, and accidentally leaks the reincarnation of Yu Ru and the heavenly opportunity that can advance the next life.
As soon as Old Man Cheng heard that You was a man in the next life, and he could advance his body in the next life, he immediately made a wish to let the gods of Heaven change You Ru's gender in the afterlife to You Ru's current life in advance.
There was already a marriage entanglement between Cheng Yu and You Ru in two lives, and letting You Ru's next life meet Cheng Yu in this life in advance is equivalent to prepaying the feelings of the next life in advance. Cheng Yu and You Ru are both going to enter heaven after they pass away, and no one can say whether they will choose to be reincarnated or stay in Nintendo. Rather than keeping a body in the afterlife that may not be used, it is better to advance in advance and enjoy the present moment first.
Since the god had already made a promise, there was no restriction on this wish at that time, and if he did not fulfill his promise, he was afraid that he would lose his prestige in heaven. He is a master who wants to save face, and would rather risk being punished and promise Old Man Cheng to advance in advance, especially the gender of the next life, than to leave a reputation for not keeping his promises.
The big deal is to change the gender of Youru back during the routine inspection above, and nothing big will happen.
It is as if he just advanced the gender of the next life in advance, and took a shortcut in his relationship with Cheng Yu, but it does not mean that his personality has also changed. The calamity that should exist in this life still exists, and whether this calamity can be overcome depends on Youru.
This requires that you have a strong enough force in your heart to be able to stand up to the calamity. And this power comes either from family affection or from love.
Old Man Cheng naturally hopes that this power comes from love.
"Special point...... Well, I ...... I haven't even had time to fall in love yet......" You Ruru choked up, and the image of Mileage Yu flashed in her mind when she said this.
Old man Cheng saw that there was a play, so he stepped up his guidance.
"Look at this, kid." Old Man Cheng waved his hand and drew a mirror in the clouds.
It's like raising his head and seeing Cheng Yu desperately holding his soulless body from the mirror.
"Cheng Yu?"
"The child told Grandpa what you saw?"
āā¦ā¦ Sadness, heartache......" A new round of tears swirled in Youru's eyes.
"What else?"
"I ...... I do not know...... I'm so uncomfortable......" It was like clutching his chest and falling to the ground. She felt so tight in her chest that she was about to lose her breath.
"Kid, do you want to go back?"
"Hmm...... Want to ......"
Old Man Cheng smiled, he had already seen the power rising in Youru's soul.
"Son, grandpa will send you back."
You Ru looked at the old man in front of her in surprise, and the next second she felt that her eyes were white, and the whole person was once again in the fog of reaching out and not seeing her fingers.
"Go, boy, go find him, you can do it."
You Ru stood up and looked around in confusion.
"Where to go? Where is he? ā
"The child follows your heart and believes in your own ......"
"Heart? My heart? You Ru's mind flashed the scene of Cheng Yu holding herself in despair.
Cheng Yu ...... Cheng Yu! ā
In the mist, it was like running desperately in one direction.
She doesn't want Cheng Yu to be sad, she doesn't want to see Cheng Yu shed tears.