"You, perhaps, I should tell you something about Xu Ming's past. www.biquge.info Lin Yue said, "His difficulty is not just as simple as your departure. Originally, I thought this was Xu Ming's privacy, and I wanted to tell you when he got better. I'm afraid he'll blame me. Believe me, with you, he will slowly get better. Seeing the way he looked at Mrs. Wu, she knew.

Mrs. Wu didn't make a sound, she looked at Lin Yue, who was a little excited, she didn't understand anything else, she understood that Lin Yue must care about Xu Ming very much, she cared about him so much, but she wanted to push him to her, isn't this purely self-torturing herself.

"When he was young, he experienced a car accident and his mother died in front of his eyes. He was ten years old that year, and on Mother's Day, he prepared a large bouquet of carnations for his mother. For a long time before, he lived alone with his mother, and his father had a lover outside. In order to divorce, the two often fight. Later, my mother's spirit became a little abnormal, and Xu Ming ......"

"I interrupted, I don't understand what you said without a clue, you calm down and say slowly, Xu Ming's matter seems to care more than himself." Mrs. Wu forced herself up and poured a glass of water for Lin Yue and comforted her.

"Thank you, thank you. I'll calm down. Because thinking of this, I thought of Xiao Xu Ming, who was lonely and helpless at that time, and I felt a little sad. ”

"You love him so much." Mrs. Wu gently patted Lin Yue's shoulder, which was trembling with excitement.

It is said that his father had no good impression of Xu Ming, and after Xu Ming's mother died, Xu's father married his lover and lost Xu Ming to Xu Ming's grandmother. Xu Ming's grandmother was often away from home for work, and only the nanny took care of him, and on his eleventh birthday, he closed the bathroom door and cut his wrist in the bathtub. Fortunately, the nanny found it early, rescued it in time, and the person was fine. However, he didn't remember everything before, everything about his mother. He was back when he was born, and at the age of eleven, he thought he was just a baby. At one point, his studies were interrupted. Don't talk to anyone......"

"That's why you're ten years apart and still in the same high school?"

"Huh? Well, it seems that you have long had doubts. "Lin Yue didn't expect Mrs. Wu to remember this." So although he is now 38 years old, his own mental age is 28 years old at most, or even younger. ”

"Oh, I see." This can also explain why she always sees a mismatched childishness in the proud and sophisticated Xu Ming, who is also a contradiction. Mrs. Wu subconsciously hugged herself, and she thought of Wu Duo. "He told you all this? No, he doesn't even remember, no, how do you know. ”

"Grandma Xu told me that Xu Ming slowly got better and went back to school, and we were at the same table in high school. He looked sunny and cheerful, showing no signs of injury. We fell in love, and later officially announced that we were together after graduating from college, and when we were ready to get engaged, Grandma Xu told me all this. I hesitated, I chose to give up, I gave up on him. I am afraid of the dark side that he may break out one day, I am afraid of facing the darkness with him, I am afraid that his darkness will drag me into the darkness together. I turned down the engagement...... In fact, there is another reason for refusing to get engaged, Xu Ming can't get close to me at all. After being in love for so many years, he could only force himself to give me a stiff hug at most. Even when we stripped naked and faced each other, he wasn't interested in me. Lin Yue smiled bitterly, and after drinking a large sip of water, he continued: "I thought that he and I, we both need time, we will be separated, and we may all be fine when we meet in the future." I no longer fear his darkness to consume our feelings, and he can embrace me calmly. However, I was wrong, until I met again, and saw him embrace you and smile at you naturally. I realized that he didn't love me at all. It's not a phobia disorder, it's not love at all. ”

"Oh. You don't have to feel guilty, everyone is right to subconsciously choose to protect themselves first, everyone is the same. Sure enough, she matched herself so much because her abandonment made her feel guilty and found a lover for the person she loved. It's great to her lover, but isn't it a little cruel to the lover who doesn't love her.

"No, it was my betrayal that made me lose him. Forget it, forget the past. Now, it's much better to say it. Lin Yue looked at the thoughtful Mrs. Wu and said, "Maybe it's a little unfair to me to persuade you like this, but please stay and take care of him for the sake of Xu Ming's care for you." Looking at his situation yesterday, it seems that he remembered something. He's really pathetic. He needs you. ”

"Well, I'll take care of it. It turns out to be true, everyone is not what everyone looks like. "Mrs. Wu seems to understand, but she doesn't seem to understand. Stay, afraid that Xu Ming will have more attachment to himself, and if he doesn't stay, he is afraid that Xu Ming will really be devoured by the demons because of all the unhappiness before he triggered. It turned out that she thought that the rich bosses with outstanding abilities were all super rational people, and they were ruthless, and they didn't care about their feelings. Unexpectedly, this big boss also has his own Achilles' heel. It turns out that everyone has their own weaknesses, and they are all like her, without exceptions.

"yes, like you said. So you don't have to judge too early that you are not suitable, maybe you can try to have a relationship, maybe you can merge with each other and heal each other. ”

"But, forget it!" Mrs. Wu wanted to say that she didn't know what kind of relationship he was talking about, and her love asked her to tell her that she had to understand this person deeply before she could decide to date, and now Lin Yue told her to go deeper after dating. They don't make sense at all, and it's useless to say it.

However, she couldn't bear to leave like this, wouldn't it be too inauthentic to leave at this time. After all, Xu Ming is kind to himself.

"When Xu Ming comes back, I'll talk to him well, and then I'll decide to stay. Now I don't know where to go even if I leave, and Wujia Village doesn't want to go back for the time being, it's too embarrassing. "It's not as simple as losing face? The people of the village have always had a big mouth, even if she is a victim. There is also Wuduo who is involved in it, and I don't know how to spread her story yet. It's false to say that she doesn't care, it's a matter of honor, she can't let others talk nonsense, she has to find a way to recover her losses. Before she could figure out how to get it back, she needed a quiet place. This might be a good choice. But wouldn't it be a little selfish to stay here for yourself?!

"You go take a bath and rest, and change your clothes by the way." Lin Yue said.

"Well, I'm really not used to it. You don't know how hard it took me to learn how to use the toilet, and the bathtub almost scared me to death. The bed was too soft, and I was afraid that I would sink in and not be able to get out. When I go out at night, the street lights and car lights are so shaky that I can't even open my eyes. Mrs. Wu complained.

"Huh? I thought you'd like it, it's clean and easy to get around, unlike where you go in the village. I can't stand it the most, that toilet! ”

"Wow, that's right, the toilet can't stand it, and half of my ass is frozen every time. It's so clean and so nice here! Mrs. Wu said.

"No, we don't have something in common, Xu Ming doesn't like the toilets there."

"Lin Yue, thank you. No matter what you're for, you've helped me a lot, told you this, and listened to you, and I feel much more comfortable. I understand a lot in my head. I didn't have any friends before, except for Jifu's sister-in-law..... now, you and Xu Ming are my friends. I'm so happy, if there's anything you need my help with in the future, just let me know. There is only one point, I don't look at anything when I make friends, just look at a little, honestly. The good and the bad are all told me that they can accept it, and it's okay to scold me once in a while, as long as you don't lie to me. ”

Lin Yue was amused by Mrs. Wu's words, really, like Mrs. Wu said, everyone is not what everyone looks like. The ignorant woman she thought was also an upright person who was assertive, arrogant, righteous and thoughtful.

"Please do me another favor." Mrs. Wu said.

"What, you say."

"Please help me find a primary school dictionary, a dictionary, I want to recognize words." She's really fed up staring at the words on the billboards at various stations all the way. She wants to know how to read, so that she can go where she wants to go alone, of course, not to find Wuda.

"Wow, hahahaha, this, it's really not easy to do. I'm trying to figure it out. Lin Yue said with a smile.

"One more point."

"What else."

"I'll give you the money for the dictionary, by all means!"

"Good!"

Mrs. Wu turned to go upstairs, and Lin Yue finally breathed a sigh of relief. Although it is not sure if it is appropriate to tell Mrs. Wu Xu Ming now, it is better to give her a burden than for her to immerse herself in the abyss of her own memory. Besides, Xu Ming really can't leave Mrs. Wu now. The kind of smug and sincere smile he had beside her was something she had never seen before. Forget it, it doesn't matter, just like Mrs. Wu often said, what is love, the soldiers will block the water and cover the earth, and the old lady is not afraid of anything.

She expected that Mrs. Wu also had feelings for Xu Ming, but now she was still trapped in the emotional quagmire of the past and struggling, and she didn't know it herself.

She had long seen that Mrs. Wu was a warm-hearted and kind person, and she deliberately exposed Xu Ming's weaknesses to her, and Mrs. Wu must be reluctant to leave Xu Ming. Although I don't know how the two will develop, but, at the very least, let them not be separated now. Feelings really can't stand the test of separation.

Lin Yue thought gloomily and looked at the already empty water cup in her hand. Suddenly, tears flowed out, and the crystal tears fell to the bottom of the diamond-shaped glass, splashing in all directions, forming beautiful little flowers. Just like her mood at the moment, although slightly painful, it is beautiful and pure.

When they are together, they will definitely be happy, and she herself will definitely be happy, Lin Yue thought lightly.