Chapter 44: A Conversation Between Two Women
The first thing Xu Ming did when he was emotionally stable was to leave the hospital to meet someone. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info he didn't allow Mrs. Wu and Lin Yue to follow, and left in a hurry. Before leaving, he didn't forget to tell Lin Yue, please let her send Mrs. Wu back to her house, and she must wait until he comes back before leaving.
Mrs. Wu followed Lin Yue back to Xu Ming's house, and as soon as she entered the door, she sat weakly on the soft and wide European-style sofa. She received too many messages in one moment, and she was a little bad at receiving them. When Xu Ming was there, she comforted him with a strong spirit, but now that he is not around, she needs to sort out her emotions alone.
No matter how much damage I have received before, the road after that will still be taken step by step. How to go, how to go, where to go? It's all a problem. And right now, Xu Ming has an unexpected situation here, and she really doesn't know how to face it for a while.
She remembered the conversation between Wuda's mother and herself when Wuda's father died: "A woman is the grinding disc that grinds the dough, and a man is the donkey who grinds." Without your father, I wouldn't be able to turn my old bones. It's better to be dead, it's better to be dead. ”
Mrs. Wu said to her mother-in-law: "How can there be, men and women are the two sides of the grinding plate, you are on top and I am down, and together you can grind the seven seven eight eight that can't enter the mouth into delicious raw materials that can be eaten in the mouth." Although my father-in-law went, the two grinding discs have been running in for a long time, and you have already had me and I have you, he went, took away a part of you, and you still have a part of him alive. Where can I tell the difference between you and me? You live, and he lives. ”
But now that I think about it, after all, she is a grinding plate and he is a donkey, he left her and left, but she stayed where she was and couldn't move. Whoever makes the millstone is dead, and the donkey is alive.
Lin Yue looked at Mrs. Wu who was in a daze alone with empty eyes in the sofa, although she was still beautiful and dazzling, she was still a little touching. But it seems so out of place with the surrounding environment, and it has completely lost the beauty and agility of the time in the samurai village. Her face was full of tiredness, and she looked even more weak. Perhaps, Xu Ming really shouldn't have brought her here, it seems that she doesn't belong here.
"What's wrong? You look like you've lost your soul. Lin Yue asked.
"Hmm...."Mrs. Wu remembered the words that Lin Yue said to her when she was in the hospital, and the words that Xu Ming said to her, perhaps, they are all good people, and they all want to make the people around them happier and happier.
"Thank you......" Mrs. Wu said to Lin Yue.
"What do you mean?"
"All, your kindness. It's just that right now, I don't understand the situation. Xu Ming said righteously before, he was just curious about himself and didn't like it, but yesterday in the hospital, he told himself that he liked himself. And Lin Yue seemed to have known that Xu Ming liked herself.
This was an incomprehensible fact for Mrs. Wu, and she felt that everything was not in line with her own perception. Based on Xu Ming's performance when he was in Wujia Village, she felt that he was cheerful and casual and a little arrogant, and she definitely didn't look down on herself. And even if you look at yourself, you will tell yourself as soon as possible.
And he once told himself that Lin Yue was his first love, and he also planned to renew his old friendship with Lin Yue. And Lin Yue also said that she likes Xu Ming. So even if she felt that Xu Ming paid too much attention to her, she thought that it was just Xu Ming who had always been like this to her friends.
When Xu Ming said the words that had been with her all the time, she talked to Xu Ming openly and honestly, but he angrily said that everything was a misunderstanding of Mrs. Wu. Mrs. Wu felt that what he said was the truth.
Lin Yue, why do you want to help yourself be with Xu Ming when she likes Xu Ming? Shouldn't you hate yourself and find ways to separate yourself from Xu Ming, the two of them together.
"If there's anything you want to ask, you can ask me directly, I'm a good talker!." Lin Yue looked at Mrs. Wu, who was frowning and full of doubts, and said.
"I don't even know how to ask, where to start."
"Whatever you want, aren't we friends? No matter what you think of me in your heart, I've long regarded you as a friend. ”
"I, I've liked Wuhan University since I was a child." Mrs. Wu sat up and whispered, "I think love is that you like me, I like you, and then the two of them work hard to come together." Even if you don't like me, I'm going to try to make you like me, and I'm going to make sure the other person knows that I like him so that we can be together. And I'll never be able to help someone like someone I like. If the person I like is sure that he likes someone else, I will leave and will definitely not bless him. He has been irrelevant ever since. ”
"Wow, I'm glad I have a good brain, otherwise I would have been dizzy by you. Generally understood, you are confused by Xu Ming's attitude towards you and me towards Xu Ming and my attitude towards you. Did I conclude correctly? Lin Yue said.
"So to speak, forgive me for having a mess of my mind now, I can't say good things, I remember, everything from the past remembers, all ......"
"Well, do you remember your husband's betrayal and the children, the children?" Lin Yue was a little surprised, she thought that if Mrs. Wu really remembered the past, she would not be able to bear it, and she would cry and scream and even seek death and life. At least, it wouldn't be as irrelevant and quiet as she is now.
"Well, I remember, in fact, I may not have forgotten it at all, but I have never dared to face deceiving myself." Mrs. Wu said lightly, as if she was talking about someone else's business, and her expression did not change at all.
"You're strong."
"I don't know, I'm still a little confused. Anyway, I just don't want to continue to spoil myself, I've lived enough to let an old lady with a dead old man rob her husband! I used to love too much! After hearing this, Lin Yue realized that Mrs. Wu was also a somewhat arrogant person, just like Xu Ming.
"It's just that I won't let go of Budo! Never forgive him! Speaking of this, there was obvious sadness on Mrs. Wu's face, after all, because of him, she lost her child and lost the opportunity to be a mother again.
"What about Xu Ming, you should know by now, and clearly know that he likes you." Lin Yue said.
"I know a little bit, but I can't rule it out that he is curious because of my difference. He said that he paid special attention to me because he had never been in contact with someone like me before. ”
"Perhaps....." Lin Yue thought about it, she may have been prejudiced against Mrs. Wu before. thought that she was illiterate, ignorant and beautiful, and cheerful and likable, so she was favored by Xu Ming. Now it seems that she is also a thoughtful and assertive person. She felt that Mrs. Wu was stupid and stupid, but it was suitable to accompany and serve Xu Ming, and what Xu Ming needed most was a simple and clean person. But now, she is not so sure.
"What about you, Lin Yue, you obviously like Xu Ming, why did you say that kind of thing to me in the hospital? Shouldn't you stand up when he is most downset and deepen the relationship between you so that he can't live without you? ”
"Me? Hehe, I'm not suitable for him, he can't relax himself in front of me, there are obstacles. Lin Yue dodged Madam Wu's direct gaze and tilted her head to the side. She remembered Xu Ming's phobia of intimate contact when he was by her side, and he was so stiff even to give a hug.
"Yesterday in the hospital, I hugged Xu Ming and comforted him simply because he was in a bad condition. This kind of behavior seems strange to me to do to someone other than my lover...... I also regret it now, I'm afraid that Xu Ming will mistakenly think that I also like him, but in fact, the person who went to hug him at that time should be you. I don't fit in with him, and even if he explicitly tells me that he likes me, I will reject him very clearly. ”
"Oh, I'm surprised. Such an excellent man, if you miss it, you may never find a better one, and being with Xu Ming on your personal terms will change your life. ”
"I knew you would. The essence is not that you look down on me, think that I am a countryman, and I have been married and conceived children, and even, I can't have any more children in the future, so I should hurry up and find someone who likes me. Not to mention someone as good as Xu Ming......"
Lin Yue was touched by Mrs. Wu's sharpness and straightforwardness, she was indeed a little angry, is why, why, her Mrs. Wu actually looked down on Xu Ming?!
"I don't have anything left, but I don't want to pick up something, and what I pick up is not suitable for the end and it's not separated, and everyone doesn't even have to be friends. In the future, I will live for myself and carefully choose a person who suits me. I am also responsible for Boss Xu, my mother told me since I was a child that if you get married, you have to be the right person, otherwise both parties will suffer losses and live a stressful life. I followed Wuhan University, and my mother said that it was called getting married. If I follow Boss Xu in the future, I will definitely become a high climb in the eyes of others. What's more, I don't want to marry again in the future, I'm tired. Don't want to think about anything at the moment! ”
"You don't like Xu Ming? Besides, you can get to know each other first, you actually have a lot in common, not only refers to the material conditions of life, but also other aspects, such as personality and hobbies, common pursuits, and so on. ”
"No, there must be a family background, which is one of the prerequisites. Although I don't particularly care about other people's opinions, I also don't like people to judge me. What's more, so far, I don't think I have anything in common with Boss Xu. He helped me a lot, and I am grateful to him, so I have to understand my heart. Right now, I still only have Wuda in my heart, and I can't let go of others. I don't want to delay Boss Xu either, after all, he is not too young. I said, I think you're a better fit for him. You know him, you have had a relationship before, and your life experience is similar, why do you bother to match me with him. Wouldn't it be better for you to be together? ”
"I didn't expect you to be quite stubborn. The most important thing to tell you is that he doesn't like me. Moreover, the two of you really have a lot in common, you are both pure, stubborn, and a little arrogant. Lin Yue didn't expect Mrs. Wu to be so unmoved: "You don't know, Xu Ming is so sought-after, this kind of single boss is called a golden bachelor here in us, how many people are rushing to get close." Warblers, warblers, swallows, rings, fat swallows, and thin swallows, all kinds of things. ”
"No matter what, I wasn't very sure what to do in the future at first, but after talking to you until now, I am sure that no matter how I go in the future, now, I will not accept Boss Xu's favor. Not at all. Mrs. Wu finally understood one thing, and she reiterated one side again, "Don't accept it, definitely draw a clear line, it's good for everyone." ”
"You don't want to leave, do you? At this time?! Now is the time when he needs to be taken care of the most! Even as a friend, you should stay and take care of him, encourage him, and help him through it! ”
"I don't know what his difficulties are, how can I help him get through them? If my departure is his difficulty, I would rather he get through it sooner, and the long pain is better than the short one. The more I didn't leave, the harder it was for him to pass. ”