Adele's low, somewhat hoarse voice gradually became high-pitched and even hoarse, and the inner cry was that maybe I can find another one like you, and I can still bless you. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info but is she still secretly lonely with the persistence of hiding no more tears after singing these words repeatedly?

This song announcing finally liberation was repeated and repeated with faint reluctance, but it did not wake up Ruan Qing, who was deep in the dry well of his heart. The broken alarm clock was still moving forward little by little, and the clouds outside the window were tired and didn't want to continue crying. This may be the longest drunk day Ruan Qing has ever lived.

"Huh?" Ruan Qing covered her head and exhaled a breath that she felt uncomfortable. "How long have I been asleep?"

She habitually looked in the usual direction of the alarm clock, and there was no familiar alarm clock in that position, only a hollow feeling waiting for her. The mobile phone on the desk continuously sent out a message that there was no power, and Ruan Qing came back from the air and used his mobile phone to check the time.

6：45am？

"Did you sleep until the next day?" Ruan Qing realized that she would never be able to go back to the graduation exhibition again, and immediately asked herself in a questioning tone, "What am I doing?!" ”

After swiping through the boot lock, the phone shows that there are many missed calls from my mother. A little dizzy, Ruan Qing, who had not yet escaped from the sequelae of alcohol, also felt that this was terrible! Did my mom know that I didn't go back to school? Is it crazy to stay at home?

I called my mother nervously, and when I heard the song I dialed, my mother immediately received a call, and the first sentence was:

"You are? Please! Tell me you're Xiaoqing! You're not dead! ”

Die? This word deeply stimulated Ruan Qing, and all of a sudden she felt as if she was more sober! Am I not dead? But how does Mom know I'm not dead?

Ruan Qing comforted her mother who was still crying on the other end of the phone, "Mom! I'm fine! I'm at home! How do you know, oh no! Why do you think I'm dead? ”

Mom cried and said intermittently, "Great! It's really you! It's really you damn guy! Woo woo ~ you damn guy ~ woo woo woo ~ woo ~ "

Ruan Qing, who was confused when she heard this, laughed involuntarily, "Mom, I don't have anything to do at all!" ”

"So where did you run away? I called you for hours and didn't answer the phone! You don't get over right now! Ruan's mother, who suddenly stopped crying, roared angrily! The phone was also yelled at the last bit of power.

Ruan Qing, who was frightened, realized that something big must have happened this time! She hurriedly changed her clothes, brushed her teeth and washed her face, and walked out of the house as quickly as possible.

The rain had long since stopped, but the sky was still gloomy, making it impossible to tell where the time was going.

Ruan Qing's heart was uneasy, and she ran faster from time to time! She didn't walk slowly until she felt a little hard breathing. Along the way, Ruan Qing kept persuading herself, don't let your parents know that you've been drunk and lying down for most of the day!

"Oops!" Ruan Qing tapped his head and persuaded himself to calm down! "How can I be so stupid! I want to be calm, I can't let my family worry! Be sure to pack it well! No! I must do a good job myself! ”

Ruan Qing was thinking seriously, why would her mother say that she was not dead? Could it be that my mother is aware of my dreams? Or did the mother in the dream wake up? And what about the vanished diary? Is it a delusion? Was it my dream? A dream within a dream? So am I awake now?

"Mosquito bitten? Why is it so itchy? Ruan Qing scratched her neck and thought about this unusual day:

The first thing that was different was that I had a nosebleed! This is something that I haven't had in my previous dreams! I didn't do anything, it happened suddenly! That's the first one! Does this mean that I am not in a dream, not in a cycle?

Second, my diary is gone! But not all of them are missing! It's one less! What's going on? I'd have to take a good look at the diary, but not right now.

Thirdly, where did my alarm clock go? I remember my alarm going off?

These three differences are different from the things in the dream, maybe this means that I am awake! By the way, are my mother's buns there?

Ruan Qing scratched her neck to her scalp, and finally finished this long road, looking at the somewhat dim street, only the family shop emitted a warm light! She smiled reassuringly and said to herself: "You have to do everything yourself!"

"Mom~" Ruan Qing tried to talk to Ruan's mother obediently, but she saw Ruan's mother looking haggard and her eyes were red!

"You damn thing!" Ruan's mother couldn't help but cry when she spoke, and Ruan's mother opened her hands to hug Ruan Qing. "You're scaring us to death!"

"What's wrong?" Ruan Qing asked gently, as if she was coaxing a child.

"Where have you been running all day! The phone is not answered! Ruan's mother slapped Ruan Qing on the head.

Ruan Qing covered her head and pretended to be in pain and said, "My alarm clock is gone, I overslept!" Don't be angry~" She took Ruan's mother's hand and pouted.

"Alas, it's fine! Good thing you overslept this time! Good thing you overslept! Ruan's mother muttered to herself while pounced on Ruan Qing and hugged Ruan Qing to death.

"Where's Dad?" Ruan Qing looked at the shop several times, could it be that something happened to his father? That's why my mom is so nervous and I have an accident? As soon as he thought of this, Ruan Qing's heart hung up.

"Your dad went to look for you!" Ruan's mother let go of Ruan Qing and pulled her hand tightly, for fear that it would be gone as soon as she let go! Ruan Qing brought her mother to a chair and asked her to sit down.

"What the hell is going on!? Mother? Why did you curse me to death? ”

"Who cursed you!" Ruan's mother slapped Ruan Qing on the head again! "I didn't answer so many calls from you, and then I hung up on the phone! You damn thing! ”

Although Ruan's mother kept scolding, she took her daughter's hand and made sure that she was okay before she gradually calmed down in her heart.

"Today your dad and I are next door when we are preparing to eat noodles."

"Next door? Eating noodles? Ruan Qing opened her eyes wide and asked in a cold sweat, "Are you all right?" ”

"How do you know there's something wrong?" Mother asked rhetorically, and Ruan Qing shook her head violently. "I choked a little boy to death while eating noodles, and your dad was the first to react and call 120. I heard from the doctor that there were a few small pieces of needles in the throat! It's the needle we use to sew clothes! Broken! And in the face of the head! It was almost me and your dad who ate it! I don't know if it's a sin! How to put a needle with noodles is also in! ”

Ruan Qing listened to this paragraph, and her scalp was numb. At least she finally knew how she had died last time. But this death is certain, but why is the diary still gone? This made Ruan Qing puzzled.

"What's wrong with you? Sweating profusely and scratching your arms, was it bitten by mosquitoes? Don't scratch it, your whole hand is red! Ruan's mother took Ruan Qing's hand away, and after putting on her glasses, Ruan's mother saw Ruan Qing's entire neck, and there were scratches on her hands, all of which were scratched by Ruan Qing herself. What's wrong with you? Are you okay? Come on, don't scratch it! It's good for mom to sweep for you! ”

Ruan's mother's rough hand that had been working for many years gently stroked Ruan Qing's hand, and the warm hand was indeed much more comfortable than her scratching herself. Ruan Qing smiled, "As long as you're okay!" Mom, why do you think I'm dead? ”

Ruan's mother swept gently, and her face suddenly revealed a sadness that Ruan Qing had never seen.

"I didn't mention Aunt Ding to you before, she had an accident." Mom covered her eyes and forehead with her hands, as if she was deeply shocked, "Life is really impermanent!" ”

The tone of this whole sentence Ruan Qing still remembers vividly, this is what she heard when she died last time. Looks like I'm still in a dream? Ruan Qing's heart couldn't help but gasp.

"I received this call from her husband while I was waiting for the meeting, and I didn't think much about it at the time, I just felt so sad! comforted and comforted her husband, forget it. Ruan's mother stopped and took a tissue to wipe her sweat, "Later, after eating noodles with your father, I always felt inappropriate, how could the people I met two days ago say that there is no more, this really makes my heart very uncomfortable!" So I called her husband again after a while and asked him what was going on! As a result, he said, Xiaoding her, she was in a car accident! ”

Ruan Qing patted Ruan's mother's hand comfortingly.

"She's in the same car as you." Ruan's mother seemed to pluck up the courage to say this sentence, "It's the car at noon!" ”