Chapter 92: Xiaowei, Don't Drive Me Away!

When Cai Yuanwei woke up from her slumber again, she habitually opened her eyes, but the darkness in front of her blurred her senses, making her think that it was still night. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

Cai Yuanwei closed her eyes, remembering the previous conversation with Dr. Shen in her mind, and then there was a sound in the room, she couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, and then told herself in her heart that it was her eyes that were blind, not because it was dark outside, or the lights in the room were not turned on.

Cai Yuanwei shook her head a little uncomfortably, moved her somewhat stiff neck, and then asked softly, "Is there anyone...... Over here? She didn't know how long she had been asleep this time, but she felt a little stronger to speak, and she didn't need to say another two more to rest.

The people in the room seemed to be awakened by her voice, and something fell on the ground, and then Cai Yuanwei heard a sound of the bearing turning, and then Gu Hanwen's familiar and somewhat wistful voice sounded in her ears: "Xiaowei, are you awake?" Is there anything wrong with it? Do you want to drink water? ”

Han Wen ...... It's you ......" Cai Yuanwei heard Gu Hanwen's question, and a burst of emotion drifted in her heart, I don't know whether it was emotion or relief, the unusually calm mood that I had been maintaining when I talked to Dr. Shen before suddenly cracked a big gap, and tears poured out uncontrollably.

Gu Hanwen was a little caught off guard, and hurriedly took the disinfectant gauze to wipe her tears, and coaxed while wiping: "Xiaowei! Xiaowei! What happened to you? Don't cry...... Don't cry, you have a wound on your face, and it will become inflamed with tears......"

"Then you're responsible...... Just dry it for me! Cai Yuanwei burst into tears and laughed, and said coquettishly.

Gu Hanwen was a little pleased, the current Cai Yuanwei did not have the self-control and calmness that made people feel panicked yesterday, and the little domineering and independent and cheerful Xiaowei who loved to be coquettish in front of him before seemed to be back again. While gently wiping the tears on her face with gauze, he gently comforted: "Don't cry, huh? Don't cry. ”

Cai Yuanwei let Gu Hanwen help her wipe her face, and his hand touched the gauze on her face, which made her suddenly remember something and anxiously wanted to confirm it. She subconsciously wanted to raise her right hand to grab Gu Hanwen's hand, but her right hand was so heavy that she couldn't lift it. She wanted to raise her left hand, but as soon as her left hand moved, she felt a pain in her shoulder, which made her snort.

Gu Hanwen heard her snort in pain, and hurriedly asked, "Xiaowei, what's wrong?" Is it a pain in the face with tears? ”

Cai Yuanwei gave up the idea of raising her hand to touch him, her ears caught the direction of his voice, turned her head to the other side and said, "I want to touch it...... Your face, let me touch it...... Your face. ”

Gu Hanwen was stunned when he heard this: "Touch my face?" ”

Cai Yuanwei urged him at this time: "Hurry up!" Take my hands up...... Put it in your face...... Let me touch ...... Your face ......"

Gu Hanwen was a little unsure, but he still followed her wishes, took her right hand and put it on his face.

Cai Yuanwei was still a little dissatisfied: "Don't ...... Light aside...... Faces on both sides...... Let it go too......"

Gu Hanwen followed her meaning again, letting her hands stay on both cheeks for a while, letting her fingers feel the skin on his face.

Gu Hanwen was still a little embarrassed: "I haven't shaved my beard for a few days, I didn't stab you!" ”

Cai Yuanwei couldn't help but flash his unkempt appearance that she had seen before, and quipped him: "You don't shave...... It looks manly...... Scraped...... It's like a creamy little ......" After speaking, she sighed lightly: "It's okay...... You didn't hurt your face......"

The smile that Gu Hanwen had just put on his face suddenly froze. His lips were cowardly for a while, and he asked, with a hint of temptation, "What if I hurt my face?" ”

Cai Yuanwei immediately refuted his words, although her voice was not loud, but her tone was very resolute: "You have to rely on your face...... If you really want to eat...... I hurt my face, and I won't forgive myself. I'm pretty sure...... I was using my body at the time...... Clamping your face, and...... I still tried my best with my hands...... Pull your neck, or else...... I won't have a dislocated hand anymore...... Before I pass out...... The car has already stopped rolling, how can you ...... Will it hurt your face? ”

Gu Hanwen was stunned when he heard this.

Gu Hanwen looked at Cai Yuanwei's hollow eyes in disbelief, her face wrapped in half of the gauze, could it be that she was so badly injured and became like this, just because she wanted to protect his face desperately!?

Gu Hanwen was silent for a while, and it was Cai Yuanwei's turn to feel strange, so she couldn't help but ask tentatively: "Hanwen...... Hanwen? What are you doing? ”

Gu Hanwen couldn't answer out loud, because he felt that as long as he spoke out now, he would definitely cry. He tried to open his mouth and gulp in the air like an oxygen-starved fish, but he couldn't suppress the tears in his eyes.

Suddenly, Gu Hanwen broke down and cried, sitting in a wheelchair covering his face and crying like a child.

Cai Yuanwei was stunned for a moment when she heard his cry, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "I'm like this...... I didn't cry much, but you cried......" She didn't persuade him again, in fact, she couldn't persuade him, and she didn't want to persuade him, so let him vent. Thinking about it, he must have felt uncomfortable during this time, maybe her family blamed him for her injury.

Cai Yuanwei thought a little funny, isn't it generally that people who are seriously injured want to cry? Fortunately, she didn't seem to feel anything, but he cried as if he was badly injured.

Gu Hanwen cried for a while, began to sobble and slowly suppressed his crying, and after a while, he finally slowly calmed down, wiped his face with a tissue, and sat silently on the side of Cai Yuanwei's bed.

Cai Yuanwei lay on the bed silently, looked at the ceiling with her eyes open, and after a long time, she said quietly: "What do you have to cry...... A big man, but he cried ...... Like a woman, are you embarrassed? ”

Gu Hanwen couldn't help but blush when he heard this, his eyes were confused, and he didn't dare to look at Cai Yuanwei's face.

After a while, Gu Hanwen finally returned to normal, gently held Cai Yuanwei's hand, looked at her pale and thin face affectionately in his eyes, and whispered in her ear what she had been saying from the bottom of her heart: "Xiaowei, I'm sorry ......"

Gu Hanwen knew the reason for Cai Yuanwei's injury, and went to the side to ask some experienced old drivers, knowing that in the event of a car accident such as a vehicle rollover, as long as you hold your head with your hands and curl up tightly, the degree of injury can actually be reduced in theory, so I have always felt very guilty in my heart for Cai Yuanwei giving up her chance to survive to protect him who was asleep at the time. In addition, there has always been a knot in his heart before coming to Hong Kong, because he wanted to go back with Cai Yuanwei that night, but unfortunately encountered the car with a flat tire, which led to a car accident, and he has always had a strong sense of guilt in his heart. The combination of various factors made Gu Hanwen's attitude towards Cai Yuanwei very different after she woke up.

Although Cai Yuanwei couldn't see it, her senses were much sharper. She felt that during this period of time, the tone and attitude of hearing Gu Hanwen speak had changed a little, how could she describe it...... Cai Yuanwei searched for adjectives and suddenly thought of one. Yes, humble!

Although Gu Hanwen usually spoils Cai Yuanwei and treats her as his own queen, she seems to be very obedient, but in fact, he will not hesitate to talk about it when it is time to talk, and the principles that he thinks he should adhere to will still stalk his neck and Cai Yuanwei's red face.

But during this time, Cai Yuanwei never heard Gu Hanwen say anything to her, what she said to her, and what she asked her to ask was simply obedient, commanding him to go to the east, he would never look to the west.

Once Cai Yuanwei was disgusted with the medicine, and after putting the medicine at the bedside, she refused to take it, always using this and that discomfort as an excuse. In normal times, Gu Hanwen would definitely not get used to her, and would chant her until she was eaten like Tang Nian's mantra. But this time Cai Yuanwei said not to eat, Gu Hanwen just frowned slightly, then put down the cup, only sighed silently, and did not urge her to take medicine again.

Another time, Cai Yuanwei thought that her mouth had become light from drinking white porridge recently, and she wanted to eat something sour and spicy on a whim to change her taste. But she can't even drink much broth now, and where can the stomach and sour food in her body stand it? For this obviously unreasonable request, Gu Hanwen uncharacteristically did not immediately object, but after being silent for a while, he really didn't know where to borrow some garlic chili sauce at noon, and nodded a little with chopsticks for Cai Yuanwei to taste.

Cai Yuanwei thought that Gu Hanwen lowered his body and obeyed her like this because he saw that she was injured now, so he temporarily restrained his temperament and spoiled her. But the few scenes she heard by chance after that confirmed her previous idea that Gu Hanwen had a humble attitude.

That afternoon, under the care of Gu Hanwen, Cai Yuanwei drank some broth, felt a little sleepy, closed her eyes, and slowly fell asleep. At some point, a loud sound reached her ears, waking her up from her light sleep.

Cai Yuanwei was confused for a while, and recognized that this was the voice of her second brother Cai Jizong.

I only heard him count someone with some excitement: "...... You shouldn't be here! As soon as I see you, I will remember that you were the one who made Vivi what she is. She's only in her twenties, and she's going to ...... Also, she almost died to save you! Do you think you can compensate her by taking care of her like this now, and we still have us? Don't you think ......?"

Cai Jizong said excitedly, but he only heard his voice, and the people who were counted by him did not speak to refute for a long time, as if they recognized Cai Jizong's words and had nothing to say.

After a long time, Cai Yuanwei heard another familiar voice responding to her second brother's words. As soon as the voice came out, Cai Yuanwei felt a shock in her heart. I could only hear Gu Hanwen's low tone, and he said slowly, as if with some pain and pleading: "...... Second brother, I'm ......."

"I'm not your second brother! You're not qualified to call me! Cai Jizong interrupted what he hadn't yet said, and said impatiently: "Enough!" You don't have to act like I'm bullying you in front of me, it's better that your acquaintances don't appear in front of me. If it weren't for my dad, if it weren't for Xiaowei, I wouldn't have let you stay here for a second longer! ”

When Cai Jizong's voice fell, footsteps sounded, as if he left after speaking. After another unbearable silence, Cai Yuanwei heard the sound of the wheelchair bearing turning again, slowly approaching her.

Cai Yuanwei was pretending to be asleep with her eyes closed, only to hear Gu Hanwen sigh slightly in her ear, and then her palm was gently held up and pressed against a warm cheek.

The fibrous roots on this face made the back of her hand itch a little, but there were some bones and corners of the hand on it, and the water that wet the back of the hand, but it pierced her heart.

Since this day, Cai Yuanwei has kept an eye on her, and someone in the family came to visit her, especially when Gu Hanwen was also there, so she pricked up her ears to listen to their movements, and sure enough, she heard that something was wrong.

Dad didn't have anything, but he was very enthusiastic about Gu Hanwen. The eldest brother spoke in a light tone, and he couldn't hear any attitude. But the second brother had a much more intense attitude, sometimes thinking that she had fallen asleep, so he no longer scrupled and commanded, pointing at Gu Hanwen to do such and such things, and the tone of his voice was also emotional.

Gu Hanwen was often silent, silently enduring Cai Jizong's emotional venting.

Just after Gu Hanwen was "bullied" by Cai Jizong again, Cai Jizong walked away, leaving Gu Hanwen in a wheelchair, working hard to clean up the fruit scraps that Cai Jizong threw on the ground just now and clean up.

After finishing all this, Gu Hanwen came to Cai Yuanwei's bedside again, gently took her hand, put it on his cheek, and quietly looked at her sleeping face with a look of pity in his eyes.

Cai Yuanwei suddenly opened her eyes, turned her head to look in Gu Hanwen's direction, and asked him, "Why didn't you explain to my brother that the car accident that night was not your responsibility at all?" You and I both know that I was the one who wanted to go back with you, not you who dragged me away. ”

Gu Hanwen was stunned for a moment, and then said in disbelief: "Xiaowei...... You didn't sleep just now? Did you hear it all? ”

"Hmm...... Why don't you make it clear to my brother so that he doesn't misunderstand you? ”

Gu Hanwen came back to his senses, the muscles on his face moved, and he pulled out a wry smile and said, "Your brother...... Actually, it's not wrong. That night, it was indeed the ...... that I proposed to go first."

Cai Yuanwei didn't agree with his idea: "That night was an accident, it had nothing to do with you at all, why did you take everything on your shoulders and blame yourself for this accident?" By your logic, everyone was responsible that night. I could have used my brother's car, and maybe I wouldn't have hurt so badly. Xiao Kai too, he could have avoided this road, but he finally chose this road, chose this road, and was hit by the car next to him. My brother was also responsible, and he should have not let us go that night, so that nothing would have happened. ”

When Gu Hanwen heard her words, he opened his mouth, wanting to explain something, but he didn't know what to say.

Cai Yuanwei couldn't see his facial expression, and continued: "And my brother is obviously angry with others because of his relationship, you are not wrong, why should you be angry with him?" ”

Gu Hanwen was speechless by Cai Yuanwei's words like a cannon, and sat silently for a while before he said slowly: "But after all, it's your brother, and ...... It is true that you were seriously injured for saving me...... I...... I really feel guilty in my heart, I'm sorry for you......"

Cai Yuanwei paused, suddenly felt a little irritable and impatient in her heart for no reason, closed her eyes, and then said to Gu Hanwen again: "Hanwen, if you keep repenting, immerse yourself in the previous hurtful emotions, and atone for your sins by letting others vent their dissatisfaction on you, it will not help the facts that already exist, it can only make others and yourself more painful, and it will be more difficult to get out of this shadow." ”

Speaking of this, Cai Yuanwei took a breath, and her tone suddenly became stern: "It seems that I did too well to protect you before, so good that you haven't grown up at all now." Although you are old and acting, you are still not good at dealing with life. Do you know? I didn't want to talk about this, I'm tired of having to lecture you when something happens, and explain the truth to you like an old mother. ”

"So," Cai Yuanwei seemed to have made up her mind, and Gu Hanwen was shocked by what she said below: "Hanwen, you don't have to come over to take care of me in the past few days, you go back first and figure out what I just said." If you still can't get out of the effects of the car accident, and you are blindly immersed in the guilt of being against me, and you still can't understand why I tried so hard to save you, you don't have to come to me again. I don't want the love between us to become heavy and put on the shackles of morality, and I don't want to see you in the future with only pity and guilt in your eyes. You go back and think clearly, think clearly and come back to me. ”

"Xiaowei, what are you talking about......" Gu Hanwen looked a little incredulous: "Why are you doing this?" You're saying I'm not mature enough, are you? What can I learn...... Xiaowei...... Don't drive me away......"

"Enough!" Cai Yuanwei raised her voice and interrupted Gu Hanwen's slightly flustered words with some difficulty: "Enough!" I just want you to go back and think about it now, I'm tired! You get out! After speaking, she closed her eyes and ignored Gu Hanwen next to her.

Gu Hanwen put down the hand holding Cai Yuanwei a little dejectedly, and plugged his hair helplessly, not knowing what to say to change Cai Yuanwei's mind.

After a while, Gu Hanwen saw that Cai Yuanwei still showed no signs of changing her decision, so she had to slowly push the wheelchair with a disappointed look, turn to the door and roll over.

When he came to the door, Gu Hanwen looked back at Cai Yuanwei on the bed, and couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart. Suddenly, as if he had made a decision, he raised his hand and began to turn the wheelchair, pushing it towards the door, and walked away without looking back.

Cai Yuanwei listened to the sound of Gu Hanwen's wheelchair disappearing outside the door, and the tears that had just been quietly filled in her eyes finally slipped down.