Chapter Ninety-Three: Xiaowei, Let Me Come Back to You, Okay?
In the past few days, Hong Yuanhui felt that Gu Hanwen was very wrong, no, very wrong. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
In the past, whenever Gu Hanwen went to Cai Yuanwei's room to take care of her, Hong Yuanhui usually put him down and left to do his own business in order not to use the light bulb, and then waited until the afternoon when Gu Hanwen was going to do rehabilitation before coming back to accompany him. Later, Gu Hanwen's leg injury was already very good, and he could get up and walk two steps in a short time, and he was also very proficient in using a wheelchair, so Hong Yuanhui gradually stopped following him all the time. As for what happened to Gu Hanwen and what he encountered with Xiaowei, Hong Yuanhui was not very clear for a while.
But since Gu Hanwen came back from Cai Yuanwei's room in a trance a few days ago, Hong Yuanhui felt that he was very abnormal. From the next day, he hid in his room all day, not only for rehabilitation, but also for his most beloved ones. At the end of the day, my mouth didn't even want to say a word except eating, so I looked sluggish, either sitting on the bed or sitting by the window, just staring out blankly, not knowing what I was thinking. Hong Yuanhui asked him with some concern what happened, but Gu Hanwen refused to say, just said that it was okay.
Until one night, when Hong Yuanhui was sleeping in a daze in the middle of the night, he dimly heard Gu Hanwen's intermittent and choked voice from the bathroom. Hong Yuanhui was stunned in his heart, got up and pricked up his ears to listen for a while, and from the words coming from inside, he heard that Gu Hanwen seemed to have encountered some problems with Xiaowei, and he seemed to be talking about it with the people at home.
Only then did Hong Yuanhui figure out the reason for Gu Hanwen's changes during this time. He saw it in his eyes and was anxious, so he asked Cai Yuanwei what was going on. But Cai Yuanwei listened to him, but like Gu Hanwen, she just smiled and said that it was okay, and it would be fine after a while.
Hong Yuanhui is the second King Kong is confused, empty and anxious but nowhere to exert force, and he is also very speechless for these two friends who even have a tacit understanding of the excuse. It just so happened that Liu Shishi was doing a program recording nearby in the past two days, and Hong Yuanhui saw that he couldn't help, so he simply left the hospital and went to Liu Shishi to comfort his injured heart.
Cai Yuanwei is now struggling to adapt to blindness and disobedience. Even she, who was calm-minded, has now become a little impetuous because of the sudden discomfort and inconvenience.
At noon that day, Cai Yuanwei refused to let her escort feed her and wanted to try to eat herself.
She was now able to sit up slightly, so she asked the nurse to help her lift the back of the bed, and she sat back on the bed, fumbling with the bowl and spoon on the small table in front of her, trying to scoop the porridge from the bowl into her mouth.
Enduring the vague pain in her left shoulder, Cai Yuanwei struggled to command her right hand, which was a little disobedient, reluctantly touched the edge of the bowl, and then tried to fix the bowl with her fingers, and her left hand touched the spoon in the bowl at the same time, tried to scoop a mouthful of porridge, and put the position of her lips into her mouth.
The first time the position was too high, and the spoon was put on the nose; The second time it was too low and hit the chin...... After several efforts, I basically remembered the approximate height of the spoon and ate a few mouthfuls of porridge.
At this time, I don't know if my right hand began to lose strength or something, but my hand suddenly tilted outward, and the fixed bowl was pushed outward. When the spoon was put down in the left hand and ready to scoop the porridge, the original position changed, and the scoop could not be reached. Cai Yuanwei grabbed the spoon and blindly lit it near the original bowl, hoping to touch the edge of the bowl, so that she could know where the bowl went. But as he lit it, he accidentally knocked over the bowl under the small table.
Listening to the clanging sound of the stainless steel bowl tumbling and spinning on the ground, Cai Yuanwei collapsed on the bed in some dejection, and the spoon in her left hand was also thrown out angrily, staring at the ceiling fiercely with her invisible eyes on her face.
At this time, she heard someone enter her room, dragged some strange footsteps, helped her pick up the bowl and spoon that had fallen on the floor and put it aside, turned to get another set of bowls and spoons that she had prepared earlier, scooped a new bowl of porridge and placed it in front of her, and then sat on the edge of her bed.
Cai Yuanwei smelled the aroma of food, but she couldn't arouse the desire to eat.
For the past two days, she wanted to eat by herself, but in the end she failed because of problems with her left or right hand, which made her discouraged. But she is really unwilling, can she only rely on others to feed her in the future? Cai Yuanwei didn't want to turn herself into a waste.
Just when Cai Yuanwei was leaning on the bed and wondering whether she should try again, a familiar voice sounded in her ears, with some joy and long-lost ridicule in her tone:
"Give up when you encounter difficulties, this is not like your usual temperament!"
Cai Yuanwei couldn't help but be shocked when she heard this, and she was stunned on the bed.
The person sitting next to her saw that she was motionless, so he spoke again: "I have changed a bowl of porridge for you, and it will be placed in front of you." You haven't eaten yet! You have to eat enough, otherwise if the body can't absorb the nutrients, it will affect the body's recovery......"
Hearing this familiar chatter, Cai Yuanwei couldn't help but feel that her eyes were a little hot. Holding back tears and suppressing the emotions surging in her heart, Cai Yuanwei showed a happy and unexpected smile on her face: "Hanwen...... It's you...... You're back......"
Gu Hanwen heard the overtone in her tone, and a smile of joy appeared on his face, but his mouth said lightly: "Hmm! After resting for a few days, I remembered you and came over. Why are you the only one here? If I hadn't just come in, wouldn't you be hungry? ”
Cai Yuanwei smiled when she heard this: "I sent the escort away." I wanted to try to eat on my own these days, so I asked her to eat first, but who knew that it would fail again. ”
"Do you want to try again now?"
"No~ yes! Try again, I'm going to be hungry at noon today. Cai Yuanwei said coquettishly to Gu Hanwen at this time: "I want you to feed me." ”
Gu Hanwen smiled, picked up the bowl in front of him, and fed her one bite at a time.
Cai Yuanwei ate the porridge fed by Gu Hanwen one bite at a time, and the emptiness that had always existed in her heart was also filled with joy and affection little by little, and her face couldn't help but show a bright and satisfied smile.
There wasn't much porridge, Cai Yuanwei quickly finished eating, and Gu Hanwen saw this and asked, "Is it enough?" Would you like to add more? ”
"No need." Cai Yuanwei shook her head slightly, and then her ears caught the sound of Gu Hanwen cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, with an uncontrollable smile on her face, she tried to turn her somewhat godless eyes to follow his figure.
Gu Hanwen also packed up his things with a smile on his face, then relaxed, sat on the edge of Cai Yuanwei's bed again, and gently took her hand.
Cai Yuanwei gently took Gu Hanwen's hand and slowly put it on her face.
Gu Hanwen's warm and generous palm was close to his face at this time, and Cai Yuanwei could still touch his slender and powerful fingers, hard and somewhat prominent knuckles, this long-lost feeling of intimacy made her miss it so much. Cai Yuanwei couldn't help but rub his hand with her face like a cat, and the emotions that had been suppressed just now surged out again, and her eyes couldn't help but feel a burst of heat, and tears oozed out.
Cai Yuanwei's voice became a little hoarse and said, "I know, you will definitely come back......"
Gu Hanwen was rubbed lightly, even though Cai Yuanwei's face was still wrapped in gauze, but he still felt that she looked very cute, like the kittens raised at home were coquettish with him.
Gu Hanwen felt that his heart was now very soft by her, and he couldn't help but think of his mother's words on the phone that night: "Xiaowei is the best person you have met in your life, no matter what, you can't let yourself give up your efforts and miss her." ”
Yes, Xiaowei does not have the temper and bad habits of a rich lady, she is calm and calm, independent and self-reliant, but sometimes she is very coquettish and clingy. In particular, she also thinks about him everywhere, takes great pains to help him grow, and even doesn't even want her life for him. With such a good girl, what reason can he convince himself to give up on her and leave her, and what reason can he convince himself not to overcome all difficulties to approach her and stand by her side?
Gu Hanwen let Cai Yuanwei rub his hand, leaned over and kissed her lightly on the forehead, successfully stopping Cai Yuanwei's rubbing.
Cai Yuanwei's godless eyes became shining because of the tears just now, and they returned to their usual beauty, and they were raised to stare at him.
Gu Hanwen looked at her face tenderly and said softly, "Of course I will come back." You are so good, how could I possibly leave you? Even this time, you want me to get my normal heart back as soon as possible, that's why you want to drive me away and calm me down, don't you? ”
Cai Yuanwei smiled apologetically when she heard this, put down Gu Hanwen's hand, and apologized softly: "I'm sorry, I used such an uncomfortable way to let you go back before......"
Gu Hanwen tapped her lips with his hand and interrupted her apology: "Xiaowei, you don't have to apologize to me, you did the right thing." If you hadn't made me leave in that way, I don't know how long it would have taken me to figure it out and come out. ”
Cai Yuanwei smiled slightly when she heard this, but after a pause, as if she remembered the situation of the day, the smile on her face faded, and she said with some fear: "Hanwen, do you know?" Actually, I was very scared at the time. I'm really scared, I'm going to lose you.
Because of this injury, I don't know if my body can fully recover, and my face ......" Cai Yuanwei said this, and couldn't help but feel a little gloomy: "My face is also ruined, and I don't know what will become of it in the future." At that time, when I was lying in bed and unable to move, I thought, I made a promise to protect you from a simple and happy life, I may not be able to do it, what will you do in the future? ”
Cai Yuanwei couldn't help but pick up Gu Hanwen's hand again, put it on her face, and continued with some sadness: "I am very reluctant, I don't want you to face the dirty darkness in this entertainment industry, I'm worried that you won't be able to cope with it." I was especially worried when I learned about your state of mind, when you were caught up in the guilt and guilt you felt against me.
Hanwen, this entertainment industry, and even this society, has darkness that you can't imagine. If you don't have eyes that can see through everything, you must at least arm your heart and make it hard to resist cold arrows from all sides, even from your back.
On the other hand, although I usually seem stronger than you, I am still a woman, your woman. I also have times when I am tired, in fact, I really hope to return home, I can get your understanding and support, I don't need to explain anything to you from time to time, I have you behind me.
Like this car accident, why am I desperately trying to save you, I thought you could have figured it out a long time ago. But when I saw you being bullied by my brother at that time, I was very sad. I didn't expect that you wouldn't be able to get out of the predicament in your heart at that time, and I didn't want the relationship between us to be shackled with morality from now on, and I didn't want you to look at my face in the future with guilt and guilt in your eyes.
So I thought, why don't I take a gamble! Let's have a 'put to death and then live'. Fortunately...... I won the bet, you're back with me, you're back......"
After Cai Yuanwei finished speaking in one breath, she couldn't help but take a light breath and rest for a while.
Gu Hanwen caressed her face lovingly, and slowly responded to her words, his voice was soft, full of deep apology, but his tone was very firm: "I'm sorry, it's because I'm not good enough and immature enough, so you want to drag this body but worry about me!" However, I just want to say to you, Xiaowei, maybe I haven't met the requirements in your mind, maybe there are many things I haven't done well enough, but I'm willing to learn and change for you. ”
When Gu Hanwen said this, he paused, leaned down gently, pressed his forehead against Cai Yuanwei's forehead, and whispered his prayer in her ear: "So...... Xiaowei...... Please don't chase me away again...... Just let me stay with you, okay? In the future, let's be together and face the things and difficulties in the future together...... Is it good ......?"
"Hmm!" Cai Yuanwei smiled and nodded, and at the moment of nodding, tears of happiness fell from her eyes, but she was immediately caught by Gu Hanwen with a kiss. The two kissed and pecked each other gently, as if they were poking each other with a promise to pursue happiness.
After a long time, the escort who went out to eat came back, but through the door he heard the sweet and greasy conversation between Gu Hanwen and Cai Yuanwei, looking at the glass on the door, the two of them snuggled together, whispering:
"I told my mother, and she said the same, saying that you want to drive me away, but it's actually for my own good......"
"Auntie knows me best......"
“…… Therefore, you and my mother are the most cherished people in my life, and we must all be happy together......"
“…… Hmmm......"