Chapter 22: Do You Like Him?
Wang Mengning glared at him unhappily, and scolding him with a scolding on his head and face:
"What about the prince? Isn't the prince amazing? How can people like you know that there is no distinction between friends? Also, how can you people who have lived in the palace compound since childhood, understand the real feelings between people, you only have money and power in your eyes. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 infoFriendsFor you, it is estimated that only people who are worthy of your status are qualified to be friends with you, right? ”
"It's not like that!" Duan Chenjing looked at her with red eyes and yelled at her.
Wang Mengning was stunned, looked at his eyes that were red but faintly teary, and realized that he might have spoken a little too much, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." ”
Duan Chenjing was distracted and leaned on the stone beside him, muttering in his mouth: "It's not like this......"
That's not true...... I lost my parents, lost my country, was displaced, was hunted down and killed, and finally came to this place.
After only staying in this palace compound for one night, he was sent to Jianshui Xuan to "cultivate his life". From then on, he didn't ask about the world, and he didn't know about prosperity.
has shouldered national hatred and family hatred since he was a child, and he did not have a carefree childhood like other children, and he gradually became numb, and all kinds of feelings in the world seemed to be numb.
The belief in revenge as a life has supported me to live day after day, year after year.
Although numb, the more I tried to restrain myself from pursuing these things, the more I couldn't control my desire for these things.
He also wants the kind of life like a fairy couple who chooses one person to grow old, and he also wants the kind of idle time where he can meet three or five friends when he has nothing to do, go on outings together, sing about wine together, and laugh and ask about the geometry of life.
He also wants the kind of happy time when there are groups of children, fathers and sons, and three generations of a family are carefree.
However, why has these lives that ordinary people can have, who can't even solve the problem of three meals and clothing, become a luxury for him, a luxury that he can't complete in his life.
Wang Mengning looked at his distracted expression, walked over and patted him on the shoulder tentatively twice, "That'...... I'm sorry. I'm like this, I can't talk but my brain, and when my head is hot, I will talk nonsense, don't mind, I really don't mean that. ”
Duan Chenjing shook his head, "It's okay, I don't blame you, it's me who is too sensitive." ”
If she can say something to him, he thinks it is a gift from God, so how can he be willing to blame her?
Wang Mengning was full of self-blame, if she hurt a friend because she was just a brainchild, then she would really be very uncomfortable.
Duan Chenjing looked at her with her head down and annoyed, and couldn't help but reach out and touch her head, "Okay, I'm fine." I'm glad to have made such a friend as you, and you can call me Chen Jing in the future. ”
Wang Mengning looked up at him, obviously just smiling slightly, but it made her feel inexplicably at ease. It's like the kind of spring breeze in March, as long as it blows gently, it can green the entire willow bank.
Looking at him, Wang Mengning suddenly felt like she was in love. Like that kind of girl who is in love for the first time, and then inadvertently met her sweetheart, and since then she has promised her life.
Wang Mengning was taken aback by this sudden thought, she wouldn't really be like her heartless cousin, the estrus period has arrived, right?
Ahh
Wang Mengning calmed down, cleared his throat, and pretended to be chic: "Then you can call me Mengning." ”
Duan Chenjing smiled, stretched out his finger and pointed to the hairpin between Wang Meng's hair, "The hairpin is very good-looking, especially call you." ”
Wang Mengning can accept anything, but once others praise her, she feels that she is not her anymore, and she has to be like a rooster, and she doesn't remember her name.
Wang Mengning's eyes were shining, she touched her hairpin, and her smugness was not disguised at all, "That's, don't look at who I am." Let me tell you, I bought it in Jia City a few days ago, although I didn't care about it when I bought it. Later, I found out that it was really good-looking, and I really liked it, and I put it next to my pillow every night. ”
Hearing her say this, Duan Chenjing's heart immediately burst into joy, and he couldn't hide his excitement, "Really? Do you really like it that much? ”
Wang Mengning looked at him strangely, this hairpin was not made by him, how could he hear her say that she liked it so excitedly?
Duan Chenjing also found that he was a little out of shape, and coughed twice in embarrassment, "That...... I also think this hairpin is quite beautiful, and I like it a lot. ”
"Oh, that's right." Wang Mengning exhaled a breath of turbidity, "It's a pity, I was careless at the time, otherwise I can buy two, and you can give them to your wife." ”
Duan Chenjing looked at her and smiled helplessly. Mengning, do you know that this hairpin is unique in the world, and it is priceless to me, no matter how much money you spend, you can't buy it......
When the prince saw Duan Chenjing go out, he took Bai Fu to a side hall, away from the noisy crowd, and also dismissed a group of palace maids.
He stood opposite Bai Furan, obviously the distance between the two was less than a zhang, but he felt like a world apart, he and her were only there, it seemed that a whole period of time had passed, a period of time when she had become a wife.
Hongxi looked at Bai Furan distressedly, obviously there were thousands of words in his stomach, and there were endless eternal heartaches, but he didn't know where to start for a while.
Many words came to my lips and were swallowed back hard.
He really missed her, and God knows how he spent countless days and nights without her. His soul, as if from the day she was married, had detached itself from itself and attached itself to her, to taste with her all the joys and sorrows of the future.
"Fu Ran, how have you been doing in the past few years?"
In just a few words, he wrote his countless lovesickness.
How are you doing, whether that person will love you and love you like me. Have you gradually forgotten me, forgotten the old days of laughter and frolic between the two of us?
Do you still have the same affection for me as you did in the past?
Still is...... Are you already living a happy life without my involvement?
……
Bai Furan took a step back, widened the distance between them, lowered his head slightly, and replied respectfully: "Thanks to the prince, everything has been fine all these years." ”
Hongxi looked at her various actions, and it was clear that she was already alienated from him, and she was no longer the one who had to cry to him for the slightest injury.
For no reason, Hongxi's heart began to cramp, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe, as if he would die in the next second.
He suppressed the tears that were about to flow out of his eyes, but the soreness on the tip of his nose could not be stopped.
"Fu Ran, are you really happy to marry him?"
Bai Furan lowered her head, unable to see her expression clearly, but from her slightly white knuckles, it could be seen that she was holding back something.
Bai Furan sighed in her heart, is she happy? In fact, even she didn't know the answer, in order to save her life, her father retreated to the next best thing and married her to Duan Chenjing, a nominal prince with no status, but he only saved her life, and not everyone else died.
Since she married him, she seems to have forgotten what it means to be happy.
She remembered that on the night of the candles in the cave room, he was dressed in red, and under the background of the red candles, his eyes were clear, but his face was not half of the joy of his relatives.
He just opened his mouth coldly and said to her, "This king knows that it is not your will for you to marry me, and I don't want to make it difficult for others. Your father will give everything he has to save your life, and I will give you the title of princess. At the same time, it also gives you absolute freedom. After the turmoil calms down in the future, you can leave if you want to, go to the prince, you and him are recognized as a match made in heaven. ”
However, she stayed for three years.
Help him take care of everything in Jian Shui Xuan every day, help him do the things he tells him well, and help him take care of his sister. Gradually, he also forgot that he was actually just an insignificant person to him.
Seeing that she didn't answer for a long time, Hongxi stepped forward and grabbed her shoulder, and said firmly, "You are not happy." ”
Bai Furan shook off his hands, raised his head, and his tearful eyes added a little helplessness, "What can I do if I'm happy, what can I do if I'm not happy?" It's all a sure thing, do I still have a choice? ”
"You have!" Hongxi's eyes were red, and he reached out to hold her hand, trying to reassure her, "You have, I will ascend the throne in a few days and become the emperor." When the time comes, I can take you into the palace and be my queen, and we can ......"
"Stop talking about dreams," Bai Furan said weakly as he removed the hand he was holding, "even I know this is impossible, just wake up, you can't do anything." Do you think that if you become the emperor, you can do whatever you want? Can you ignore the advice of the ministers and the gossip of the people? ”
"I can."
Hongxi looked at her with blazing eyes, "For you, I can ignore anyone's thoughts, and I can not listen to anyone's advice, I just want you." ”
Bai Furan sniffed, and the tears that he had been holding back still rolled down like beads with broken threads, falling to the ground, wetting a piece of desolation and shattering countless dreams.
Her voice was a little choked, heavily nasal, "But I can't." I am a very conservative woman, one stick does not do two crutches, and one woman does not serve two husbands. I am already married to Duan Chenjing, so I am his person in life and his ghost in death. Even if you are the emperor and have supreme power, you will never be able to change this. ”
Hongxi raised her hand to wipe the tears from her face, but her own tears couldn't stop pouring out.
"Tell me, do you like him......"