The peach blossoms flew in the air in patches, with tenderness, grace, poignancy, churning, restlessness, and finally only the dead silence of a place remained, and the cold rain splashed down on them, and they were no longer bewitching, no longer ostentatious. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 The poignancy of info peach blossom lies in its fearless beauty, and now, it has finally converged.

In Chang'an City, the peach blossoms rained, and there was a lot of mourning, because Chu Li died, because Uncle Tai died.

Chu Li was buried yesterday, the people in mourning clothes lined up from Chang'an to Chang'an, the cry was shocking, I followed Chu Li's coffin all the way to the Chu family's cemetery, watching those people put the coffin into a few feet deep soil pit, watching them fill the big pit with soil, watching Chu Li's Ah Weng and his mother crying to death, watching Chu Li's friends and brothers burst into tears.

He was noble during his lifetime, and he was appreciated because of his talents, such a talent, and in the end he was only accompanied by a coffin and a stone tablet.

Chu Li is gentle and smooth, and he has only met him a few times, but every time he sees him, he smiles, or is helpless or happy, every time I see him, I am thinking, there must be many women who are secretly obsessed with him, and the woman he can fall in love with should be someone like Ning Chaolai.

Heroic tears, beauty off, why did he die, I know, everyone in the world knows that love words are the head, and a few people can escape.

Chu Li's sadness and goodness, just like him, he, Xu Shaoqiao.

"Madam, the rain is getting heavier and heavier, Madame should go back to the house first."

The maidservant girl in the house once again moved the umbrella above my head to block the coldness on my head.

I didn't speak, quietly watched the people coming and going, and listened to the endless cries.

The splash of muddy water stained my white mourning clothes, looking at the overgrown weeds and peach blossom-filled lush woods, I couldn't help laughing, this is his final destination, the name engraved on the tombstone is Ning Chaolai, Ning Chaolai, or Ning Chaolai.

I pushed through the crowd, walked to the front, threw myself on the coffin and cried, he didn't know how he went, he couldn't be buried like this.

"Mrs. Xu, people can't be resurrected after death, and the dead are the greatest, so let General Taishu go to the ground for peace."

It was the one who spoke to me, I looked up, I looked at him who was also soaked and embarrassed, my hands were clenched into fists, and I asked him,

"Is the person in the coffin really too uncley? Where is the uncle general you keep talking about, if the general is really dead, then where is my husband? ”

The rain fell mercilessly, cooling the body and even more cold.

I knew who the person in the coffin was long before the body was in the coffin, it was not my brother, but Xu Shaoqiao, my husband.

They thought they could hide everyone by covering their faces with a veil, but they could deceive others and couldn't deceive me, that was the person I put in my heart, how could I not recognize him!

I'm not reconciled! I am the person Xu Shaoqiao married in a sedan chair, and the person who wrote the family tree is also me, and I am his fine gentleman, why? Why is it written on his tombstone that Uncle Tai, why is it Ning Chaolai's name that accompanies him.

Why does he want to occupy other people's names, why does Ning Chaolai occupy my identity!

"Ma'am." The maidservant who caught up with me tugged at the corner of my clothes and whispered, "Madame, let's go home, this is a burial, and it is not appropriate to delay the hour...... My lord, I'll always be back. ”

I angrily pushed the maid down in the mud, the paper umbrella fell to the ground, the rain splashed me in embarrassment, I wiped a handful of rain from my face, brushed away the hair on my face, and looked at them full of lies in front of me.

I'm waiting, waiting for them to tell me where my husband is, waiting for them to tell me, when will my husband come back?

"The world is big, where is not home, Uncle General will be at ease, as for Lord Xu, he will come back." Doctor Mu glanced at me lightly and said, "Pull Madame away, don't get wet." ”

I let a few strong men drag me aside, watched the coffin be lifted and lowered, and watched him buried in the loess.

I couldn't help but rush over, kneeling on the ground and crying.

Xu Shaoqiao, he should be satisfied with the result now, he died as he deserved, right? Didn't he like Ning Chaolai so much, why didn't he live well? Just like they said, take Ning Chaolai and go away, accompany Ning Chao to grow old, and accompany Ning Chaolai to die!

If that's really the case, if he gets what he wants all his life and gets his original intention, I'll let it go.

But they, they and him, are lying to me. Whether it is Shaoqiao from the Ning Dynasty or my husband, he will not come back.

I didn't know when all the people around me had dispersed, only me and the Wood Doctor were left, and I stretched out my hands and vigorously dug up the rain-washed dirt on the grave, hoping that the person lying inside could crawl out.

Xu Shaoqiao, he came back to life, went to fight with Uncle Tai, and went to rob Wu's Xiaolou.

"Since Madame already knows the facts, let me mourn."

The wood doctor seemed to be helpless and regretful.

If you say it nicely, let me mourn, how can I not fade? It is not only that my husband who mourns me has been separated from me forever, but also that my husband who mourns me has never looked at me, even if he glances, it is a luxury.

I want to leave him behind, live proudly, waiting for him to cry and beg me to come back and love me, but whether I am proud or humble, I just live for myself, he can't see it, and he refuses to look at it from beginning to end.

Maybe I should be happy, at least one of him and Ah Wan is still alive, but my heart is still torn in half.

He said that he didn't know what to do, and he went deep.

When I first came to Chang'an, there was always a handsome man by Ah Huan's side, so I asked Ah Wan who it was, and I forgot what Ah Wan said at that time, and I only remembered that he was very stubborn when he was young.

I think he's very thoughtful and gentle.

Nine of the ten sentences he said were about Ning Chaolai, saying that Ning Chaolai was locked in the study and was not allowed to go out, all of which were trivial matters, but he regarded these things as bigger than the sky, sometimes frowning and sometimes frowning, and the woman's intuition told me that he had loved Ning Chaolai for a long time.

Ning Chaolai, I have long heard of a strange woman who combines intelligence and beauty.

I finally saw her before going to school that year, and she was really beautiful, although I was jealous, but because of Xu Shaoqiao, I didn't want to show it at all.

What I didn't expect was that Ning Chaolai also had hostility towards me, and the source of that hostility was Ah Huan.

She didn't know about my relationship with Ah Huan, so she misunderstood, and I deliberately let her misunderstand.

Looking at the loss in her eyes, I was extremely happy, always thinking that I had the advantage, and later I realized that it was me who was deceiving myself, all domineering, just to hide the sadness in my heart.

I am an embarrassing existence, my father wants to be close, but I dare not get close because of my mother, and my brother occasionally gets close because of sympathy.

I have never been warm, until I meet Ah Huan I will experience the feeling of being loved, I want to keep this warmth for the rest of my life.

I also wanted to warm each other with the man I loved so much, to get the warmth of a lifetime, but from the beginning, from the day I liked him, I knew that it was another luxury.

The man I like, love deeply, and try to keep in vain, Ah Huan, Brother Wang, him, what they like is Ning Chaolai, Ning Chaolai has never lacked love, she has so much love, they still have to be her stove without hesitation, whether it is open or secret, just to warm her and illuminate her.

Ning Chaolai is not bad, I admit that she is good, she is indeed qualified to compete with men in the world, I recognize her goodness on the one hand, and on the other hand, jealousy is spreading wildly.

If she had only been favored by one of them, I would have blessed her, really, I would have blessed her sincerely, unreservedly, but she got it all.

If she gets everything, it means that I will have nothing, and I will be a lonely snowman again, feeling the cold alone, and that loneliness and coldness can make me desperate at any time, let alone two.

Heaven is always unfair, those who have it get more and more, and those who don't get less and less, no, it should never be obtained.

I don't think I'm going to stay in Chang'an City anymore. Because, I don't know how to face it, I don't know how to face the dead person, I don't know how to face the person who is hiding in my heart, I don't know how to face myself.

The Buddha said: Three thousand prosperous, a snap of a finger, a hundred years later, but a handful of yellow sand.

I was drenched in the rain, the first time I walked in front of him so proudly, stepping on the scattered peach blossoms, step by step, step by step to the unknown front, the rain washed my plain clothes, and could not calm my heart.

I couldn't go back to where I started, and I couldn't go where I wanted to go.

Then, Xu Shaoqiao, I wandered halfway, drifting through the wind and rain, one day I will forget you, forget that I once loved someone who only cares about others.

It's just that I don't know, when that day will come, and will I be able to wait?