In a daze, my mobile phone rang, and I was expecting that Jiang Yan was calling, but when I saw that the mobile phone displayed "brother", I was a little disappointed, but I was still a little surprised, how could Wang Yuan call?

Before I could speak, Wang Yuan said happily: "Brother Bing, I guess you must be with Sister Jiang Yan now, haha, I just came to disturb the two of you on purpose, tell me honestly, where did you go to romance today?" ”

I was speechless for a while, and I suddenly couldn't answer. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

"No, we all have something to do today, so we haven't had a birthday."

Wang Yuan's surprised voice came from the other end of the phone: "Huh? What's going on, did you two quarrel? ”

I lowered my head and took a breath and said, "Her cousin's company has been in a bit of a situation recently, and she, the general manager, is not busy." ”

seemed to hear my emotions, Wang Yuan didn't have the previous joke, "Brother Bing, I'll be back for the New Year, you don't have to send me money next month." ”

"What's wrong? What are you going to do if you don't give you money! ”

"I'm working here, I'm twenty-two years old, and I can still earn my living expenses, so you don't have to worry."

I almost blurted out: "That's not good, you are a college student, how can you go to work and delay your studies, don't go in the future, you Brother Bing and I are not without money!" ”

My monthly salary is about 8,000 yuan, 3,000 per month for Wang Yuan in France, and 2,000 for Uncle Wang, and I can barely live on my own with the remaining 2,000 yuan.

Under my strong shirk, Wang Yuan finally compromised, because I know how fortunate he is to live abroad alone, if he can't even guarantee his life, how can I face Uncle Wang?

........

The night came in my stop-and-go, I seemed to see the scene of Ozerxiu driving Jiang Yan home in a Maserati, I ran fast, trying to make those suppressed emotions unable to keep up with my speed, and finally I panted and lay on the fence of the maple bridge, but my emotions were not left behind me at all, and they were still lingering in my mind.

As I was about to sit on the ground, I saw a figure walking towards me in the night.

"Luo Bing?"

The voice was familiar, but it wasn't the person I had in mind, but a woman I didn't dare to meet.

Liu Wei, she is the first woman in my life, I met her in a fight in high school, and she was also the first woman I hit, we stood on opposite sides in that group fight, I vaguely remember that she was wearing a school uniform and holding a baseball bat, and without saying a word, she threw a stick over, fortunately I reacted quickly, and hugged her as soon as I turned around, and touched the place where I shouldn't have touched in a panic..... She was scared to cry by my pervert-like behavior, and when I reacted, I realized that I had actually touched her XXXX.

In the midst of the sighs around me, I quickly pulled her aside, explained, and apologized, and then we have been aware of the present....

But God seems to have to tie the two of us together, the day she graduated from high school, she confessed to me, I already have a woman living in my heart, it is impossible to accept her anymore, so I strongly rejected her, I still vaguely remember her squatting in front of my house crying heartbreaking.

But she still didn't give up, and she has been silently caring about me since graduation, and then I made a mistake, and I handed it over to her for the first time in my life, and I shouldn't have given it to the other party.

At this moment, I was facing the woman in front of me who had been hurt by me, and I felt more guilt.

I looked up and saw the face that I didn't dare to look at directly, she was wearing a short pink dress today, and her black and bright hair was gently floating, like an elegant and well-behaved girl, I gradually became a little fascinated.

Liu Wei saw my direct gaze, her face was slightly red, and she stretched out her hand to pull me up.

The two almost said in unison: "Why are you here?" ”

Both of them looked embarrassed, and then said in unison: "boring" and "blowing the wind"

I realized that there may be some insurmountable hurdle between the two of us, and this hurdle makes me inadvertently reveal a trace of emotion that I can't express in words every time I face her.

To avoid being embarrassed again, I lit a cigarette to hide my uneasiness. Liu Wei saw that my eyes were flustered, but she smiled a little.

With a heavy puff of smoke, I said, "What to laugh at, what's so funny." ”

But she didn't speak, she looked at me with an expression that saw through my whole body, and there was a little evil smile on the corner of her mouth.

I felt numb all over my body when she looked at me like this, "What are you doing... Why do you look at me like that? ”

Liu Wei laughed and said, "I just like your overwhelmed expression." ”

I was a little speechless, and the awkward atmosphere disappeared in an instant.

Maybe I thought about it, I ignored Liu Wei's gaze, looked at the bright lights in the distance, and then took out my mobile phone, expecting Jiang Yan to send me a message of greetings. Liu Wei glanced at me and said with a smile: "Why didn't Jiang Yan stay with you today?" ”

In autumn, the weather is gradually getting cooler, Fengqiao at night seems very quiet, quiet seems to be able to hear his own heart, Liu Wei's words seem to order a single loop, repeatedly ringing in my ears, I am a little embarrassed, some don't know how to answer.

"She's a little busy today, so I didn't celebrate her birthday."

Liu Wei still looked at me with a smile that seemed to be a smile.

I hesitated for a while when she looked at me like this, so I said with a straight face: "What's the matter, why are you looking at me like this." ”

"I found out that your face won't be red no matter how you lie, Luo Bing, will your face be disappointed and haggard when you lie?" I didn't know how to answer for a while, I didn't know what she was implying when she said this.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Liu Wei continued: "I saw Jiang Yan and Ou Zexiu's second son walking together in the city center today. After saying that, he looked at me directly, as if he was grasping every emotion in my every look.

"Luo Bing, is Jiang Yan in love, but you still love her, right?"

What Liu Wei said at the moment made me feel very inferior, some injuries I will bury deep in my heart, let it slowly disappear over time, I would rather bear it alone with dignity so alone.

I said to myself, "Well, she's in love, she's happy." Liu Wei didn't speak for a long time, a gust of night wind blew her thin body a little shivering, I threw away the cigarette butt, took off my coat and put it on her body, and then lit a cigarette.

The atmosphere of the night was a little sad, and I said, "It's so late, go back early, don't catch a cold." ”

Suddenly, Liu Wei turned her head to look at me, with a vague glint of tears in her eyes.

"I don't know whether to be happy or sorry for you now, Luo Bing, you know, I've always liked you, and I can feel that you've been running away from me, because that time, you felt guilty about me, but I don't regret it, really, I don't regret it at all." Speaking of this, Liu Wei couldn't control her emotions anymore, she wiped her tears and continued: "I gave the first time to my favorite man, I feel very happy, although that person doesn't have me in his heart, but every time I think that night I once belonged to you, I am very happy, so you don't have to avoid me like this, only the two of us know about this matter, I will keep it in my heart forever as my best memory." ”

At this time, I was full of guilt and guilt, and I even felt like a beast, hurting a woman who loved you so much and didn't love herself.

Maybe I still miss Liu Wei's friendship for so many years, but after that time, I thought that maybe our friendship came to an end.

Just as my head was dazed, an angry voice suddenly came from next to me.

"Scum!"