"Sister An Yue, did you tell you about Huayuan Group?"

I took two puffs of my cigarette and spit it out, "Hmm." Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo”

"What is Jiang Yan's attitude?"

I stood up and looked out the window blankly, her words lingered in my mind that night, I felt a little sad in my heart, although I didn't say some things, but I have to say that I delayed Jiang Yan's youth to a certain extent, otherwise Ou Zexiu would not have come to me privately, although Jiang Yan and I have maintained the 'purest ambiguity' for so many years, but outsiders definitely don't believe it, not to mention anything else, even the proprietress who opened a grocery store on Jinsha Road knows that I like her.

Jiang Yan's sentence "marry me at the age of twenty-six" has always lingered in my mind, we are twenty-five this year, in a year's time, can I really have everything, and then give her the warmest embrace?

Do I really want to maintain the relationship between brother and sister with Jiang Yan?

I don't know what my choice means to the two of us, and her family and worldly eyes seem to be saying, "You two are not suitable, you Luo Bing is not worthy of Jiang Yan." ”

I threw away the cigarette butt, covered my face and said, "What else, we are people who are isolated from reality, what choice can we have?" ”

Hearing the meaning of my words, Wang Zishi came over and patted me on the shoulder and said, "Brother, why shouldn't I, alas, I am a true heart, and I can't exchange it for another true heart." ”

I forced a smile and said, "You kid is much better than me, at least you won't be forgotten by this world, and I'm ..... Hehe, don't say it, don't say it. ”

This afternoon, Wang Zishi and I confided in each other in the office, and then I fell asleep on the sofa in a deep state.

...........

Five days passed in the blink of an eye, and my life was back on track. Today is October 27th, and this day is the most memorable day for me, and I guess I will remember it for a lifetime. On Jiang Yan's birthday last year, she and I spent a night crazy in 'our territory', two people wiped cakes on their faces, and we lay on the grass and slept all night when we were madly tired, this day was the happiest day of the year for me.

Weekend mornings are presumptuous, but I wake up at six o'clock in the morning, and I can't imagine that someone who has been in bed until the afternoon this weekend can get up so early.

The weather is good, I wonder where I should take Jiang Yan today? She said she wanted to see gorillas, go to the zoo? Or go to the beach to collect shells? Playground?

I don't know why, as long as I think of that woman snuggling in my arms, there will be an indescribable beauty, gradually, I think about the happy smirk, and when I think of Jiang Yan belonging to me today, I happily put all the unhappiness in my mind.

This sudden joy after experiencing despair is really beautiful, and I wish I could see her soon.

I got everything ready, blew a feel-good hairstyle by the way, and said to the mirror: "Luo Bing, why are you so handsome?" Aren't you afraid that Jiang Yan will stick to you for the rest of your life? ”

At this moment, I seemed to forget all my troubles, I played the piano, it was hard to imagine that this dilapidated little bungalow would have a piano worth more than 100,000 yuan, this is my most precious thing, not because the price is expensive, but because she was given to me by Jiang Yan.

The notes flew in the room, and I laughed like a nymphomaniac, every note seemed to say Jiang Yan I love you.......

After being a nymphomaniac, I took out my mobile phone, opened WeChat, and sent a message to Jiang Yan, 'I guess you must still be in bed now.' ’

Then I threw my phone on the sofa, fetched some water from the kitchen and prepared to wipe down my most valuable thing, and slowly I saw that when I was in junior high school, I was desperately learning piano because of Jiang Yan's words, she said' The most beautiful music in the world is the notes of the piano', after that sentence, I would transfer several stops of the bus to Aunt Wang Yuan's piano workshop after class, and come here to learn piano, at that time I didn't understand that the piano notes bring people the kind of immersive feeling, I only knew that Jiang Yan wanted to listen, I wanted to play the world's beautiful music for her.

Sitting in the room, the memories of those childhood seem to come back to my eyes, and I have her in my life.

After a while, my phone rang and brought me from memory to reality, I picked up the phone, and sure enough, it was Jiang Yan, and I answered the phone with joy.

"Hey~ Is the big birthday star up?"

There was silence on the other end of the line.

I suddenly felt a little uneasy, "Jiang Yan, why don't you speak." ”

"That..... I'm probably ..... today."

I lost my mind and were silent for a few seconds.

"Luo Bing, Ou Zexiu came to look for me, and my parents were also present, so I ....."

I was silent, but I knew in my heart that Jiang Yan's parents must like Ou Zexiu very much, after all, he is rich and powerful, and he is also a talent.

"It's okay..... Then you go play with him and have fun.... And also.... Happy Birthday.." I said dryly.

I wanted to say something, but I didn't know how to say it.

"Luo Bing, I'm sorry, my parents entered my room, I hung up first." Jiang Yan's somewhat anxious voice came from the other end of the phone, and then there was a 'beep' sound.

I looked at the piano and lost my mind, and lay on the bed in a large shape.

A burst of emotions that I couldn't express in words suddenly surged in my heart, and I felt that my love for Jiang Yan for so many years had become so slight in an instant.

I didn't dare to compare myself with Ou Zexiu, because I knew that I was not comparable to him at all, and he was more than a hundred times stronger than me Luo Bing in terms of life experience and cultivation.

I lit a cigarette and looked at the piano that I had polished, the past scenes came to mind, the emotions continued to ferment in the smell of smoke, and the warm feelings came to my eyes, I sniffed and forced myself not to cry.

I took out my mobile phone and sent a message to Jiang Yan: "It just so happens that there is something to do at work, I'm going to be busy, have fun!" ”

It was still early, and the morning breeze was cool, but my heart was even cooler.

The courtyard was empty, just as I was in the mood, I sat on the stone chair, the morning breeze seemed to have become stronger, I suddenly didn't want to leave so soon, because the cool breeze of the morning blew me extremely awake, and for a moment, I even wanted to give up Jiang Yan, draw the end of our 'purest ambiguity', and then walk up to her and Ou Zexiu and say, "I wish you happiness."

After a long time, I gradually woke up from the pictures, looked up at the blue sky, and comforted myself: "Luo Bing, why are you so persistent? She Jiang Yan left you Luo Bing, and she can still live well in this world, can't you Luo Bing live without Jiang Yan? ”