Chapter 107: The Helplessness of Love

The airport was full of people, drowning Hao Yue and me in the crowd. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

At this moment I plucked up my courage and hugged her, - and whispered: "You go back first, and when I take care of things, I'll come back........."

Hao Yue was held by me and stayed in place, her face was slightly red and she didn't speak.

After a long time, I let go of her shoulders and touched her little head and chuckled: "Miss Hao Yue, I will come back as soon as possible, and I ask you to work harder." ”

Hao Yue still didn't speak, she just looked at me blankly.........

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After a long journey, I returned to Suzhou, the land where I was born.

Walking on the familiar streets, walking on the deserted streets with the light and shadow of the street lamps.

Lighting a cigarette, Hao Yue's stubborn back made me lose my mind for a while, I always have a feeling that I will never return to Xiamen, and Hao Yue will disappear in the long river of memory...........

After some time, I walked through the street in confusion and stopped a taxi at the intersection.

Half an hour later, the car stopped next to the intersection, got out of the car, calmed my nerves, and headed to the coffee shop.

Walking into the coffee shop, I was inexplicably afraid in my heart, I was afraid that Qiao Yi would not be able to withstand this fatal blow.

The coffee shop is still deserted, but there is no Qiao Yi and Lin Xue'er at the front desk, but an unfamiliar figure.

The girl was wearing a school uniform and looked like she was in her early twenties, and I asked, "Excuse me, do you know where Qiao Yi is?" ”

The little girl looked at me questioningly and said, "You're a friend of Store Manager Qiao, right, he seems to have gone home." ”

"When did he leave?"

"I don't know, I haven't seen store manager Qiao since he left in the morning."

Walking out of the coffee shop, I subconsciously dialed Xia Yuan's phone, hoping that she was accompanying Qiao Yi at the moment.

After connecting the phone, I asked, "Xia Yuan, have you seen Qiao Yi?" Where is he. ”

After finishing speaking, I felt faintly uneasy in my heart, afraid to hear the news of Qiao Yi's disappearance.

"I'm next to him now, we're in the yard........" Xia Yuan paused and said in a sad tone: "He's not emotionally stable, alas, ......."

"I'll ......... right away"

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Ran back to the yard, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw Qiao Yi's back, at this moment he was drinking beer with a photo in his hand, sitting at the stone table in despair, clenching his fists, muttering in his mouth, but he couldn't understand what he was saying.

When Qiao Yi saw me coming, he was still silent, for a long time, he lowered his head, his body trembled, his expression was painful but he couldn't cry................

I understand the pain on Qiao Yi's body, because I have also experienced it, and there is no antidote to this pain, and no one can replace it...... can only bear it silently........

Qiao Yi raised her head and looked at Lin Xue'er's photo decadently, and smiled: "She's gone....... Luo Bing, Cher is gone......... She didn't say goodbye to me..... Hehe... Hehehe...."Halfway through speaking, Qiao Yi raised his head and cried heartbreakingly...........

I wanted to say something to him, but I didn't know how to persuade him, because the scar was already in his heart............

At this moment, he needed a hug, and his cry became louder and louder: "I thought Xue'er didn't like me before......... Now I understand..... She loves me too........ But she had to leave me........"

Listening to Qiao Yi's heart-rending howl, I once again complained to God, why, why does it always love to tease the world.............

Xia Yuan didn't know when she appeared next to me, her eyes were moist, for a long time, Qiao Yi broke free from my embrace, and he shook me in a panic: "Luo Bing, I need money, I want to find Xue'er, I want to cure her, can't leukemia be maintained with medicine, is it that I have a lot of money, Xue'er can survive, right, right!" ”

Qiao Yi opened his eyes wide and continued to look at Xia Yuan: "Is it possible to sustain life with money, right, what you TM are talking about, talking!" ”

"Qiao Yi, what's the use of you looking like this? Cher, she left you for what, you know? She loves you too much and doesn't want to drag you down........" Xia Yuan turned her head and said softly.

The courtyard suddenly quieted down, Qiao Yi looked at Lin Xue'er's photo with a dull gaze, and after a long time, he gradually calmed down, and said, "I don't know that Xue'er didn't want to drag me down before leaving me, but don't you think she is too selfish to do this?" Did she get my consent? ”

Xia Yuan bit her lip lightly and said, "She would rather give up her life to accompany you for the last few months, and then leave like a light smoke.........."

"I'll look for her, and I'll find her........."

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That night, the pond was full of beer bottles, and Qiao Yi and I were drunk on the grass.

There was silence all around, Qiao Yi glanced at me, lit a cigarette and said, "Leukemia can live for up to six years, how much money do you think I should prepare?" ”

I stared into the distance a little confused, if I really wanted to be treated, I think it should be an astronomical amount, and this number would make Qiao Yi even more desperate..........

I didn't speak, I didn't know how to answer his question, Qiao Yi saw that I was silent and smiled: "Luo Bing, do you know, if two people are destined to be together, no matter how far apart they are, in the end they will always find a way to relive their old dreams." ”

"Just like you and Lin Xue'er?"

Qiao Yi nodded and took a sip of beer.

I patted him on the shoulder and said, "Tell me about the matter between you and Lin Xue'er." ”

Qiao Yi stood up and threw the beer can into the distance, sat down and lit a cigarette, and said, "It was a rainy day, I came out of the bar and was about to go back to the dormitory, she was helping an old woman to cross the street at that time. ”

Qiao Yi's eyes were full of memories, and he continued: "Later, a rushing car knocked her down and actually escaped, at that time she broke her leg and I carried her to the hospital. ”

"She's such a kind girl, that's how you met?"

Qiao Yi nodded: "I have maintained the purest friendship with her in the three years of college, and I have never confessed to her.......... It wasn't until I was close to graduation that I realized that I couldn't live without her, and I panicked and was scared to live without her........"

"Actually, you've always liked her, but you don't dare to confess to her........"

At this moment, I suddenly thought of Jiang Yan, when I also maintained the purest friendship with Jiang Yan, but then we were all ruthlessly defeated by life, and finally became the most familiar strangers............