Chapter 108: Two Men Who Lost Their Souls
Qiao Yi sighed, lowered his head and played with the empty wine jar, the corners of his mouth trembled slightly, and said, "Actually, you should understand this feeling better than me, right, Luo Bing." Pen, fun, pavilion www. biqugeγ infoβ
I was suddenly stunned, and then I looked at the pond the size of a football field in front of me, and looked around at this place that once belonged to me and Jiang Yan...........
But the memories will not be whistling with the cold wind after all, lying on the familiar grass again, and the figure still stands in my mind, lingering..........
In the depressed mood, I lit a cigarette, and under the silent night sky, two soulless men, staring into the distance with empty eyes, they could not see the future, the cruelty of reality and the tricks of fate made them lose themselves in the darkness...........
After a long time, I carried Qiao Yi, who was unconscious, back to the courtyard, and he was surprisingly calm after being drunk, and I felt a lot more at ease.
Help him cover the quilt and sit alone at the lonely stone table, thinking of Qiao Yi's lost soul, my heart can't calm down for a long time.
"Are you still worried about Qiao Yi's affairs?"
It seemed that I was in too much tension, and I didn't even hear Xia Yuan's footsteps, she handed me a cup of hot coffee.
Taking the coffee, there was a hint of warmth in my hand, and I said, "Thank you." β
Xia Yuan and I sat on the narrow stone bench, her shoulders were warm, and there was silence all around, for some reason, the moment I touched her shoulders, I felt a surge of heat in my body.
Xia Yuan didn't seem to care about the physical contact between me and her, she propped her hand on the table and held her chin, and said softly: "Luo Bing, where do you say Xue'er will go?" β
Under the silent night sky, there will inevitably be a trace of ambiguity when lonely men and widows sit shoulder to shoulder like this, and I seem to be infected by the atmosphere, and squeak and say, "Uh..... That one........ I think she should go back to Taiwan........"
"I don't think so, Cher is such a kind person who definitely doesn't bring grief to her family, I think she should find a place where no one knows her........... Waiting for death........ Quietly leave this ........."
Xia Yuan's words made me a little sad, and I felt sorry for Qiao Yi, and I hated God's injustice even more......
I subconsciously wanted to smoke a cigarette, but Xia Yuan leaned too tightly and I dispelled this idea.
I was silent, and sadness spread in the air, and after a long time, I said, "Xia Yuan, you say, why is such a kind person as Xue'er being teased by God, and why can those wicked people who should be punished by God live in peace?" β
"Are you complaining about God for Cher?"
"Or else?"
Xia Yuan looked up at the night sky and chuckled: "You are unfair for Xue'er, who will be unfair for me, who will be unfair for you Luo Bing?" β
With the faint moonlight, I gradually saw Xia Yuan's face clearly, and under the background of the moonlight, Xia Yuan's eyes fluctuated slightly, and there was a faint sadness on her face.
Xia Yuan's words made me feel inexplicable, and then I thought of her father's unexpected death and my tragic life.
Xia Yuan was a little indifferent, and said softly: "Luo Bing, stop complaining about God's injustice, because God also has feelings........ Do you understand? β
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The night is deeper, lying on the sofa, savoring Xia Yuan's words, God will have feelings? What feelings does God have? Let me grow up without my parents and spend twenty-five years in rejection? Or is it a painful struggle in my life?
I pondered this all night, tossing and turning, unable to sleep, and for a long time, this emotion turned into anxiety and inexplicable impatience.
This mood lasted until three or four o'clock in the morning, when I fell asleep.
The next day, when I woke up, it was already past eleven o'clock.
After washing up, I knocked on the door of my room, trying to wake up the drunken Qiao Yi.
"Qiao Yi, are you up?"
No one paid attention to me, and I continued to knock on the door: "Hey, Qiao Yi is noon, get up quickly." β
Did this kid drink too much and faint inside?
With doubts, I took out the key and opened the door, I thought that Qiao Yi would lie on the bed and fall asleep, but I didn't want to, the quilt on the bed was neatly folded, but the person was gone.
Where did this kid go?
Looking at the empty room, I immediately dialed Qiao Yi's phone, and after the phone was connected, there was a 'beep' sound, and I felt a little uneasy in my heart.
I called him again, but there was no answer.
A moment later, I arrived at Qiao Yi's coffee shop with anxiety.
The coffee shop was still deserted, and the student in school uniform at the front desk was lying at the front desk, and I walked over slowly, she was still lying on the table, looking like she was sleeping soundly.......
I was a little speechless and nudged her.
Feeling that someone was moving herself, the female student in the school uniform immediately raised her head: "Ah, welcome, may I ask you .........."
The female student in the school uniform looked at me blankly and said inexplicably, "It's you..... You're going to drink coffee. β
I looked at her embarrassedly and said, "I'm sorry to disturb your sleep....."
The girl in the school uniform blushed slightly, embarrassed: "Oh, I'm embarrassed, I actually fell asleep at work....... she lowered her head, and then raised her head and pleaded: "You're a friend of Store Manager Qiao, can you not tell him........ I'll treat you to coffee, okay! β
"No, no, actually I am"
The female student immediately interrupted me: "That, that, then I'll invite you to drink juice, my new juice is delicious, but, it's ........ You really don't want to tell store manager Joe......"
This girl .......... She...... Why are you a little stunned.....
I had a black line on my face, and sighed: "I won't tell him, you tell me first, where is your store manager Qiao?" β
The female student looked at me suspiciously and whispered, "You really won't tell Store Manager Qiao?" β
Holding back my anxiety, I said solemnly, "Absolutely not, you just need to tell me where he went." β
The female student sighed, patted her chest, and muttered softly: "Great, I won't be deducted from my salary, I can help Niuniu buy a set of clothes." β
I was made big by her stunned appearance, and asked again, "Where did you store manager Qiao go?" β
"Oh."
"I don't know."
Me: "................."