Chapter 17: A Thousand Machines (The Past)
A faint morning light appeared on the horizon, and the stars in the sky had receded, leaving only the vague shadow of the morning star. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Subconsciously, Qianji stood up and prepared to go up to the roof to watch the sunrise. It's been so long, this has become her habit, and she has never missed an appointment, even on a rainy day without the sun, she will come to the roof and talk with the captain with an umbrella.
This time, however, Senki stopped. Her body trembled slightly, and she sat down again, looking at her trembling hands.
The disgusted gaze cast from her eyes, fixed on the palm of her hand, and faint traces of blood could be seen between the nails, just a little red trace, but it brought thousands of unspeakable fear.
"I ......"
"What did I do......"
"Ah, I hurt the captain...... Ahh......h
"Woo......"
Last night, it was these hands that held kunai and pierced the captain's palm. The hands that brought him warmth, and now, have they finally been removed by their own hands? No, it's not just set aside, it's pierced with kunai ruthlessly, piercing through the back of the hand from the palm of the hand...... No, not only the hands, but also the heart, must have been severely cut by themselves.
"Monsters."
Qianji snorted, and finally whispered such words to himself, and the light of hope that had finally lit up was finally extinguished.
……
Rustling, rustling, rain trickling down. It's still sunny during the day, but now it's raining all of a sudden.
"Is God angry? Heh, hehe, hehehe......"
"Monster, you're a monster."
The young girl fell to her knees, gasping for breath as she felt a maddening pain on her right cheek.
In the small, dark room, blood flowed freely, the scarlet color completely covered the floor, and the smell of blood and alcohol mixed with the smell of burnt flesh, forming a disgusting smell that would make anyone vomit just by smelling it.
There was a man's body lying on the ground, blood flowing happily from a dozen holes in his chest, and he was long gone.
The girl looked at the man lying on the ground with hatred, and her face showed distorted pleasure and extreme despair.
"Hehe, hehe, hehe, hehehe!"
She let out a chilling laugh, not the laughter of a girl her age, but the horrifying laughter of a madwoman.
Laughing and laughing, the laughter turns into a low cry.
"Father's ......"
"Father's ......"
The girl lost consciousness and passed out.
When she woke up again, she was greeted by the pungent smell of disinfectant water.
Needless to say, she already understood.
"Was it found and sent to the hospital?"
The burning pain on her right cheek was no different from before she fell unconscious, and she wanted to see how her right side of her face was doing.
"In that case, it would be terrible, like a demon. Oh, after all, if you are pressed into the brazier, you can smell the smell of your face being roasted, which is really disgusting. ”
However, there were no mirrors in the room, and there were subtle marks on the walls, and a few screw holes proved that at least not so long ago, there must have been something called a mirror on that wall that allowed people to see their faces.
"Removed? Are you afraid that I won't be able to accept it and commit suicide? ”
The girl tried to make an expression, but the horrible pain on the right side of her face made her give up on the plan. She reached out and shook it in front of her right eye, and everything was normal.
"I am not blind in my right eye, and I am not even able to lose my eyesight, should I say that I am lucky? I didn't feel my body until I fell unconscious. ”
At this time, a man in a doctor's uniform walked in, and when he saw that Qianji had already sat up from the bed, he said, "You're already awake?" Don't move yet, lie down on the bed obediently, we are still discussing your treatment plan, let's put the medicine on for the time being, someone will come to change the medicine for you later. ”
The doctor's head was slightly bowed, it was not a sign of respect, he just didn't want to see the girl.
That kind of kid is simply a monster, he said in his heart.
Without saying a few more words, he walked straight out and closed the door.
The girl watched him walk out indifferently, without saying yes or thanks, and the voice that was not lowered outside clearly reached her ears: "Doctor, it's that child, right?" The child who killed his father with his own hands? “
"It's horrible!"
"I heard that her father was an alcoholic, and he was so drunk every day that he would beat her at every turn. You can't stand it anymore, so you can do this kind of thing, right? “
"I've also heard that she is usually very indifferent to her father, and she doesn't say a word all day long, and her eyes are terrible. I think that this kind of thing must not only be the unilateral responsibility of her father, but also her disobedience to discipline, which will lead to the intensification of the conflict. ”
"Anyway, kill your own father...... It's really ...... I heard that several wounds on her father's body were pierced by kunai after he died, which means that she was still frantically attacking her father with kunai after his father lost the ability to resist and died. ”
"Hey, as for it? How can a child hate his father so much? Even if my father does it again, it shouldn't be right? Anyway, it's a father who raised him.,If you're abused.,You can report it to the village.,As for doing this kind of thing directly? “
"yes...... It's just ......."
"Monsters......"
The girl was silent, she didn't say a word during that time in the hospital, and no one said anything to her.
The nurse who changed her dressing, no matter how many times she had done it, gasped after uncovering her bandages. Timid nurses would even refuse to come here to change her dressings, and some nurses would call her "monster" in private after hearing that she had killed her own father with her own hands.
No one came to comfort her, the teacher didn't come, the classmates didn't come, the friends ...... By the way, she has no friends, and she has been collectively alienated by the people in her class before.
No one would speak for her, not even she herself was disgusted with herself.
Put on a mask, practice frantically, fight everything under the cry of the "monster", and finally enter the shadows. What she is doing is just the requirement of incognito in the shadows and the requirement to wear a mask at all times.
That's it, say goodbye to the past.
Put on a mask and cut off all ties with the past. She uses the code name as her new name and has a new busy life. She numbed herself with busy tasks, but she never escaped the hideous scars on her face, nor the bloody corpse on the ground.
……
The memory smiled like a demon, and the hideous and ugly body was entangled in Qianji.
"Monster, monster, monster, you're a monster!"
"Killed the father who raised you with your own hands, and if someone else sees the scars on your face and knows what you did in the past, you will have nowhere to run! Minyue, you can't escape, you will always be the monster who killed your father, you can't throw away this name! “