The next day, it rained heavily and the temperature dropped so much that I could still feel the cool even though I was wearing a sweater, so I put on another jacket and left the house and walked to the coffee shop at the intersection. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

An Yue called me early this morning, and her tone was still a little anxious, there is no secret between me and An Yue, because An Yue exists in every corner of my life.

This coffee shop is called 'Mood Haven', I haven't been to this coffee shop for a month, this coffee shop has been open for almost three years, I remember that in the past, after work, Prince Shi Anyue and Jiang Yan and I would always come here to rest for a while.

It just so happens that the owner of this shop is still my elementary school classmate and Jiang Yan, who closed this coffee shop a month ago in order to go to Taiwan to find true love, and now that he is back, it seems that he should have succeeded.

When I came to the front desk, I saw that the tall and thin figure was busy in front of the computer, I threw a cigarette over, Qiao Yi looked at me busily, and then lit a fire with a cigarette.

I teased a little and said, "Yo, the Great Love Saint is back?" What about Snow White? ”

He raised his eyebrows, spat out a cigarette, and said, "Of course Snow White is in this king's palace." ”

Qiao Yi and I have known each other for more than ten years, and it has long become a habit for the two to tease each other.

The two chatted casually, and from Qiao Yi's expression, I found that he seemed to be much more mature when he went to Taiwan, and his tone was not as good as before, but he still retained the same style when talking to me.

About five minutes later, An Yue patted me from behind, and we found a table to sit down.

Her face was a little solemn, she looked at me and said, "Luo Bing, you tell me honestly, what happened to you and Jiang Yan?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, looking at her incredulously, could she have known so quickly?

I could, "What else can we do, that's all..."

An Yue said with a little disappointment: "I went to find Jiang Yan last night, and I know everything, you ..... Alas! ”

I frowned and said, "Sister An Yue, don't you believe me either?" ”

What happened yesterday is still vivid, and I don't want to explain it at this moment, because I know that even if I explain it clearly, Jiang Yan and I will not be able to go back to the past, and the boundary between us is becoming more and more obvious, so that I have to force myself to forcibly draw a line with Jiang Yan.

"The situation at that time, if it was me, it would be difficult for me to accept, but I still believe in you, because I understand you, in fact, Jiang Yan also believes in you, but it is difficult for her to accept everything she sees in front of her, do you understand?" An Yue said earnestly.

I was silent for a while, and it began to rain heavily outside the window, and I turned my head to look out the window, and the scene I saw in the rain that day seemed to be in front of me again.

I wanted to smoke, but now I don't dare to smoke, because the woman in front of me knows me too well, and I am afraid that when I smoke, she will find out my inner panic again.

I was silent and didn't speak, An Yue continued: "Actually, you and Weiwei aren't together at all, right? ”

At the moment, I was a little afraid of the woman in front of me, because I felt like a blank sheet of paper in front of her.

"Sister An Yue, in fact, there are some things that are better not to say than to say them, isn't it?"

"Luo Bing, since you said so, then I won't say anything, it's just that I really feel sorry for you."

I turned my head to look at An Yue, who looked worried, "Sister An Yue, I'm really, really messy...... I want to escape the city. ”

"If it weren't for Ou Zexiu's appearance, maybe your relationship with Jiang Yan wouldn't be like this, Luo Bing, sometimes you just worry too much, to be honest, for Jiang Yan, you are really not brave enough."

An Yue's words pierced my heart deeply, Jiang Yan was like the brightest star in the starry sky, and I may not even be as good as a tiny meteorite, Ou Zexiu's appearance covered up my only glimmer of brilliance.

The reality of this world makes me always have an inferiority complex when facing Jiang Yan, I used to give her happiness and warmth, but now I can't give her anything.....

"So what should I do?"

"Luo Bing, have you really expressed your feelings with Jiang Yan?" An Yue said solemnly.

I can't help but think back to the past few years of my life, as if I was living a miserable life in confusion. What is love and where does it come from? I can't figure it out, I can't imagine the days when I really live with Jiang Yan, as Ou Zexiu said, what can I give her? And I've been with her for the past few years, I didn't think I needed anything in return, I loved her, and it was enough to love her silently.

I replied casually, "I..... Nope..."

"Why didn't you make it clear to her?" An Yue looked at me with a serious expression, and then said vigorously: "I'll answer for you, because you don't dare, you are afraid, you are afraid that after you open this relationship between you, you Luo Bing will not be able to give her a good life at all, right?" But at the same time, you love her deeply, you wish to hold her in your hands forever, but as time goes by, you are afraid that she will struggle, and then lose everything in the struggle, leaving only the memories in your hands, right? ”

"Enough!" I yelled.

When the guests around me heard the voice, they all looked at me strangely.

But I didn't care, the pain in my heart seemed to blur everything in reality, I covered my face and was silent in sadness.

..........

The conversation with An Yue ended with a growl from me, and I walked aimlessly in the park, when two stray Labradors ran out from behind me, smoking cigarettes and touching their heads.

"I haven't seen you two little things for a month, and I've grown a lot taller." I said to myself.

These two dogs, once brought me to tears, I was touched by them.

Two dogs put their hands on my feet and licked my arms, and I felt a wave of warmth, and for a moment I was no longer alone, at least there were dogs with me.

I took a deep puff of my cigarette, then snuffed it out, put away all my emotions, and looked at the pedestrians in the park with a nonchalant eye.

A sound of high heels sounded in my ears, and I subconsciously thought of Jiang Yan, but for a moment I denied it again, because the sound of Jiang Yan walking was already deeply imprinted in my mind, and this person was definitely not Jiang Yan.

I snuffed out the cigarette butt and looked to the side, only to see Xia Yuan looking at me with a smile in casual clothes.

I wonder why she's here?

I smiled and greeted her, "What a coincidence, rich man!" ”

She replied with concern: "Am I rich?" ”

Then he sat down next to me and was attracted by the two Labradors.

"Did you raise it?"

"People can't keep them, and they still have dogs."

Xia Yuan asked, "Then why are they so close to you?" ”

"Because, ah, I accompanied them through their most disappointing moments."

Xia Yuan looked at me in disbelief, then touched the dog's head and said, "Do you have to be nervous?" ”

"Do you still want to hear stories?"

Xia Yuan looked at me with an incredible expression: "There is a story again?" ”

I looked at the passers-by around me and pretended to be deep and said, "There are my stories in this radius." ”

Xia Yuan 'cut' a disgusted expression and said, "I said that if you don't brag, will you die?" ”