At noon, the Jinsha intersection was full of people, but I couldn't see the pedestrians passing by, watching the familiar back gradually disappear from my sight like an ant. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Half-kneeling on the ground, I let out a howl, and strange glances were cast by the passers-by around me.

Crying bitterly, I ignored the rush of people and ran aimlessly towards the piece that used to be 'our territory', as if only there could slowly heal my aching heart.

I half-knelt by the pond like a walking corpse, letting the cold wind mercilessly, "Ah......... Ah...... "I unreservedly let go of my mixed emotions.

I tried to laugh, but tears flowed involuntarily.

After she left, my world seemed to be raining with hail, and I was drenched from head to toe, but I couldn't get a sense of sobriety, I don't know what I did wrong, I only knew that there seemed to be something I didn't have time to say to her.....

Is it so easy to break the relationship between us?

I left the pond with a sense of regret that I couldn't let go, and returned to my little yard.

The room still seemed to have a faint body fragrance of Xia Yuan, and I was lying on the bed like a broken one.

..........

I was woken up, and when I opened my eyes, I was greeted by a beautiful and impeccable face, and she poured me a cup of hot water and handed it to me.

A wave of dizziness followed, and I almost missed the cup handed by Xia Yuan.

Seeing that I was in a trance, Xia Yuan said with a guilty face: "That, I'm really sorry at noon, I didn't expect things to turn out like this." ”

I was surprised that she would apologize so politely, and I didn't think about it that much at the moment, coughed a few times and said, "There's nothing to be sorry for." Then he hesitated and said, "Thank you." ”

Our relationship doesn't seem to be as swords as it was when we first met, and I'm comfortable with these subtle changes between us.

She didn't seem to be used to our relationship, and she seemed very uncomfortable, so I said, "I'm fine, you can go back first." ”

She looked at me, stunned for a moment, and then said, "I made some food, you can get up and eat later, I'll go first." She stood up, then hesitated and said, "Don't talk about the noon thing, there are ..... Thank you. ”

I chuckled and said, "Got it, God knows you know I know." ”

"With such a high fever and laughing, I think your brain is really burned out." She glanced at me and said, but not in the same tone as before.

"I'm strong, and a high fever can't burn my strongest brain."

She sneered and said, "If you can still be poor, it means that it's okay, if you don't wake up again, I'll have to call 120." ”

"Did you take care of me all afternoon?" I asked in a slightly questioning tone.

Her eyes dodged, and she said, "No, I'll be here for a while..."

I looked at the basin of cold water next to me, and the towel on my forehead, I chuckled, this chick is really hard-mouthed.

I hurriedly changed the subject and said, "Have you eaten, if you haven't eaten, let's eat together." I thought for a moment and continued, "Let's just thank each other and have dinner together." ”

She hesitated for a moment and said, "Okay, then I'll be disrespectful, hehe." ”

I paused for a moment, I didn't think she still had a naughty side, I thought she had always been a violent woman, I smiled: Speaking of which, the aggrieved expression at noon is not bad.

"What are you smirking at, can't you eat?" She said with a frown at me.

"Just get up, just get up."

At the dinner table, we chatted without a word, and she suddenly asked, "Is that woman your girlfriend at noon today?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, then smiled, "Yes, it's fine." ”

"Then why does she look so sad, she must like you."

To be honest, I don't know what the relationship between me and Jiang Yan is, love? I do love her, but she's somebody else's girlfriend right now. Is there a relationship between brother and sister? Then why am I so sad to see her with other men?

I don't know if Jiang Yan thinks the same as me, but I really love her.

Perhaps, as Wang Zishi said, we love each other deeply but are blocked by reality on both sides, this is a gap that cannot be crossed, and it is also my most helpless.

As if to see that I was pondering, she poked it with her chopsticks and said, "What's wrong with you, is your soul out of your body?" ”

"No.... No. ”

"Then what is the relationship between you and her, how do I feel very abnormal."

I put down my rice bowl and looked at her, and said with a serious expression, "Do you really want to hear it?" ”

She nodded intriguingly.

I lit a cigarette and thought she was going to scold me, but she didn't say anything, just looked at me hopefully.

I lowered my head, in the smoke, my emotions continued to ferment, and the pictures seemed to be vividly displayed in front of my eyes, I couldn't help but chuckle and said: "When I was very young, I knew Jiang Yan, I still remember the first time I saw her, I threw her a face of mud, when we were only 4 years old, hehe, what a childlike age, at that time I thought the most beautiful woman in the world was Jiang Yan, the two of us just played with mud together, caught fish together, and stole sweet potatoes together." When I was in school, I silently acted as her bodyguard, and I still remember that every time she got the first grade in the class, I was the happiest person shouting from the podium, and I was happier than I won the first place. I knocked on the ash of the cigarette and continued: "I Luo Bing is a fatherless and motherless wild child, the whole class dislikes me, but only Jiang Yan she will never dislike me, this Jinsha Road, we have walked for more than 20 years, there are footprints of me and Jiang Yan everywhere, when I was eight years old, my aunt died, Jiang Yan has been with me at home for three days and three nights, I cry she cries with me, I laugh she laughs with me............................. Now, time seems to have diluted everything. ”

I told her all kinds of things about me and Jiang Yan, and she sighed: "The relationship between you and Jiang Yan is really enviable, but at the same time I feel sorry for you......" Xia Yuan actually had a faint tear on her face after finishing speaking, and when she saw me looking at her, she wiped her tears in a panic.

After a moment of silence, she said, "I really envy this super friendship between the two of you. Then she said with some regret: "Luo Bing, you have too much burden.... is not only a home, but also Jiang Yan's feelings for you, but I'm sure Jiang Yan absolutely loves you. ”

I smoked a cigarette with a gloomy look and said, "Why are you so sure?" ”

"Just by virtue of your unforgettable relationship." Xia Yuan said categorically.

I used to think that my relationship with Jiang Yan was impeccable, but now?

During the chat, we finished this dinner, after which I cleaned up the house, and Xia Yuan answered the phone and left.

The relationship between me and this 'female neighbor' has changed subtly because of an accident at noon, but this accident has also broken the last relationship between me and Jiang Yan, I don't know if we can still say hello when I meet her next time, but I still can't forget her, she has taken deep roots in my heart, even if she marries Ou Zexiu, I will silently watch her happiness from a distance.........