I remember the morning when Chaolai was born, the magpie outside the window kept calling, and the lady was lying on the bed, her face was pale, but she smiled very happily, she pinched Chaolai's little face, and said,

"If the husband does not object, let us name our daughter Chaolai, and it is better to come early than late. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info"

When I came to the dynasty, my daughter took this name, and my wife and I were full of joy.

Mrs. hurt her body when she was born, and she didn't dare to have children anymore, so Mrs. loved Chaolai in every way, and everything was based on Chaolai's temperament, at first I was worried that the word doting would make Chaolai lose his nature and become difficult to discipline. But gradually, I found that I was very sensible, and although I was young, I knew how to act in a measured manner.

The cleverness and cleverness of the DPRK and China were praised by my colleagues in the DPRK and China, including His Majesty, and they all envied me for having a well-behaved daughter.

Because, Chaolai's eyebrows and eyes are gentle and sharp, neither like me nor like Mrs. And her calmness and intelligence beyond ordinary people gave me the illusion that she was not my daughter.

Her calmness sometimes frightened me, such as when my wife died.

At that time, I was still young, and the little one made me think that she would cry and ask me for my mother, and I even thought of thousands of ways to lie to her that her wife had gone to a distant place, but I couldn't use it until the end.

At that time, for several days, after dinner, she would kneel in front of her wife's coffin, without saying a word, during this period, not a single tear was shed, I thought that the child was too young to know life and death.

It wasn't until late at night that my wife went to her room that she was buried in the ground.

She hadn't slept yet, and when she saw me go in, she knelt down straight, and she said,

"Ah Weng and Ah Mu have a very strong relationship, now Ah Mu is gone, Ah Weng's thousands of sadness is depressed because of me, deep feelings, honey is also bitter, I don't ask Ah Weng to smile every day, but I still ask Ah Weng to put the deceased in his heart and live happily."

The words of the little child made me unable to hold back the tears that I had held back for a long time, and the tears filled my clothes.

Look, this is Ning Chaolai, a simple word made me nowhere to hide, how could I not be frightened.

I also wondered if this was my child, and then I would laugh at myself for being impressed by my daughter's intelligence. This is what I grew up in my arms, my daughter, no matter how good she is, she will still be my daughter after all.

My morning is too strong, her face is calm, and she doesn't take anything seriously, but I know that she just hides all her thoughts behind the mask and bears it alone. I feel sorry for her, but I can only love her more.

I have always forbeared, so when she showed her love for Uncle Tai Wan everywhere, I never took it to heart, one is that she is still young, I always feel that she does not know how to love, and then, according to Chaolai's temperament, if she really likes someone, she will not let others know, even if that person is me.

It wasn't until the Hundred Flowers Banquet that I realized I was wrong.

Before the Hundred Flowers Banquet, I called her to the study and asked her to choose Liu Lan as her husband, Liu Lan was grown up by me, she has a good temper, and she treats her well, for her, it is a good match, but she said that Liu Lan can be a brother, not a husband.

It's true that he likes Uncle Tai in the morning, but His Majesty will not allow them to be together, one is the daughter of the prime minister, and the other is the son of the general. What's more, our father and daughter also broke the matter between His Majesty and Princess Shangyang, and I could only choose to send her to Jiangnan to save her life.

The subsequent changes, being raided and exiled, are not terrible to me, they are all expected, maybe a little better than I imagined, what is really terrible is that Mu Zi appeared.

Mu Zi hates me, it is reasonable, she should hate me. She has returned, and I am willing to pay with my life for the torture she has endured, and I am ready to pay for the wrongs I have committed.

But Mu Zi didn't want my life, she only told me that Chao was not my daughter, and she said that the dead Danyang was my biological flesh and blood.

I shouldn't believe such absurd words, but thinking of my inexplicable heartache on the night of Danyang's death, I can't help but believe it.

Flesh and blood are connected, and you can't go wrong.

Gradually, I seem to understand why Chaolai has the intelligence and calm atmosphere that ordinary women can't have, which is innate, the blood breath of the emperor's family.

I have been entangled, thinking that His Majesty killed my daughter, and I will also kill his daughter, and it is best to double the dedication, so that Your Majesty will be in pain and regret not being at the beginning.

But I finally gave up all my bad thoughts.

I admit that I am not a qualified Aweng, and I do not deny that in my heart, Chaolai's position is even greater than Danyang.

I also have a trace of thoughts, thinking that she can always remember me, the deeper her feelings for me, the deeper her hatred for Your Majesty will be, and she will never forgive Your Majesty, which is also a way of punishment.

During the exile, someone wanted to kill me, and I was rescued, and the person who saved me was Wushi Xiaolou.

In fact, I don't hate Wu Xiaolou, he is smart enough, very patient with things, and knows how to play with power, he is a rare hero, over time, when he grows full, he can also become a hegemon.

It's a pity that what I hate is that his city is too deep, his scheming is too heavy, and he acts too ruthlessly, such a person, I won't let him get the court, but his purpose is only to use me to threaten the court.

Wu's Xiaolou rescued me, treated me as a guest, regarded me as an elder, and had the best food and clothing, and his calculations, I understand.

If I knew that I was in the Xiongnu, no matter what, Chaolai would agree to his request because he wanted to see me, including marrying him, and he would use my life to blackmail Chaolai to give birth to children for him, and staying by his side for the rest of his life is even more terrible because he is sincere.

I don't know how to deal with it, facing the living Chaolai, facing the late lady and Danyang, death is the best way for me to get rid of all the pain.

I wrote on the silk cloth, flowers are flowers, leaves are leaves, flowers under flowers and leaves are not flowers, leaves are not leaves, flowers flowers are leaves, leaves are flowers and flowers.

Whether it is a flower or a leaf, they all live on the soil, and under the flowers and leaves, there is soil, and after death, it is just a handful of soil. I guessed what I meant, but I knew that, according to her temperament, she would rather believe that what she guessed was not true than admit that I was dead.

Then I can only do one last trick, I let the Wu family Xiaolou bury my bones in the wilderness, engrave an unknown monument, facing the direction of the Han Dynasty, I want to let the world know that the people of the Ning clan are loyal and brave and patriotic all their lives, and I also want Chao Lai to know that her Ah Weng is dead, only the Han people will erect a monument after death, and she should be able to guess that the person in the tomb is me.

As a blood relationship, there is only one thing I can do for her.

The shiny blade grazed my neck, and when I fell to the ground, I saw my wife holding a hand like a dough and walking towards me step by step, and she called me crisply, "Aweng." ”

God gave her a good skin and a delicate heart, and it was precisely because of her talent that it was smooth sailing, and the road later would encounter endless ups and downs.

Come, my daughter, if she is really my daughter, just my daughter, how good it would be.