Feng Xiaoji is going to use hypnosis to guide Lou Jingsong to recall. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Lou Jingsong said: "No, I don't need hypnosis, my backup of this memory should be recorded in the first person." ”

Feng Xiaoji understood that Lou Jingsong's words were meant to be said to Xiyan.

She prepared all the instruments she needed for the dictation.

When she was about to close the door and go out, Lou Jingsong called out to her: "Doctor Feng, I need an audience." ”

Feng Xiaoji was helpless, she said: "You seem to need to find a psychiatrist." ”

"I need someone to talk to, and I can't say anything to this radio."

Feng Xiaoji had to sit down and say, "Let's start." ”

Lou Jingsong's eyes were full of memories.

He said—

I was young, young.

I'm not actually a handsome guy, tall and thin, like a bamboo pole.

Not many girls like me. I was a bit withdrawn in my class, and I thought my peers were very naïve, the boys liked to study the latest electronics or sneakers, or cars, and the girls were even more likely to just discuss gossip or get together to exchange beauty tips.

But Xiyan was different, the first time I saw her, it was like seeing the sun in winter.

She is versatile, her academic performance is very good, her family background is very good, she is still very beautiful, she loves to play, people with a little ambition, once she has an ideal school, she will work very hard, she doesn't need to, she seems to be unforgettable, she has an excellent memory, so she can easily learn anything.

Once, at the campus New Year's party, the originally selected host had an accident and couldn't come to the scene that night, and the director who served as the commander-in-chief of the event went crazy, so she had to temporarily find someone to replace her, but in such a hurry, the person who was temporarily found may not be able to dominate the audience even if he reads the script.

Xiyan was behind the scenes at the time, and after she knew the situation, she asked the director: "Is there a presiding draft?" ”

The director woke up when he saw Xiyan and was saved, Xiyan is famous for her good memory, as long as she shows her the host's draft, she can immediately recite it backwards.

That night, the effect of this party was much better than expected, because the host was Xiyan.

I only noticed her because of that party.

She is such a dazzling star.

I'm just a dull pair of eyes in the audience.

The first time I saw her, I knew what attraction was, and I realized that the word attraction is so beautiful.

From that day on, I remember that my heart was filled with a kind of person who would be happy just by thinking about it, and this person, I often think of.

She likes to read very much, she likes it very much, at that time, the dormitory is 12 o'clock, it is to turn off the lights, I am a diligent student, I will always hide in the stairs, through the staircase light to read. Xiyan's dormitory is the same as mine, she is on the third floor and I am on the second floor.

Ever since I met her on that occasion, I realized that she had been reading books in the stairs all the time.

I'll always meet her in the stairs.

I read textbooks, and she read books that were messy and unrelated to the curriculum.

When I met her, I realized that when God created people, they would be partial, some people are useless, but some people are good at everything.

Later, when she made a phone call, I learned that she had joined the school astronomical society.

I wasn't really interested in astronomy, I was only interested in politics and history, but I joined that association anyway.

There are a lot of group activities in the association, and after going back and forth, Xiyan and I can finally play together.

There doesn't seem to be a dark side to her character. She is always giggling wherever she is, and many people like to play with her.

I would also like.

I like to listen quietly to her chirping.

I don't talk much, and when she speaks, it always causes a lot of people to laugh, and I laugh, but when I laugh so lightly, she thinks that I don't have a good impression of her.

It was a heartthrob-like girl, and she was used to the stars around her.

I also praised her, but I didn't dare to show my face.

Unexpectedly, such an inferiority complex became the only point that attracted her.

She is my goddess.

I never dreamed that a person as ordinary as me would be favored by a goddess.

I never even thought that one day, I would marry this goddess and go home.

But it happened.

I often ask her, there are so many people chasing you, a lot of tall, handsome and caring gentlemen, why do you fall in love with me?

She said she couldn't say it, she just thought I was different from others.

She also said that when a group of people were playing together, she actually liked to keep an eye on my every move.

She loved to see my shallow smile.

Xiyan's family didn't approve of her being with me, but she wanted to be with me, and for this reason, she fell out with her family.

She needs to get out of her privileged living environment and go with me to worry about firewood, rice, oil and salt.

She told me that her name is Xiyan, Xiyan means morning glory, morning glory, that is, the Weaver Girl is holding the Cowherd, and she is going around in a big circle, she wants to say, she is the Weaver Girl, I am the Cowherd.

At that time, I felt that meeting her was the luckiest thing in my life.

I knew at the time that I was nothing, and maybe I couldn't give her anything at the moment, but I didn't feel comfortable giving her to anyone, and I couldn't guarantee that anyone would be better than me.

So I chose to keep her with me.

At that time, I really thought that it was enough for me to have her in my life.

Actually, it's not like that, people are greedy, and they don't know how to cherish it. Many things, when they don't have them, think that they are peerless treasures, and dream of them every day, but when they get them, they find that they are nothing more than that.

I devoted myself to politics, but I had no way to do politics at that time, so I retreated to the second best thing and joined the anti-pornography group.

In order to make Xiyan have a better life, I worked very, very hard, but because I didn't know how to be tactful, I hit a wall everywhere, at that time, I spent three years, and there was no development in my career.

On the contrary, Xiyan has a strong ability to work, she has been promoted to 3 levels in 3 years, and until that time, we are one heaven and one earth.

Until Xiyan became unexpectedly pregnant, at that time, the conditions for giving birth to a child were not mature, but we didn't want to kill the child.

That year, I was finally appreciated and promoted to the leader of the anti-pornography group, and then repeatedly made contributions to the anti-pornography campaign, and my career began to be smooth sailing.

And Xiyan, because she gave birth to a child and had no one to take care of her, gave up her high-paying job and worked full-time at home to wait for childbirth and take care of my daily life and food.

It's not because she's lazy, it's not because she likes to be a stay-at-home wife, it's just that when the two of us needed someone to sacrifice, she chose to sacrifice first.

She didn't complain a word.

And I, getting busier and busier, often drank and didn't come home until the middle of the night.

She'll always wait for me to come home.

At first, he would call me very politely.

Slowly, she would keep calling me, and I felt annoyed, and I thought she didn't trust me, that she didn't understand the hardships of my job at all, that she wouldn't save face for me in front of my friends and colleagues.

She began to become savage and irritable, speaking to me as if she were giving orders, and slowly, like a resentful woman, saying that I could not even spare a moment to give her, that I did not even know when the child would learn to speak.

We started arguing a lot.

She's not as cute as she used to be. (To be continued.) )