Chapter 46: The Guilty
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She started to be rough, she started farting and even picking her nose in front of me.
She called me every day whenever she was free, sometimes I had an important meeting, sometimes I was on a task, she called me, and several times I was punished for breaking things up because of this. I told her many times, but she didn't listen, she said she couldn't control herself, I was getting tired and tired, and when I got to the back, when I heard the phone ringing, it would be like hearing a bomb countdown.
I know she has done a lot for me, I know she cares about me, I know she sacrificed a lot for me.
However, it is precisely because of this that I can't breathe.
Dr. Feng, do you know why my anti-pornography work will be so smooth all of a sudden?
Because I met Xiao'er.
Xiao'er is a prostitute, to be precise, she is a smart prostitute.
When Xiyan was pregnant, there was a sweep of pornography, and I could have caught her, but for some reason, when I saw her, I was moved with compassion.
I let her go.
I thought I was going to take the blame for it.
How do I know, Xiao'er is a girl who knows how to repay her kindness, and she provides me with a lot of favorable clues.
Xiao'er told me every time: "Although among the prostitutes, there are many people who are lazy and shameless, but there are also many people who are really cornered, some of them are going astray, and some of them are forced to become prostitutes, no matter what, these girls can't go anywhere, the most vicious ones are those agencies that sell yin." ”
She was willing to give me clues because she knew that the elimination of pornography was not necessarily a bad thing for many good girls, at least it could save those who were forced into prostitution.
The reason why I am now not afraid of the dark forces and strongly advocate the legalization of piao prostitution is also because of the inspiration I got from meeting Xiao'er, and it can be said that she made my career better.
Feng Xiaoji endured it all the time, but when she heard this, she finally couldn't help it, at first, she could still say a little softly: "So, you are still very naturally emotional about her, aren't you?" ”
Lou Jingsong nodded.
Feng Xiaoji was no longer polite, and scolded directly: "You dog, the person who really helps you, it's not this Xiao'er, this Xiao'er, I just hope you can help her, only Xiyan is really the person who makes your career successful." ”
Feng Xiaoji looked at Lou Jingsong with a surprised face, she ignored it, couldn't help it, and continued to say loudly: "Do you know why your wife always calls you over and over again? That's because she's worried about you. Because of you, she sacrificed her career and social circle, she only has her home in the whole world, she is afraid that something will happen to her head of the family, she doesn't distrust you, she doesn't trust the bewitching slut outside, when her only thought is you, how can she control herself not to look for you in this sensitive period of prenatal and postpartum? ”
"When she calls you, you just annoy her, have you ever thought that she might look at the clock and count every second for 30 minutes to call you? Have you ever wondered how many nights she didn't sleep well in order to wait for you to come home? Do you know how many times she has wet her pillow with tears at home? Do you know how many times a child has been sick with a fever, and she is helpless and hesitant to find a doctor? And at that time, where did you go? And your Xiao'er in Wencun? ”
"She has paid so much for this family, in the end, you are amazing, you are on the rise, what about her? You think she's unkempt, not as cute as before, wow, what a reasonable reason to cheat, have you ever thought that you made her like this? You think she is a resentful woman, have you ever thought that she became a resentful woman because she married you? ”
Feng Xiaoji finally breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Fortunately, she still left you in the end, thank God." ”
Lou Jingsong didn't expect Feng Xiaoji to be so excited, he stayed for a long time.
After Feng Xiaoji finished speaking, he whispered: "Yes, I admit it, it's all my fault." ”
"Do you live with this Xiao'er now?"
Lou Jingsong nodded
Feng Xiaoji smiled: "It must be very happy, right?" She's so prosperous for you. ”
"She is very sensible, she doesn't call me, she never asks me why I'm late, and she doesn't argue with me. She has all the rationality I want. No, it's not the rationality I want. ”
"Do you know what you want? You want to be able to come and go to your woman, you want her to need you a lot, but you don't want her to bother you, you want her to be sensible, but you still want to love you very much, you want her not to ask for a lot but you want a lot yourself, don't you think it's a contradiction? ”
Speaking of this, Feng Xiaoji felt that she was about to become an emotional counselor, she sighed and said, "You can record it yourself into the microphone, I can't listen to it, if you can't record it, don't record it, such a memory, even if you point a gun at me, I won't give it to Xiyan." ”
"Can you listen to me? Or after listening to it, you'll change your mind. Lou Jingsong said.
Feng Xiaoji shook his head: "After listening to the beginning, I know that you are heinous, and there is no cure, you don't know how to be grateful, you are not greedy, you are not greedy, you are selfish, people like Xiyan, it must not be difficult for her to find someone who loves her more than her life, and it is her luck and relief to leave you." ”
"Doctor Wind. You seem to be very empathetic. ”
"I'm a woman too. But I'm luckier than Xiyan, I haven't met a scumbag like you. ”
"When Xiyan wanted to be with me, she might not have thought that I was such a scumbag."
"She's good at everything, but she doesn't have a good eye."
"I didn't want to hurt her, but I met Xiao'er, and I really thought at that time that someone like her was right for me."
"Mr. Lou, this is just because of the role reversal, in the past, you always felt that you were not worthy of Xiyan, she was high, you were low in the mud, you admired her so much, and finally one day, you met a person, this person will make you feel that you are high, and she is low in the mud, you think she admires you as you admired Xiyan at the beginning."
Lou Jingsong admitted: "You are right. I never thought about it. ”
"Mr. Lou, you want me to give this memory back to Xiyan, shouldn't it be as simple as wanting her to change her mind? Although you and I know very well what this memory is, the group of people staring at you may not be, aren't you trying to harm Xiyan? ”
Lou Jingsong smiled: "Doctor Feng, I can't hurt her, she is already a person, and she also forced me to hand over the secrets of political dignitaries because of the task of Yiji." Even, I have to change my memory. ”
Feng Xiaoji just smiled: "You deserve it." ”
"I deserve it, if I die now, I have no regrets, the only thing I care about is Xiyan and the child. I haven't seen my kids in a long time. ”
Feng Xiaoji asked: "When did Xiyan join Yiji?" ”
"I don't know, but she found me last night."
"She's already looking for you? She, let you go? It is hard to imagine how Xi Yan would react when she saw Lou Jingsong on such an occasion. (To be continued.) )